My Heart (Zafier and Zaafira)
S2 is disappointed

Like lyrics again ~ happy me when with you calm my heart in your arms~

believe that the right love will not come quickly.Finding true love is not as easy as in fantasy.all need a process, the process of maturing yourself for example.

as happened to the love story of Marva Phelan and Nabila Amanda who had failed to sail because the captain was not serious about serving his role because of a forced arranged marriage. and after a few years passed when they had found many life lessons and matured themselves, the two were able to make peace with the masses.they again tried to give a chance to their stories that had failed. which was originally only on the basis of responsibility as parents to give the family whole to their two children until finally they were at the point where they realized the hearts of the two were bound to each other, they need each other, not just for the twins but for their own hearts.

it is true that a soul mate, no matter how far away will surely find a way to get back to his owner.

"mas..."

"hm" muttered the man as if ignoring the wife's warning

"mas!!"

"what?" ask the man on the sidelines of activities that have always been his routine after the fertilization process with his wife is completed

"ish, amused mas" protested Manda who had earlier held her husband's head to keep the man's lips away from his stomach

"quickly grow up son, papa can't wait for you" whispered Marva while gently stroking Manda's flat stomach

already five months Marva waiting for the results of her hard work with her wife, the man was very much looking forward to the presence of a baby crying in their home, he wanted to feel how to take care of the baby, help the wife take care of him, and he was looking after her, and feel what it's like to guide her baby to crawl, to walk, and to teach her to spell papa's name.

"kok this old well, the feeling of twins was once printed directly so" Marva mumbled grimly

manda's hand turned to stroke Marva's head which again gave a million soft kisses on her stomach, she felt very guilty but she thought the twins still needed more attention than them.

Manda removed Marva's head, then got out of bed, the woman picked up her clothes and put them on and left the room without saying anything to make Marva wonder at his wife. because every Marva mentioned about the child Manda's face was always moody. Marva moved and followed his wife with slow steps.

from far away Marva raised her eyebrows feeling awkward with what Manda did in the kitchen.The woman seemed to take a glass and fill it with water, then Manda took something from the spice rack, and then, then poured the contents in his hand then the woman sipped with water. Along with that Marva was already near Manda and grabbed the medicine bottle that Manda had just drank. marva's presence made Manda surprised

"m...Mas?"

"so because of this?" asked Marva with disappointed eyes, he did not expect his wife to do the thing he prohibited

"why? is it because you don't want to be pregnant with my children anymore? huh uh?" marva asked again with reddened eyes, he was too disappointed his wife never told him first, letting him hope for the continuous presence of the fruit of their love that turned out the woman was turned off deliberately.

"if not, why not say it? why let me look stupid by asking? huh uh?!" railing Marva with a stifled growl for the first time in seven months of their marriage, Marva takes control of the woman.

"Jawab When!" Marva shook Manda's shoulders asking for an answer to the woman with teary eyes

"sorry.me." said Manda weak and stammered.

"evil you, I'm disappointed in you!" marva said so deeply as she grabbed Manda's hand and handed her the pill bottle, and then Marva went to ignore Manda who was crying over her mistake.The woman was only able to look guiltily at her husband's back that was getting away. Manda propped herself up on the kitchen table with a hollow body

with a slow motion Manda opened the door, with the dim light of a sleeping lamp, Manda looked down at the husband who had been sleeping behind her. Manda sighed heavily to unravel the tightness in her chest when she recalled Marva's disappointed face to her earlier.

"forgive me, I was wrong, forgive me, mas" whispered Manda who had joined her in bed and hugged her husband from behind. the woman sobbed on Marva's back while repeatedly saying sorry and regretful words

Marva who had not fallen asleep released Manda's hand that was coiled in her stomach, but again Manda hugged her without deterrence, the woman continued to mumble sorry

"forgive me, I love you. Don't be mad at me, hick.." Marva pranks on hearing his wife's phrase 'I love you' the first time she has expressed love for him during their marriage. Marva knew she loved him but Manda never explicitly said it directly like Marva who every time said love to his wife.

and that confession of love made her sense of disappointment a little treatable

well, as weak as Marva is in her Bila figure

could not bear to hear his wife's sobs, Marva finally turned to face the wife who was as hot, the man's flat gaze threw at the wife

"sorry, I promise not to drink it anymore" Manda said earnestly, the woman then took a breath between her mouthfuls before continuing her saying "I don't want to carry your child anymore, it's just that I was thinking of putting it off a little bit more because the twins still need our full attention, they just want five years, our time is less for them especially we work together"

'that color I want you to get pregnant so you stop working and focus on the same twins and I also your inner content' Marva called out her heart that sounded manipulative.

yes, indeed Marva had several times told Manda to stop work and leave everything to Narendra who was ready to manage the Ivander Corp branch without involving Manda, and left everything to the company, it's just that Manda reasoned bad to Caroline even though from the beginning Caroline did not matter if Manda focused on her family alone. so Marva was eager to get the woman pregnant so that she could focus on her womb and stop working.So Marva could bring Manda and twins to Jakarta. honestly Marva is tired of having to go back and forth Jakarta-Bali, but he suffers more if he does not meet his two children and his wife in a day.

no, Marva did not take advantage of the presence of the baby in her plan, indeed she really wanted the wife to get pregnant again so that Marva could feel the care of a pregnant woman and a baby. and with Manda pregnant her two wishes can be achieved at once.having another baby, and Manda stopped working.so Marva can bring her small family to Jakarta where she has prepared a palace for them

"mas.."

"sleep" replied Marva, closing her eyes

"i'm sorry, don't be mad, I'm sad..."

"sleep If. it's late at night" press Marva while reaching for Manda's body to hug him. can't bear to hear his woman constantly apologizing to him even though Marva was not as disappointed as last time.

"want to sleep now or not at all?" asked Marva threatening Manda who even sobbed in his chest

"if you want, I'm ready" Manda replied defiantly, but Marva responded with a smile

"free of charge, that damn drug will destroy my future son"

Seriate...

want to finish this story and continue the other story but my imagination is still circling in this story. hahahah