My Heart (Zafier and Zaafira)
hugs Longs

"who's the same papa? why don't you want to see us?"

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can Marva hope that they are here? his voice sounded so real, his tone sounded vibrating.The first time in his imagination to hear the sad voice of his son, usually always the sound of laughter and babbling.

"Why don't you miss us, Dad?"

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this new?

Marva tried to palpate, waving her hands in search of the direction of the voice that sounded very real in her ears

"Sorry..."

"Va?" marva's speech was cut off when the female voice called out to her

Marva tilted her head towards the sound

"mah, Marva is hallucinating again the twins are here, it feels so real. Marva misses them so much" Marva sobbing makes twins confused by their father's behavior and words while Reni can only give a warm hug to her son

yes, that voice belonged to Reni who appeared from the side, Reni bit her inner lips to unravel the tightness of seeing her son's sobbing mess in her arms, she said, the middle-aged woman then looked at her two grandchildren who were in front of them, Reni also glanced at her former daughter-in-law who was hiding under a tree about 5 meters away from them.

initially Reni searches for her son in the park as Rain arrives, but she stops her steps when she sees the arrival of Manda and the twins approaching Marva, Reni chose to pull over and watch them from afar, but when she saw her two grandchildren crying because Marva ignored her, Reni quickly approached, fearing that Marva had made a mistake that drove her son crazy was the case in the hospital last week

"if they were here what would you do?" reni asked Marva but the net could not be separated from the twins who were silent because of a signal from him. Reni hinted they were silent.not to hide, just that Reni felt this was the right moment, she wanted someone under the tree there to see Marva's sincerity

"Marva will. "Marva's spontaneous answer stopped after realizing the impossibility of ".no, there is no way they are here, they are in America and happy there, Marva needs them but Marva is not someone they want" Marva added

"are you tired of fighting for them?" ask Reni

"not tired ma, it's just that Marva is self-conscious if Marva does not deserve them" replied Marva smiling wryly while unraveling the embrace of the mother

"Marva wants them here, they want to, but if they're just gonna be ashamed of having a blind dad like me, they've got a much more perfect replacement who could be their superhero, unlike me who can only be troublesome" said Marva back to lure her tears out, her tears are always available a lot if she imagines both of her children are also women owned by other men.

"honestly Marva did not want to mah, but Marva had no other way but sincerely, Marva only provided one choice, but, and the choice had to let go of the woman who owned my heart and my two children in order to put their wings of happiness with the figure of the man they wanted.This is my way of karma" Reni again grabbed her son into her arms, she said, the outpouring of heart accompanied by the roaring cry of his son was able to make Reni's heart feel squeezed strong, it was very tight for the first time Reni heard the contents of her son's heart.was that as weak as her eldest at this time? Reni cursed herself who had abandoned her son at his toughest moment.

"if pain does not give up, son, God creates pain to test His servant. fight until you can get them, or you can give up if indeed the pain can make you take off sincerely. there are many ways, Va. do not continue to mourn under the pretext of karma, there are no saints in this world, but someone who dares to confess his sin and regret it is a wise person, he said, and you are that person, make your mistakes a valuable lesson, do not make it as your barrier to rise" said Reni while stroking her son's shoulders and head

"they live Marva mah, this heartbeat belongs to both of my heart while my soul and my heart belong to Bila. And therefore I am willing through this pain as long as it does not disturb their happiness. Marva will try to be sincere even though it feels like every second is suffocating" Marva's raving makes Reni sobbing, as well as Manda there, too, the woman who had seen and heard Marva's confession was closing her mouth to ward off her crying voice.Yes, Manda was crying, her heart was burning to hear Marva's sincerity for her

should he still doubt? it was supposed to be yesterday when Marva knelt before her parents and begged not to involve her was real evidence, but her stupidity with the evidence that Jefry brought made her a wishful woman.

Raina and Jefry's accident is purely Anggela's trap, and Marva is completely uninvolved, the man even risking everything to make her happy even if not together. in fact, the man he hates is a man who will do anything as long as he is also a happy twins.

"why should our destiny be this complicated, sis" the monologue Manda with tears. 'sister' is her call to Marva when she was still the man's wife back she called to Marva

"i want them to always be happy, and happy they don't have me in them" Marva said in her arms

Marva gasped when she felt a touch on her thigh, because clearly both of her mother's hands were holding her on her shoulders, and wait...

Marva was stunned when her hand felt and found a small hand there, not just a pair but two pairs

"papa" the soft voice suddenly made Marva take off her embrace from Reni

"mah?" ask Marva for a lead

the small hand in his hand was patted his thighs "papa do not cry anymore, Fiya sad brother Fire as well, hyks hyks" said the voice of the female toddler accompanied by a stuffing able to make Marva's heart stop for a fraction of a second

"they are your two sons" said Reni cirih

seeing the gaze of the papa who was only straight forward with eyeballs to and fro made twins dumbfounded

"why have you forgotten about us? why don't you want to see Afi and Fila?" zafier's question made Marva immediately grabbed his two children's lap and hugged him.he missed, he needed the hug of both his children, the problem of twins will be disappointed because he could not see later, just because he could not see, the important thing is Marva can hug to treat the longing in her chest

"until papa runs out of life, you will always remember son, sorry papa" muttered Marva interrupted his activities peeping the heads of twins alternately

"Cups. Fire misses absolutely the same papa, hiks hiks" said Zafier sniffled after landing a kiss on the left cheek of the papa, papa, the 3-year-old male toddler hugged the body of the father so tightly as if he would be separated if his embrace loosened

"Cups. Fiya also miss you altogether..." Zaafira also gave a kiss on Marva's right cheek "but if he said brother Api papa still sick and did not want to be disturbed Fiya nahan lindu until Fiya dizzy if mikilin papa telus..." said Zaafira tightened his embrace. Zaafira's innocent speech made the three adults feel stifled, especially Manda and Marva. especially Marva who again blames herself for her depraved actions when both her children become victims of broken home children.

"...Fiya also did not cry when papa suluh pelgi, if Fiya ngelti if sick people need a lot of lingo" continued Zaafira made Marva cry broke. both of his children are the most beautiful gifts in his life, the greatness of the twins is a plus for him. oh how good God is to a sinner seems to have rewarded him with twins in his life.

"sorry, sorry papa son, sorry papa" there are many things Marva wants to say to her two children but she can only say sorry repeatedly because the tightness in her chest makes her tongue a little bit.

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guys so gini,,, hiks I did not have the heart but how yak, I have no other way, how well, I want to say it is not good, but honestly have to say this to you guys... huhuhu saddened me anyway...

so I stopped the episode until here only.sorry autor that can not be maximized.

The new author can come back up again next year.may we be blessed with long life...

until we meet in 2022, the reders who have been loyal from the beginning and the new.

AILOVYU Buanyakk buaaaanykk for all of you

baybay Readers! hopefully next year we can all be better, all ideals can be realized, mistakes this year let's make lessons to continue learning in a year that is ready 365 days passed, being kind, big-spirited and healthy continues for all of us...

the best prayer for all of us...

who want to have a business hopefully soon materialized,

who already have the effort hopefully more advanced, more advanced,

the courtship was immediately taken to the pelaminan, the,

the single one hopefully soon can meet his soul mate.

married people may be faithful to each other until the end of their lives,

those who wish to have children may be entrusted by the Almighty God,

who already have children hopefully become parents who can be a role model for his baby.

most of all, may our faith for each religion be stronger so that we do not easily fall.

Aamiin, O God.