My Heart (Zafier and Zaafira)
S2 - Ngidam?

the sin of society is not able to get away from the memory that makes him fail to become a real man, Marva admitted that no matter how well he changed the sin was always a bitter memory that still haunts him. regardless of how sincere the wife gave him a second chance but still Marva sometimes felt inappropriate and too despicable, despicable in her own eyes, contemptible in the eyes of the wife was also despicable before God.

his wife, the woman of soul and body, forgave him, but he could not forgive himself.

The god? Marva every want to be closed and wake up do not forget to always send a request for forgiveness to the repentant.and Marva admitted the Khalik was so good to him. God has given him the opportunity to feel what Marva has been going through, which is to keep his beloved wife while they are pregnant with their baby.

"loh, you know, how to cry?" Manda was confused to see Marva who had almost half an hour to rest in front of him was crying when the man had just acted silly by taking their baby candidate in the stomach talking and even promising him various kinds toys.for whatever, the content is only four weeks old but since knowing the existence of the tiny creature, Marva never tired of inviting their baby candidates to chat. Marva is like a man who first wants to get a child when he has become the best papa for twins

"honey, this is a statement? you pregnant? here's a boy mas, again?" asked Marva in a row while stroking his wife's stomach, still with watery eyes

"ck, come on mas, since coming home from the hospital you keep asking the same thing, I'm tired of the answer" complained Manda blatantly while covering his stomach with his shirt uncovered. while the time at Marva's hospital convinced her that she was pregnant with the man's seed, but why when she returned to Marva's house even questioned the truth about her pregnancy? isn't the letter from the doctor and the ultrasound showing her embryo-filled sac obvious? also, just now the man had their baby-to-be talking, right? what kind of question does that ask of her husband? is her husband's brain in the middle of a closet?

"mas was just afraid.." Marva said hanging when she saw Manda's eyebrows raised next to her flat face and both hands bent at the waist "fear that this is just a dream? or just prank?" continued Marva who lured Manda to nudge his forehead

"no pain?"

"what the fuck?"

plots

"this" back Manda violently committed on her husband's forehead

"no feeling, it hurts more here" Marva pointed to her chest

"loh? I'm centering in the brain, but it's the heart"

"sick in roughin same wife herself"

"eh. oh sorry sorry, sorry well. so anxious about the same strange question mas" Manda felt guilty for being rude to the husband even though the sentence was not too tight, but can make her husband offended. uh, but if they make love instead of Manda more cruel than just touching and Marva no problem even more excited? often Manda twitching Marva's shoulders, pulling her husband's hair hard or even clawing. uh why his brain even traveling there anyway.

(please brain readers do not travel well)

Marva chuckled silently looking at Manda's adorable expression, for a second looking regretful yet a split second the woman shook her head as if to brush her mind off, for a second, what Marva guessed led to the activities of those who managed to score a sister candidate for twins. only for a moment he enjoyed the behavior of his wife, because that is not what stuck in his heart at this time

"God is too good for a sinner like me, so are you who are airy to take back this bastard and now willing to conceive an..."

"if it has changed do not bring up the story of the past. continue to improve yourself and do not feel inferior. Papa Rendra ever said that right? why don't you just plant it on yourself?" cut off Manda by quoting her father's words that she accidentally heard when they visited Narendra's house a few months ago, while she was still in mental therapy at the marriage counselor, Marva misunderstood her and Jefry

"did you hear that time? it's not like you don't care..."

"cz! not no, but I can't show that I'm ready to be born inner ha-ha hi-hi same mas while I'm still struggling to heal that trauma"

"sorry mas dear, mas a lot wrong with you" said Marva as he hugged Manda

"already, now it is better to take a bath and pick up twins at papa Phelan's house" Manda said as she tried to unravel the arms of her husband coiled in his stomach

"let papa who takes them, mas do not want to biarin you yourself" said Marva as he moved and then sat next to his wife

"just no! I want to take care of you twenty-four hours a day, no debate" Marva said quickly when she saw his wife's plot

"twin more need mas than I currently, they from yesterday wait mas loh. mumpung mas do not want to go back to the office again better pay the same time twins"

"yes, I think the same. Now I call papa to ask for help to bring the twins here now"

"mas who picked up there. twin must be happy to be picked up by his father.all menjain them for a moment in the mall" furious Manda made Marva movement who wanted to dial papa Phelan contact so stopped

"cz! I need a break if I forget the doctor's advice"

"then from that mas do not want to leave you dear, later if you need something and mas has not come how? later you are in trouble. mas do not want to make you fight alone again"

'i'm more difficult if the mas here continues, want to rest but the hand there does not want to sit still menggelus stomach continues, thought not amused what' if only Manda was a kind of woman with a spicy mouth then maybe the sentence had come out of her mouth, fortunately she was still thinking about her husband's mentally fragile crackers

"mas fetch twin yah" said Manda softened while cupping her husband's handsome face

"okay. mas was just a moment" Marva broke up who immediately melted found his wife's gentle gaze.yes, he was as weak as it was just because the wife's gaze "you rest, do not move anywhere before the mas go home" tell Marva to help his wife lie down and fix the blanket so that his wife does not get cold

"gold goes well, be careful at home"

"mas also be careful, do not speed, be careful if the twin is scuffed at all" threatened Manda who got a thumbs up from Marva

"ready my nonyyaku"

"oh yeah, you want to nitip something?"

"emm..no tuh" said Manda after thinking for a while

"food maybe?"

"no, I'm still full"

"rujak? or what kind of food is that mainstream?"

"maenstream food?"

"doesn't pregnant women like to eat strange foods?"

"you mean cravings?"

"that's it. What do you want to eat? I'll find it"

"no mas, I just want to pick up twins now"

"sure?" asked Marva expectantly but a steady nod from Manda even hit his hopes.he would want to feel bothered by his wife and prospective children

"i'm sorry, I'm picking up a twin"

after landing a kiss on the forehead.no, all over his wife's face and say goodbye to the would-be creature in his wife's stomach wrapped in a blanket, Marva left.

"remember don't get out of bed before you go home well" he recalled once again before closing the door. The man then completely disappeared there

"so that means if I want to pee it must be so if he has not returned? heh, it's so nice to give orders" said Manda as she opened the blanket, the woman then went to the window, shortly standing where Netra Manda found her husband with wide steps towards her car. the iron horse instantly glided a few seconds after Marva's body sank inside

"deceased" said Manda sadly, the woman then let out a long sigh while lifting and staring at her palms "but if she continues here, she continues, it's a really gatel hand that wants to choke his neck every time he makes a sound"

Seriate...

hello guys!!! for those who are Muslim, Autor just want to say congratulations on carrying out the first taraweh worship and do not forget to wake up sahur tomorrow morning well...