My Heart (Zafier and Zaafira)
Slap

Deg

like free-falling from the sky, afraid and trembling, her ears buzzing to the point of hearing nothing at once, Marva pecked at her daughter's shrill voice, a question that made her paled, his blood flow seemed to stop right then and there, as if he was in the abyss of judgment.

so the Twins already know who he really is? how did the two kids know?

not yet had his heartbeat to function properly, Zaafira again said, his little daughter did not give him a gap to breathe for a while

"if om was papa, would om leave us if we had another child?"

zaafira's question was clearly answered by Marva. No, Marva never left them, because Marva did not know if his actions at that time really paid off. if only he knew the existence of his twins he would have been looking if the sagala of the world, he would not have been silent by waiting for his return if for many years, he regretted only looking for Bila throughout Indonesia, and when he did not find any information, Marva chose to punish himself while waiting for Bila's return to their home.

But back to reality slapping him in a row, Marva bowed shyly on the feel of his tightness. it's true that he didn't leave them but Marva instead pushed them away with her hurtful words to the mother of twins first. who is the woman who will come back to him when he has destroyed the woman without rest.

"i don't need a safeguard for your services, do I? after all****** like you can't get pregnant because you must be on the pill, even if you're pregnant I swear it's not my child because my seed can't be fertilized by a cheap womb like you. and that must be the son of your om-om out there"

Yes, he once said that cruel as a result of his hatred of If plus he was blind to the facts that night, and now only regret accompanied him.

"if om papa kita, then why did he help Fila, om hurt Fila, om also helped kak Api.butannya seolang papa ndak can hurt his son? and the answer is if it's papa butan kita.um only papa Vino" Zaafira glance annoyed at Marva who looked down like a cat caught stealing the fish of the master

Jleb

this time Marva felt there was a hot dagger that stuck right in her heart.His insensitive actions with the existence of the initial twins met are now boomerang. in fact, he had already given wounds to his two hearts that deep.

Brucks

Marva dropped herself on the floor because she could no longer refute her body.she knelt there with her hands clasping each of her child's small hands, looking up her head staring at the goals of the faces of her two children, she said, his eyes have flooded with tears.

"excuse me, my dear, forgive this evil father. Papa has no intention of hurting you. Please forgive me...

"you?" hissing someone from the direction of the door made Marva's speech cut off, realizing who was coming Marva immediately stood up

"Repile.."

PLAQUES

PLAQUES

"what did you do to my son!!" screeched Manda with a dead red face, the woman painstakingly managed to catch her breath

The door opened, and...

"sib*lan!!" screech someone and run straight into Marva

Dugs

"brengs*k man!"

Dugh

"after throwing them away are you now lightly harming them?!"

Brugh

"wake si*alan!!" Narendra grabbed Marva's collar, forcing her to stand up

PLAQUES

"biad*b male!! my granddaughter is not wrong, why did you take it out on them huh?!"

PLAQUES

"belhenti opa. do not hit this om again.pity, his son at home waiting for him home. later his son cried see his father battered" zafier said by stealing glances at the adult man who was in the grip of his collar by the hands of his grandfather

Deg

the wounds of punches and slaps on his body were incomparable from the pain in his heart. Marva again let her tears hear her son's words.

unlike Narendra, the middle-aged man was actually eager to break Marva's bones until his former son-in-law no longer had the energy to hurt his two grandchildren. but Narendra obeyed Zafier's words because he did not want his two grandchildren to see more violence directly.Say Narendra was too worried until he lost control in front of twins.how not? he receives a call from teacher twins that Zaafira was in an accident and is under by Marva. of course Narendra no longer think positively considering how the behavior of Marva who was willing to leave Manda and twins for the woman and child Marva from his affair.

"cursed are you s*lan" hissed Narendra then he threw his hand out of Marva's collar until Marva's body hit the cage

while Manda who from earlier pecked to see how her father beat her ex-husband stepped closer to the twins, she then grabbed both of her children into his arms.

When afraid. Fear of something happening to twins. really he will not forgive himself if until something happens with twins. let alone reports from teachers twins who mention the name "Pak Marva" in the fall incident Zaafira makes when can not think clearly, he did not even wear his heals when getting off the car because it will block his run to the room twins

"mom, Fiya wants to go home" said Zaafira in her mommy sling who was nodded by Manda

Marva stared at the back of the four people who were now turning and leaving, leaving her alone in the void and in pain.

this is the risk that he must accept with his chest, the risk of ever being a cruel man in the past.and well, history cannot be changed. now he must prepare himself to pluck the fruit of his karma, he said, misunderstood by those he had hurt and hurt, he would always be wrong in their eyes.

marva's spontaneous big smile came as the two little heads glanced at her as they were on the doorstep, but only a glimpse as Narendra's tall body blocked the view between father and son.

"forgive papa twins" the monologue Marva let go of them.

Marva let them go this time, knowing that he was chasing would only be the blow he received.

honestly, he was fed up with finding himself always ending up oppressed but again he had no reason to retaliate. because once again it was karma that he had to accept freely.Yes, yes, he should be happy if he wants a chance, right?

Marva moved on, she smiled behind her pain.

at least the twins already know the figure of himself in their lives.

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although his body is still slightly crushed due to 2 rounds hit free from Narendra yesterday, but did not dampen the spirit of Marva to meet his two children. he wanted to know how Zaafira's wound, is it dry? if the doctor's words were true it should have dried up yesterday afternoon, but Marva was not satisfied if she did not see it directly.

while delivering Arvino, Marva waited for twins at school.he deliberately came early so that he could also see the mother of his two children. only today the woman who drove the twins to school. Marva hopes

but until all the students have entered their respective classes, twins have not yet appeared. Marva begins to fidget.he goes to class two to ask if his son was nitip permission today considering twins yesterday had an incident.

"sorry sir, the twins are back at their original school"

"what do you mean mother?" tanya Marva tried to calm down even though her heart was racing.

"Zafier and Zaafira are here for a while, sir, because mommynya is on duty in Jakarta so the twins moved along...Sir?!" sir?!" the teacher's mother's words were cut off when Marva impolitely ran away without saying a word

Marva ran off to her car...

no, twins can't leave her, if you can't leave her again.

and here he is now, in the courtyard of a 2-story house that has indeed been uninhabited again.

why is his fate so painful? just learned the fact will twins, not yet 24 hours twins asked for a reason why he was never present in their lives, but he was left again. the judgment had just begun but he had already lost because he was not given the opportunity to speak. all night he did not sleep because he thought of twins. Marva had even submitted an answer for them.

yes, he intends to be honest with the twins. But what is this? why did they leave before he answered the questions of his two children?

did he really have no gap to fight for the opportunity of the three precious treasures?

Bersambungg..