My Heart (Zafier and Zaafira)
nightmare

"the disease that I thought was cured is actually just subsiding. Evidently at this time the pain returned along with the appearance before me" Nabila Amanda

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the beautiful-faced head with tightly closed eyes moved uneasily, her expression was like a middle of fear, visible wrinkles that formed on her forehead constantly that were already filled with sweat. A second later the plump-haired eyes opened perfectly, with the young woman breathing heavily as she sat down from her lie down.

The beating of his heart timidly made his outstretched hand pour water in the glass so follow trembling until the water was not fully accommodated in the small glass container.

After gulping down the contents of his glass, the back of his hand wiped the sweat on his forehead.

Feeling that he had mastered his fear of the terrible dream, he went from the bed and stepped his feet toward the door of the room

And here he is now, in the second room of his heart which is next to his room.

Walking slowly so as not to disturb the sleep of the two tiny creatures, Manda placed himself in the middle of his second bed.

"mommy dear to you, you only belong to mommy" he murmured after landing a kiss on the forehead twins.

The dream that came to him really shook his emotions.he was afraid, afraid of the existence of twins known to those people, the people who came to him yesterday, making him anxious to get carried away in his dreams

The Flashback

the middle-aged woman who mocked herself also twins in a public place a few days ago came to her and offered an apology. Manda did not understand why the mother of her ex-husband suddenly begged her forgiveness, the woman's gaze also now looked at him with tenderness, she said, no more petty gazes from the nether glow of Madam Phelan like they first met at a banquet a month ago, also the disgusting look that was directed at her a few days ago in the restaurant was no more, there was only a warm gaze that tended to be sad, making it clear that the middle-aged woman was sorry. the woman he once considered as a substitute for his biological mother even almost kowtowed before him for a pardon from him if only Manda did not immediately reach for Reni's shaky shoulder.

"sorry mama, Bila" the whirring came out of Reni's quivering lips

"mama knows mama's mistakes can not be forgiven after what mama did, forgive mama who was slow to know the truth" said Reni who was already covered in tears

"Thank you for giving birth to them and raising them well. Forgive the mother who hated their presence because she was blind to the facts" the last words from Reni make Manda guess if the arrival of Reni in the midst of her friendship with twins none other than her former mother-in-law now know the fact that she has been closed tightly 4 years of late.

"don't think too much, madam. I do not know and do not want to know about your statement about giving birth and raising them. Just remember one thing, my life is none of your business and has nothing to do with you or your family. As you said a few days ago, you and I are just strangers, so don't throw each other a smile, just face to face if you don't happen to be?" reply flat. No, he was not a grudge, just disappointed it was still there when the person he loved even insulted him without rest, let alone his two children were dragged along.

And one thing that made him dare to return Reni's words solely as an early warning for his former in-laws so as not to dare to disturb the lives of twins. Let people say he is selfish, he is selfish when it comes to his two hearts. He who felt the pain contained 9 months with a million ingrained wounds, he who fought to heal to dare to be close to twins, several years struggling to forget all the traumas and injuries, he struggled to forget, but when he felt a happy life approaching him why people in massalu appeared and began to tease.

Not yet relieved of his worries about his meeting with Reni, on the same day, his mentally-destroying man appears before him after Jefry and the twins return home from the company.

Although hating half-dead man of his time, but Manda tried to be calm and mature face him even though he himself had difficulty holding his breath because the memory of the misery* Marva gnawed at his memory.

Surprisingly, the man was just a stiff silence before him. From the corner of his net stalk, the man looked at him with a pitiful look or perhaps a compassionate look at him? But what's all that for? Not wanting to be trapped for long with Marva, Manda returned the gaze with her cold gaze.she would not be affected by the man after being able to be free all this time

Feeling unable to hold back from Marva's inertia, Manda left the man after nearly half an hour waiting for her ex-husband to express his intention to come to the company, the man did not even change position from the beginning of his arrival.if only his face was not the appearance of a dog*n man, it was, Manda will think if the one standing still in front of him is a human robot that is running out of power.

The flashback

"mommy promised to take you as soon as possible from this country" said Manda staring at her baby alternately

the arrival of 2 people from the Phelan family made him guess their purpose until they were willing to meet him. would they take twins from him? no. twins only hers one. and until anytime, Manda will not be willing to take off twins for anyone.

he still remembers the man was not willing to admit the presence of a child from him, so the family of the man should also not want twins. anyways the man had many children, right? considering how many mistresses the male sex offenders are

"forgive mommy for not being able to give you a whole family" Her hands gently stroked her little second head. Twins are the reason why he could be in this spot. His life is for twins.

after tidying up the slightly messy blanket of twins, Manda held her back on the nightstand in the middle of the twin bed. Instead of returning to her room to continue her sleep considering that the morning was still a few hours away, Manda instead chose to fall asleep with a sitting position in the middle of his baby.

the dream scared her to be separated from her two children

Bersambungg...

there's this handsome guy, mommy Manda

the sweet does not miss dong, princess mommy Manda nih