My Heart (Zafier and Zaafira)
S2 - not home

like the lyrics of my ~ song stay here waiting for you

wish you'd come back home for me~

Manda carried her husband's right hand to her forehead, and after releasing it she said "carefully"

then alternately his forehead got a kiss from the lips of the husband, Manda closed his eyes for a moment to feel the chewy object lodged long enough on his forehead.

"i'm leaving, baby, I'll see you tonight" and the saying made Manda open her eyes, and she responded with a thin nod.

"papa departs yes twins" said Marva again at the time of her baby.then the man went to the taxi that would take him to the airport

Manda was still standing in her place, staring at the trail of her husband's departure even though the car carrying Marva was nowhere to be seen.

5 Weeks already routine that they do. parting in the morning and just met at night. Sometimes Marva leaves at dawn if there is a morning meeting, if there is a meeting, also the man sometimes gets home late at night if there is work to be done that day. Manda knew because Marva always gave him news. Manda took a deep breath, thinking about how tired he was so Marva. Yes, this is not about him, but about Marva who had to travel two hours after his energy and mind drained out all day in the company. supposedly, the man's work could have taken a break, but the man instead had to go to the airport and wait for departure to go home to him and the twins.

"mommy come ready, we go to school too" Zafier told Manda of his daydream

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tok tok tok tok

"get in!" manda shouted at someone behind the door

"are you busy?" Manda looked up at the owner of the voice in the doorway

"papa? no, come in" Manda sidelined the file he was in, then his attention focused on the father who seemed to visit his room not for work

"did papa interrupt your time?"

Manda glanced at her work for a moment, then looked back at her papa "no, what's up, pa?"

seeing Narendra step onto the sofa, Manda moved out of her chair and overtook the papa

"what the hell is pa, If it's so strange as papa's expression" asked Manda calling herself If. indeed besides Marva, Narendra still called Bila to him.

"so great is papa's expression?"

"hu. If the cake feels like being judged" Manda replied honestly

"not to judge, but you want help"

"what kind of help pa? say yes, do not hesitate, if If you can be sure if you help"

"pa wants to borrow money"

"uhuh?"

seeing Narendra's laughter, Manda clucked because she felt bullied

"seriously dong pa" said the middle-aged Manda

"okay, this is serious" said Narendra with the face was back seriously.The middle-aged man stared at the goals of his daughter

"do you know why Mom cheated?" asked Narendra to make Manda jolted. Yes, she has a mother who knows where the limb is now. her mother left them because of another man. is her mother still alive? i-i don't know...

"your mother cheated on me because of papa" continued Narendra made Manda immediately widen his eyes. After a dozen years passed, Narendra only brought up the betrayal again

"during this time you know your mama left because you no longer want to live hard with us, it's true, but the other reason is your mama left because she did not get an inner living from papa. papa is too busy working to be able to meet you. papa was only a worker whose salary is only right for eating and a little set aside for your school needs. Papa also took a side job to increase income. but because the busyness of the papa makes your mother lonely.in fact in a husband and wife relationship not only about status, money and stomach full.but there is something else that is more important than that, there is something else that is more important than that, that is communication and intimacy, and for that reason your mama is cheating with another, much more established man who not only gives birth to a living but is also able to give your mama an inner living at all times" obviously Narendra was long. The tone of the man sounded slick but the expression on his face was ordinary.

while Manda can only be silent to hear the true story about her mother's affair.

"do you understand what Papa means, don't you, Bil?" narendra asked, breaking the silence

"appreciate your husband, son, regardless of the mistakes of the past but see how he changed. Papa as a man can see his sincerity" said Narendra. see how the changes Marva lately, Marva, seeing how Marva treated Manda while visiting her house, and of course Narendra will not be able to forget the struggle Marva for one month served him just to get blessing from him.

"one thing you need to know Bil, as much as someone's love, there will be a time when he will give up because he feels his struggle is not appreciated, give up because his expectations are too high to achieve, because his hope is too high to achieve, and that's the beginning of why that person can turn to others who can understand him even if they don't include the heart in the relationship" and the implied message that Narendra spoke was indeed Manda agreed, she said, because he had been in a fighting position but was not seen at all. it felt tired and wanted to run.

so is his cold attitude towards Marva as he has been in the past? does it look like revenge? no, Manda has no intention of it. at all. he just still needs time to arrange his broken heart is not formed.yes, yes, he wanted to arrange his heart so that he could recover and be able to accept Marva completely in his life, not just because for the sake of twins. once again he was still in the process of being completely sincere.

"you've got another consul's schedule to see a psychologist today, right?" ask Narendra who is possessed by Manda.

"what does the counselor say you've been practicing?" asked Narendra who answered the little trousers by Manda

"three weeks you go through the counseling, but there is no progress because you do not dare to act" said Narendra and then sighed long enough to be anxious with his daughter.

actually, he does not want to interfere with the marriage of his daughter, Narendra wants Manda and Marva who find their own way out, it's just that Narendra feels the need to give input seeing no development in the relationship that has been running for more than a month.

manda was thinking about her father's words again.A memory of the counselor's input in recent weeks also crossed his head.So should Manda do what the marriage counselor suggested?

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23:58 o'clock

Manda is still seen sitting on the couch in the living room, there is nothing he works but every minute checking his phone.

waiting for news of someone who from noon he did not get as usual.usually his phone is always pestered with a message from her husband.Even if the man will go home late, Manda always gets a message. but why not today?

where's Marva? is he getting tired of preaching it? tired of returning to Jakarta Bali? or the...

Seriate...