My Heart (Zafier and Zaafira)
good morning wound

"are you sure of your decision?" ask Radit who the umpteenth time.neutraya look at the friend

"yes. only for a moment" hesitated, Marva replied.

"until when?" Radit was so frustrated with Marva

Radit let out a rough sigh at Marva's response which only sniffed his shoulders indifferently.

"we can find donors, Marva" Radit said

"you're not deaf, are you? doctor Aris's explanation is clear you heard earlier" replied Marva emotion.saddened to hear Radit chatter more than the mother who can only cry

"difficult doesn't mean it can't be Marva! there is still hope, you just need to be patient.I even have a donor eye for you" Radit replied no less emotionally. trying to understand so that his stupid friend would be patient to undergo treatment instead of even run away like this.

yes, in fact the blindness is quite severe even almost permanent.there are some nerves that have been destroyed and it can no longer get help. doctors estimate the recovery is only 3 percent of 100 percent.

"i'm tired of hoping, Dit" said Marva weakened, after which the man let out a long sigh.he was immune to hope.4 years expect the arrival of Bila for him but the woman's mistress was no longer willing.

"so you just resigned?"

"yes" answered Marva without a second thought "somehow I struggle to recover if the world I have not in my grasp anymore" he continued smiling miris

"that's because you took it off, you fool!" Radit again had a high voice.faced with Marva in fact always made him in two emotions at once, sad and upset.

"the color I know is happy not with me" Marva replied casually but clearly her heart felt pinched

"think again. You sincerely twins grew up without knowing you?" Radit will not be tired to incite Marva not rash to make a decision. if Radit only occasionally commemorate Marva for his behavior then this time Radit will not calm down before Marva cancel his plan

Marva chuckled but her eyes spilled lava when she heard Radit's question

"i never even existed when they were still a fetus, their birth I didn't know until they were 3 years old, moments where they really need my figure but I'm not even on their side, so without me, then and now twins will definitely be fine" said Marva miris

"it's my karma Dit, I used to blind my heart, now fate punishes me by blinding my eyes. So let me enjoy this all" Marva continued to devote myself to the fate of the plot designer.

hearing Marva's words, Radit was at a loss for words.

"be patient and stay strong, there will be happiness waiting for you in the future" Radit said as he patted Marva's back encouragingly

"my happiness is in the twins also in their mommy, but I will not wait for that happiness because I realize, I am not happy with them" Marva said. he just wants Radit to know that he has accepted his bad fate due to his depraved behavior in the past

Radit silenced, he considered once again a villa that is quite simple, the villa that will be a silent witness to how Marva will spend his time somehow in a quiet but cool foreign place, this, alone in a blind state.Radit's eyes glazed, his heart was claustrophobic witness the fate of his best friend.he admitted, he had several times condemned the stupid attitude of Marva, even often times cussing the behavior of his best friend, it was, but really, Radit would not be willing if Marva ended up miserable like this. alone and only darkness accompanied, the stubborn man wanted to live alone in a place far from the hustle and bustle of city life, or Radit concluded that Marva was punishing herself.

"same mama, don't visit me often, I'm an adult" said Marva reminded of the mother who did not want to drive him because the reason did not approve of Marva's decision

Radit turned his head towards the road, he slightly lowered his head as his eyes immediately rubbed with wet eyes belonging to the wife of Mr. Phelan.

"i can't see, but I still have the instinct to feel the presence of the woman who owns my paradise" Marva muttered, making Radit turn his head

"miss Reni just doesn't agree with your decision, Va"

"i know, I've let her down a few times" after saying Marva sighed. It was hard to make the mother disappointed in her actions but Marva just wanted to be alone for now. he needs peace to rearrange the pieces of his heart and soul.

"oh yes, tomorrow is the wedding day of Manda and Doctor Jefry, please send a wedding gift to them" Marva flat said

by relying on his memory of every corner and layout of the villa items that he visited once a year, Marva was not too difficult. Here he was accompanied by a pair of villa guards, who were, it's just that the guard lives in the building next to the main villa.bik sri will come in the main villa if it will make food and clean the house.

after being left behind by Radit, Reni who had secretly accompanied Marva, also, but in the end the middle-aged woman also came out of hiding and insistent on staying with Marva but Marva refused firmly to make Reni reluctantly relented and came home with Radit, who was not happy, now Marva is enjoying her dark and silent night, alone

Marva rests her back on the bed, the night is getting late but she is still restless making her unable to fall asleep.what is the reason tomorrow is the happy day of the owner of the heart that will be married by another man?

"ikhlas, Va, sincerely, happy they are not because of you" he recalled to himself

with a long, rough breath, Marva threw herself down, curled up, then pulled the blanket and submerged herself behind the thick, soft cloth

time to sleep oh eyes, try to remember the dead, close the eyes until the eyes are asleep, try to remember the shadows are just torturous...

the chirping of birds entering his sense of hearing made Marva sleep disturbed

the night changed by morning

uncovering the blanket and then sitting up, he stretched his stiff muscles due to sleep curled up all night

with the help of memories of the layout of the items in her room, Marva walked with a smart electronic stick to the bathroom.

an hour later, the blind man came out and headed for his balcony, which was directly opposite the morning sun

"happy good luck.may your dream marriage be achieved with him.My prayers are with you" muttered Marva reserved for a woman who keeps showing herself in her mind

Marva raised her face right on the sun, quite warm and eventually hot.

"i sincere. the sun please burn his shadow in the heart" asked Marva on the hot rays of the sun that seemed to burn the skin

"please, please release the longing in the chest because I don't want to get hurt anymore"

"here I was in pain with my screams being there she was happy with her love of the light" Marva lashed her chest tight, suffering alone, "nobody knows what I feel" he continued with water rushing from the eyes that could see nothing but the gripping darkness

"it doesn't feel good to always be like this" his monologue

"good morning wound.heal again do not bleed, I want to be happy like others, end the pain in the soul" (a piece of lyrics from the song Arif-good morning wound) which represents Marva's current feelings.

Bersambungg...

beg me Marva, then I will consider giving you a happy ending.hahah, the autor of evil laughter.

hows it? is Marva's suffering enough?

this is for your request, you Reders! whichever in the previous parties asked Marva to be avenged with bloody agony, come here! do not easily change your mind well, your fingerprints are the reason why the autor has not satisfied the sinner's love of punishment.

oh yes, just want to say maybe lately I re-upload it not every day because there are other activities in the real world that are quite important and draining energy and mind.

okay tengkyuu

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