My Heart (Zafier and Zaafira)
hope Twins

the father and his twins hugged each other, wept together, delivered their longing through their warm embrace under the blazing morning sun in the hospital garden, but then suddenly Marva flinched, he realized one thing...

"twins why is it here?" asked Marva, so longed with his two hearts he just realized the awkwardness of the presence of twins. if twins here it means...?

"we want to look at you" Zafier replied muttering

"twins to Indonesia just because you want to see papa?" marva asked with a nod by her two hearts who still hugged her tightly

"who are the twins here?" asked Marva in a huffed tone, might Manda be here as well?

hearing the father's words, suddenly making twins keep the head away from Marva's shoulders and break the embrace, Zafier and Zaafira glanced at each other then looked up to look pity at his papa.

his papa really can not see.think twins. yes, Marva has told the truth about the condition of himself who can not see alias blind, aka blind, instead of the shame and disappointment that Marva received from twins like what Marva feared, the twins instead gave her spirit and promised to keep her papa until healed and could see them again.

after looking at Marva's face, the twins turned to Manda who was already in front of them, but the twins were silent, as if understanding if the mommy did not want his existence known by their father

Manda raised her gaze towards Reni who was walking away from them, her former in-laws gave her space to approach Marva

"who did the twins come with?" marva asked as she sensed movement from beside her and it was Manda who had just settled herself in Reni's place earlier

"we didn't come with mommy anyway" instead of being answered by her mother's voice, Marva's question was answered by Zafier

Zafier glanced timidly at Marva, feeling sinful for lying, though not told by Manda but Zafier took the initiative to help the situation of the mother.

"who are you guys?"

"same.sama..."

"who are the twins, hum?" sue Marva, if there was a sense of inferiority and shame about the situation when Manda came and saw it, then when he heard his two children did not come with his ex-wife it even made Marva worried and angry. how can Manda even take off the twins traveling far without Manda befriended? Is Manda too busy with honeymoon events to let the twins? guess Marva at heart with a feeling of annoyance instead of playing

"sama mami Aline, but mami Aline again the same doctel torturer, we are tired of playing in the park and meet papa deh" this time Zaafira who answered smoothly despite lying. whether it comes from where his idea, Manda to gawk at the story of the youngest wreath. It seems that his daughter will be a soap opera artist to see his acting talent that Manda clearly gave a thumbs up.

instead of supporting her two children to make up false stories but this time Manda supports the lies twins, because she believes Marva must feel inferior if she knows Manda is nearby. tomorrow he will give advice to both of his children that lying is not a good deed regardless of the reason.

"oh that's it, did Aline's mom get sick, honey? why go all the way to Indonesia for treatment?" asked Marva to make twins kicep, they immediately glanced at the mommy to ask for help.how know they are all disease problems.Manda who was stared at so by twins seemed confused as well

"why do you want to see Aline's mom?" asked Zafier timidly. if his papa answered yes caught his lie.

"can you guys help papa be the guide to Aline's mommy's check room?" Marva felt the need to say hello to Aline's mother, she wanted to thank him for taking twins to Indonesia so that Marva could meet and let go of longing with both her children even if only briefly

"pa.papa..."

"if you see mommy, will you?" zafier asked softly to make Marva stiffen

"no" Marva replied after being silent for quite a while. The manda who heard Marva's reply could only smile merrily, disappointed.

"why? papa hates mommy?" ask Zafier again while glancing at the mommy

"no" replied Marva quickly "father love same mommy, it's just that papa love is not worth accepted by your mommy, your mommy is too good for men brengs*k like papa" marva's speech made Manda glare, between moved and annoyed to hear Marva's confession, he was moved by Marva's confession who loved him but was upset because Marva instead said harsh words in front of twins

"what's that asshole?" kan. tainted already ear and mouth twins because of the words of his own father.sukuk Manda in heart after the youngest asked the meaning of the word rough that Marva aimed for himself

Marva thins the lips, curses herself for her spontaneous words.The age of twins is the age at which the child will ask everything that is foreign to them and Marva forgets it

"no, baby, it's nothing, papa's wrong to say" Marva said, fishing for Manda's snort

"sorry mah, Marva keceplosan" said Marva who heard the grunt of the woman next to him who he knew was Mama Reni

Manda pranked, then only replied with a murmur so that his whereabouts were unknown to Marva

"papa's good, mommy's good, equally good. Afi want papa same mommy belign, telus if papa healed, mommy, papa, Afi also Fiya can walk around baleng like friends Afi who always walk the same old streets" and the confession of Zafier having dreams about a whole family was like a whip on Marva and Manda's back, and then they jerked like they were slapped

"sorry papa, all because of papa" said Marva with a stifled tone, of course he realized very much that it all started because of him.he failed to be a man, he was not, failed to become a husband and failed to become a father because he could not realize the dream of the child.

"papa regrets dear, papa the bad guy in the massalu. papa often make mommy cry, often scold mommy, often hit him, papa this bad guy son, son, papa is the most evil person for mommy, Fira and Afi, because papa all this happens, papa the bad guy, but papa loves you, papa loves for mommy, papa loves for mommy, Afi and Fira outweigh papa's love of self as papa himself" racau Marva knowingly admitted the mistake, let the twins know the nature of his evil so that they do not share the blame Manda for not being able to give the family whole. Marva tightens her arms to the twins hoping the twins will stay in her arms after she confesses to Manda first.

Little sobbing manda unconsciously, marva's bold confession to be honest with her two children was also the man's love confession that somehow still able to make his chest pain despite how many times Marva said and always the rejection he gave

"ma, how should Marva? Marva wants them to be happy, but Marva also wants them here with me. It feels so crowded every breath Marva, imagining they will forget me one day it feels like Marva wants to go only now" asked Marva asking for an opinion on the mother, the man said with tears

"can you go quietly, hum?" not like the last sentence Marva, Manda can no longer not speak

"mama? that voice?" Marva stiffened hearing the voice of the woman she knew so well because the sound was already well stored in her brain memory

"if while the twins are still in the womb until now you have never given him the figure of a real biological father, then now is the time for you to pay it. Do not discuss about you being sick because I have another partner, if you forget, I feel it first" continued Manda, stoned.

"When..."

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