My Heart (Zafier and Zaafira)
father and son talk

today a big smile never left the face of Marva, happy who had become foreign in his life in the last 4 years, now he can feel again. it had been too long since he felt his heart beating fast but he was comfortable with the beat as he was currently experiencing, it felt like the entire euphoria of happiness swirled around him.

occasionally he glanced at the rearview mirror hanging in the car, through a small object that could reflect the real shadow, he could see the owner of his heart and his two children sitting in the back passenger seat, he could see the owner of his heart and his two children sitting in the back passenger seat, all three are engrossed in their world, ignoring him who acts as a car driver.

although it feels like he was treated like a driver who brought his employer but did not make Marva's self-esteem fall, because he will be ready to become the driver of the three loved ones. now no one wants to sit next to him in the front seat, but Marva prays that the three people will fight to sit next to him. hopefully, Marva amen in heart

Occasionally Marva said that before Manda answered the questions of their two children whose questions were just there. It is natural that 3-year-old toddlers usually can not stay because of their curiosity in the things around them, although Marva admits her children sometimes behave more mature than their age but children are still children who are not separated from babbling. and Marva was quite relieved when the two of his children were no longer jaim for his presence. twins were active and maybe began to feel comfortable about him, he said, and Marva was very enthusiastic to hear their endless chatter, and Marva also threw some compliments when the twin toddlers told me some amazing events they experienced at school.

"thank you for being ushered in with me" said Marva who addressed the woman who was tidying up Zaafira's hair, but only reply to silence by Manda

"forced" of course Manda could not voice his objections because he did not want his two children to hear inappropriate words from his mouth

until they arrive at school twins, Manda ignores the existence of Marva who instead of going straight home instead of taking the twins down to enter the school

"okay twins. study diligently well" said Manda after landing a kiss on the forehead of his two children

"good mommy" answered the twins together. afterwards Manda stepped away

"later papa back, papa interracial mommy first yah" whispered Marva on twins then the man pursued Manda's steps

a few tens of seconds..

"twins!" call someone who makes twins turn toward the source of the sound

"om why come back? he said he wanted to antal mommy" asked Zafier when Marva was near them

"mommy said she wanted to exercise the feet, so papa did not interven" replied Marva smiling when her heart was not okay after being rejected so rudely by Manda

"oh mommy is indeed a walk, cantole next to our school" replied Zafier

"om not coming home?" sahut Zaafira when Marva instead followed their steps into the classroom

"no. papa want to wait for you to finish school.want to walk equally papa after school?" ask Marva with a thumping feeling.feel afraid of rejection like when expressing love in first love.about that's what Marva is feeling while waiting for the answer twins

hanged. yes Marva hanged will be invited by his two children.taste he was like a teenager who had run out to say love but the girl asked for time to think.

sitting waiting in a corner of the room with a few other parents while watching their children. Marva watched the twins learn while playing there.His children are very smart to make Marva proud let alone compliments from teachers and some other parents, the fact that in this country the figure is nothing for twins. even some mothers ask the whereabouts of other men they know as daddy of twins.

interject? no. anyway the purpose is not the recognition of those people, but the recognition of his two children that he is still fighting for.

time passed, now the sun greeted with the heat almost parallel to the head.the time for the children to go home. Marva immediately took twins to the car intending to drive both of her children home.

"he said he wanted to go to the Mall, why did he go home?" zaafira protested with a face.

"do you want to go for a walk with papa?" marva asked, not believing her hearing

"kan om promised to take us along" said Zaafira still with his ugly face

a promise? the feeling was Marva invites deh, even that his invitation was unanswered.

"well, if it's twins today the streets are equally papa" said Marva enthusiastically, after getting the turnaround track, he drove his car to the mall with a happy feeling

after a while they finally arrived at the mall, they went straight to the toy shopping center, after getting each of the desired toys, Marva immediately paid, then invited the twins to eat, and then took the two, after that the three of them played in the arena and lastly they were in the ice cream shop. twins and Marva were clearly happy and satisfied to be seen from the twinkle of their faces

"he said he had 2 children together istli om, so om have children?" asked Zaafira while waiting for their order ice cream, apparently the female toddler was talking about the child that the adult man talked about yesterday with his uncel

the carefree look on the faces of the twins turned moody.

why does it not feel like men who continue to call themselves papa they have many children besides them.

they do have a daddy, it's just that the presence of Marva really makes them feel a strange feeling of comfort and safety like there is a bond that continues to bind their minds to the figure of Marva, Marva, moreover, after knowing what the meaning of the real father.yes, the twins had secretly asked their teacher, and their small brains caught it. the figure of their daddy and mommy who never married, and their little brain caught it, it means they are not a couple who can make them present.they do live in America but Ivander's family who incidentally came from Manado, Indonesia, did not leave the wedding ceremony. so is papa from vino really his papa? Marva has shown a wedding photo between their mommy and Marva. quite accurate evidence right? twins know what a wedding is, they are often invited to a wedding and there he asked a lot of things, including about after marriage will be present a sister.

"papa's son is just you two boys" replied Marva firmly

"Alvino?" this time Zafier asked

"Vino's a papa's son too, just not a child born to papa. Vino has another mother and father, just like you guys are daddy Jef" Marva heartily tries to understand the twins

"then if you know our papa why in front of momma, mami the same uncel, om call dili om not papa but even om?" ask Zafier

Marva was astonished to hear the words of Zafier, ah it turns out that the brain fiber power of his son was really above average

"papa's color is too cowardly to get any trouble approaching you"

Bersambung....

we give Marva a chance to feel the true papa figure for twins before being knocked away by fate. hahahahah