
Is it just the frustration and anger that those eyes see ? Might as well.
Harumi frowned and focused on Anton's eyes, "Why are you always acting like this to me ? Always accuse me for no apparent reason. I'm not defending anyone, just want you to be able to hold back because every time we get together. You've always been cold and spewing inappropriate words at Robert. You don't even care to say it in front of the kids "
Words, the deadliest weapon bestowed upon man.
Anton, of all people, knows the damage words can cause but he himself hurls them haphazardly, without thinking about the possible wounds he may have caused.
The man shook his head firmly "That's not true. I feel like you've never been on my side, Rumi. You never know what it's like to be underestimated by someone, considered incompetent. Even Ameera was just silent not defending in the slightest. Same as you"
Harumi's lips opened "Oh, well, so it's my fault ? Because you feel slighted by Robert. You get carried away by emotions, but you always take them out on me." The woman threw a wry smile.
Highlight Anton's hardened face "Silent !!! I DON'T NEED to Comment from You anymore"
Harumi was speechless as the man's words permeated "So, you mean .." the woman held herself back, as if a strange lump was holding her throat. The pain was present more strongly in his chest. The words he wanted so badly to say were unable to be uttered because the man had already given a sharp stab to Harumi's heart.
Once shrouded with silence that momentarily possessed them, Anton again threw something that made Harumi more painful.
"Originally you know, the reason I followed you here, was because I wanted to stop your Wild attitude. This is what I was expecting before you left, you really turned out of control. I do not think, is there a woman who is still married to go have fun alone in another country ? Without any communication with me as your husband "Anton's voice is laden with sarcasm "You should know your position now !"
Harumi looked at her husband, trying to understand the enormity of the man's accusation. "W-what are you talking about Anton ? Having fun ?"
"That's true isn't it ? You're having fun with your friends, partying" a slanted grin was drawn on Anton's face "If, I'm wrong. Then, what exactly are you hiding from me ?"
"That's none of your business anymore. I have my own life. You've made me suffer enough. Enough ... Enough !" his palms were sweaty and he rubbed them against his pants. "Our marriage is not happy, Anton. Didn't you notice it ?"
Anton looked at her "Not happy ? who really started it first ? If it wasn't your stupid carelessness, it wouldn't have come out that night. It won't be long-tailed, Rumi. I always remind you to always look after our baby candidates and ask my permission first. Look What youve done !!!"
Harumi's mouth suddenly dried up, the pain came back with the stabbing feeling of thousands of needles hitting her heart at this time "Oh my God, how badly you can say that to me"
Anton smiled faintly "Don't feel like you're the only victim of all this. You've eliminated our baby-to-be, ruined all my hopes. And now, with innocent rest, you're leaving Bristol for New York all alone just to find pleasure outside. Is it worth it like that ?"
"Please, stop all those words"
"That's right" his tone ferried and Anton seemed undisturbed by Harumi's growing tension "Be aware, never act stupid a second time"
The woman bit her lip "That's not true. You misjudged me like that"
"Ooh so, you mean I was wrong. I caused the accident. You want to accuse me like that, don't you ? IT'S A REALLY !"
Harumi wanted to add all the words in self-defense, and then say them again. What's the point ? What's the point in telling Anton that he can't usually hold back like this ? It would only flatter Anton's already over-bubbling ego, and the man wouldn't believe him.
Anton's eyes were cold "Divided ?" smiling at a glance with a cynical "That will never happen. Even until you bend your knees. There's no word divorce between us. All your life you'll face me, Rumi. YOUR WHOLE LIFE !!"
Harumi did not care about the dark and did not care about the danger that was ready to pounce on her at any moment of her life. The devil is much closer and more real than that.
"Why are you so different, Anton ? The first time I met you, you were completely different from what you are now. I think with the disaster that befalls us, will make the sense of belonging, mutual care, our affection will be stronger. Everything was beyond what I expected. Am I wrong in judging you right now ? The more I tried to correct it, the more intense the pain became." his voice trembled with emotion.
Harumi did not stop "Either who is to blame in this condition ? I'm sick of it." The emotion in his voice clearly had an effect because the man was observing him for a long time.
"What can you expect ? Nothing." Anton's voice rang out piercingly "This is my old self, which is now and beyond. Nothing has changed."
Still tormented by the sense of self-deprecation, Harumi stood up, her fingers piercing the palm of "No. You don't have to change anything. Because you have to prepare for my new change." And Harumi knows about what it's like to fight.
"Oh okay. I'm waiting for your change" Anton's thin smile mocks "You're a saint, Harumi Nayaka. Saints with a hobby of partying"
Harumi's mouth stiffened "Are you satisfied with all your babbling ?"
Anton's gaze was blatantly unsympathetic, he walked up to Harumi. Removing the distance between the two, a cynical grin swept across his face "I love all your current resistance. A more open and aggressive attitude is the new you. It makes me even more excited" Anton's hand touched Harumi's cheek.
Then, the woman turned to the side not letting the Man touch her "Stop it !"
Harumi raised her chin and looked into Anton's eyes. "Don't act like I'm still yours ! It's a BIG MISTAKE."
The expression in the man's eyes was as loud as his tone of voice "Oh Really ? Don't joke with me, Rumi. Because you'll be sorry !" anton's one hand cupped his wife's chin tightly.
For a moment, a familiar sense of helplessness engulfed him and Harumi just wanted to curl up into a ball and hide from his life.
"I'm not AFRAID" her unblinking eyes returned Anton's cynical gaze
Anton took a deep breath "If you feel you're not mine anymore. Then, REMEMBER ! No other man can have you, There Will Never Be. Even if someone dares to approach you. Death is the best choice for you and for HIM."
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