
That night's events, they'll be on my whole life. I've lost my baby candidate and my hope. I have almost lost my whole life, now my husband who I love is not willing to accept me properly as his wife.
Anton really changes a lot, sometimes he's nice to me but quickly he can change like a stranger who doesn't care about me at all.
Although the two robbers on that night have now received the appropriate punishment, it still cannot restore my current situation.
Our Home
After we got home, Anton went straight to the top floor without saying anything, as well as on the way home.
I went to the kitchen, I saw a broken glass on the floor, the scene from a few hours earlier. We had a big fight, I kept forcing my husband to divorce me but he always refused. Until I got out of the house and did not care about the weather conditions at that time.
*tock
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Someone came to visit our house, it turned out that it was my best friend Andrea.
"O Lord Harumi, what's wrong ?" Andrea hugged me
I know he must be surprised to see my condition is a mess like this, a dull face with puffy eyes.
"Sorry Rumi I didn't pick up your phone because my son was fussy, I called back many times you didn't pick up your phone, I was so worried about you"
We immediately sat together in the living room, Andrea unceasingly held my hand and wiped away my tears that finally trickled down as well.
"Rumi, is Anton again at home ?" ask Andrea with a heart
"He's in the room"
Andrea was well aware of the problems I had over the years, she was the only friend I always listened to. Although Andrea did not know about the condition of my uterus that was difficult to get pregnant.
I deliberately didn't tell her because I didn't want to make her worry more and feel sorry for me.
"Try you start making up with Anton again, every marriage has problems, I'm with Marco as well. Come on, Rumi, you have to be strong, if the problem is that you want to have children, there are many ways you can do it. Possibly with Baby Tubes or Insemination"
I know Andrea really wants to help me solve my problems, but it's not that easy if she knows the big problems I'm going through, maybe she'll understand how much I'm suffering. There are many feelings that I must take care of, so I keep my condition a secret so as not to destroy the hopes and feelings of everyone I care about.
"Andrea, I just want you to be able to always support me, I've been unable to face Anton all my life, he's changed unlike anything I've ever known. Problem after problem made my husband more and more someone else, but I will definitely be strong and can continue to live my life again. Indeed, I really want to divorce her but it will all be in vain because my Husband will not want to." answered me who began to force myself to smile
"I trust you, I hope you don't act stupid. You can always ask for my help, remember it's Rumi" said Andrea always makes me feel not alone, she hugged me tightly.
"I'm home, yeah, you know Abigail can't see her Mommy coming out of the house, she must be busy looking for me. Take care of yourself, tomorrow you have to reopen your Flower Shop which you rarely take care of again."
"yes yes well, don't forget you also have to start your diet huh, heehee" I sneered with a laugh after seeing my Friend who began to look more contained
"You've always been jealous of my sex body, haahaaa. Byeeee" he waved his hand and went straight into the car
Although our conversation was very short but I feel lucky to have a good friend like Andrea.
I walked into the room, I saw Anton lying on the bed, as if he had been asleep since. I wonder how easily he falls asleep in this state, I think he will be busy with his laptop.
After I changed my clothes, I went down the stairs and went to the kitchen, and I began to slowly clean up all the results of our quarrel. Throw away the rest of the broken glass and drink a glass of hot milk to make me at least more energetic.
The next day
At exactly 6am, Anton was up and ready to leave for the office.
"Didn't you have breakfast first ? I've made you your favorite tuna sandwich." I've been up since to prepare breakfast
"I have breakfast in the office" he replied in a tart tone that didn't care about me at all
I still love my husband so much, I know he still loves me because yesterday he was chasing me and still looking for me to hug me.
"You eat it" he went straight after picking up his briefcase, walked downstairs and got into the car
I could only watch him leave the house. Usually when we just got married first, he always gave me a sweet kiss and said words of affection to me before going to the office.
Now I don't know when the last time he did that, I don't even remember him anymore.
"I'm sorry my husband, I asked for a divorce not to give up the situation, but I want you to have a chance to be happy with another woman who is better, who can give you offspring and can give you a whole family" my mind to make my eyes re-scatter tears
I sat on the floor and continued to feel my chest tightening and hurting,
"Lord please let my husband be happy." The sincere short prayer I always say at all times
The Nami Florist Shop
I haven't opened my Flower Shop in a week, I shouldn't be lazy like this.
Indeed, I often feel not excited anymore to continue this business that I run, but it is impossible for me to just close my business because 3 years I built this business with my own savings.
Stringing flowers was my little hobby in school, indeed most Japanese women have a talent in flower arranging. There is even a Special school that studies the Science of Stringing Flowers, in Japan referred to as "Ikebana".
I have an employee at the Shop, his name is Beatrix, a young girl I recruited 2 years ago. He was in charge of guarding the store when I delivered orders and served customers who came to the store.
Beatrix was very deft at the age of 24, a very friendly, tall girl typical of British women, blue-eyed and short-haired brunettes covered her neck. I gave him a week off.
I started to open my florist back, with Beatrix, I cleaned up this little shop area.
Indeed Nami Florist Shop has a large area and is located in the outskirts of Bristol City, it takes 10 minutes from My House.
"Beatrix, don't forget to double-check some of the Daisy and Red Rose flower stocks that are still there, I saw in my note that someone ordered a large arrangement today" I asked while looking at my laptop screen and I found some notes of my customers' requests
"Good ma'am," replied Beatrix from behind the curtain where the flower stock section in the Shop
There was a very clear sound of footsteps coming into the Shop, I immediately stood up and walked over to greet my first Customer today.
"Good Morning, can I help you ?" greet me very kindly to him
The man simply kept silent with his eyes looking around the shop area, staring at almost every corner without the slightest hint of it escaping his gaze.
He then walked around looking at every type of flower neatly arranged in the storefront.
"Can you make me 1 bouquet of flowers for tonight ?" when he arrived he asked a question
I, who was only standing a few meters behind him, could clearly see the man as if he was not from this city.
Dressed very neatly in a black suit, black hair neatly arranged, height of about 165cm, and I saw his face was not a fairly young age anymore maybe about 40 years.
"Can sir, what kind of flower arrangement do you want ?" I answered with a smile that we now face each other
"Just make the best and most beautiful flower arrangements, right at 8 pm the flowers should have been delivered to the Hampton Hotel, Presidential Room upstairs No 3576" he replied resolutely while taking out a Black Card for his payment
"Hotel Hampton ? why go to that hotel again ?" my inner
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