
Harumi and Anton's House
At 11.15 pm
It was almost late at night, I finally decided to go home between Takeru.
I've been quite tired today with the various events that I have to face. My eyes were sleepy, I was tired of waiting for Anton who never came to my parents' house, so many times I called he did not answer my call.
During Ben's show, I suppressed the emotions, resentment and anger that were mounting with Anton's unchangeable habits.
I was too tired and tired to have to cover up my husband's bad habits and look for excuses in front of my entire extended family.
All too often he behaved like this, every event that my family held he almost never attended me, always and always for the same reason. I was so sick of his behavior, I thought he would turn more attentive and caring about his family, I was even very happy to feel his sweet attitude. But it's all just bullshit.
As I was about to open the door, I heard the sound of a car approaching. I turned around and it turned out that Anton's car was heading to the garage. He finally came home.
I waited for him, standing on the porch. I decided not to open the door. The look on my face was very disappointed and upset with him. My eyes grew, my hands crossed on my chest, I could not bear to immediately spill my emotions in front of him.
Anton starts getting out of the car, he's like Anton usually is. He did not show any guilty expression, his appearance was still neat as well as his hair. The aroma of his body is still very fragrant, the scent of perfume is still attached to his body even though he is active all day.
My husband walked slowly towards the house after closing the garage door, he was surprised to see me standing like a Bodyguard home guard can be said I was like the incarnation of the Taylor.
"why are you still outside ?" ask Anton to put on his innocent face.
"what exactly did you do in the office until this late until you couldn't take your time just a little for the family, I've had enough of your bad habits !!" ketusku with a high tone began our quarrel
Anton was silent, his eyes staring at me. He listened to every word that came out of my mouth.
Because it was so emotional, I did not even give Anton a chance to answer, I overflowed everything in my burden all this time.
"I've never asked for more than you I've only asked for a little bit of your super busy time for me and my family. I try to hold back my frustration at all times, there is never any desire to pressure you. I fully understand the state of your work with your current position, but I am your wife Anton, even your employees have better luck than me. At least they can have all your time!!" my words are increasingly expressing my emotions and annoyance that I have been harboring.
Anton took a breath and replied "it's done ?" anton said very casually.
I clenched my hand, with all my might I held back my tears so as not to look weak before him. It's enough, it's time Anton had to change his habits.
Hearing Anton's very relaxed reaction like that, I could no longer bear to stay by his side.
"we'd better go in and talk inside, don't get the attention of a neighbor like this" Anton continued.
I went inside following his wishes. For me to talk about it wherever it doesn't matter, I'm so tired I don't care anymore if the neighbors will flout our household life. For me now the most important thing is the calmness for myself, it's enough I've tried to change it.
"Now that you can continue whatever you want to talk about" Anton said, now throwing his body and sitting on the living room couch, looking seriously at me standing in front of him.
"why didn't you come to my parents ? I'm tired of answering all my family's questions about you. I'm so tired of looking for excuses to cover up your habits." I reply
"it's not like I said I couldn't promise to be here tonight. Why do you still have problems, why care about other people's talk"
"Other people ? you mean.. You consider my family someone else ? listen carefully, Anton, they're all I have now, while you're busy with all your business. They're the only reason I'm staying with you. Now that you consider them someone else, TAKE CARE OF YOUR MOUTH !!!" my reply grew heated, I stood up with uncontrollable anger again. Both of my eyes grew even I pointed towards my husband.
It's like it's not the usual me, I've been enveloped in a burning emotion. My mind is out of control, my body is heating up, I want to vent all my frustration tonight.
Anton's face instantly changed, initially he looks relaxed now began to be carried away by the hot atmosphere at that time. He was angry with all my words to him, at first he sat now standing straight in front of me. Looking at me as if full of hatred, my small body was not comparable to Anton's height, but it would not make me weak before him.
Anton pulled my chin, raised my face against him. Our eyes met each other, I saw Anton's eyes change unusually. His sight was full of flames of anger. I still returned his gaze undaunted.
"Listen carefully, I don't like you looking for excuses to fight with me. If this is what you want me to serve you, so you have a reason to divorce me. It's not gonna work, you hear Harumi...It'll never work, you'll stick with me for the rest of your life" Anton threatened. He took off his grip on my face, then walked away from me.
"Wait Anton!! You think it's over, we'll see, I'll get back at you..."
Anton stopped his steps immediately after hearing me. He stood behind me, silent without saying anything. I see his back that field is right in front of my eyes now.
I don't seem to care anymore about what Anton thinks of me. Actually I want to talk about the important files I found in his desk drawer earlier. But I paused my intention, I didn't want to talk about it until I found the evidence.
I thought Anton would reply to my statement earlier, it turns out he just continued his stalled steps and began to climb the stairs.
Anton didn't want to prolong the fight tonight. Instead I hope we can argue with each other and find common ground so that this problem will not happen again. But not to my expectations, he might be tired of hearing me.
I headed for the kitchen, took a glass of mineral water, my throat was very dry after yelling and nagging earlier. At least this water can give me a little energy.
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