
It was quiet that night, when Ferdian had just arrived at the hospital. Adhan Maghrib had been reverberating, he went straight to the mosque to perform maghrib prayers before entering Arsene's inpatient room. Forgiveness and requests he made afterwards, so that he could embrace his wife into his arms again. With a steady heart, his footsteps rushed towards Arsene's room.
“Assalamu’alaikum..” he said as he entered the quiet room.
“Wa’alaikumsalam,” replied papa and mama-in-law alternately.
Ferdian circulated his gaze, looking for his female figure. But the beautiful woman was not there.
“Where to go, Pa?”
“Bust him home. Don't you know the same?” ask papa wonder.
“Eh, i-it, no, Pa!” ferdian replied in confusion.
“I'll catch up first, Pa!” ferdian said in a hurry and immediately rushed out.
With a hasty step, Ferdian headed to the parking lot and took the bike. But he forgot, if Ajeng certainly will not go back to the apartment. After wearing a helmet, he was forced to take it back to call his wife's number.
A strange sound was heard from his connection.
Sorry that the number you dialed cannot be connected. Please call in a few more moments.
Ferdian growled in annoyance. Try again the connection, but the result is the same. He couldn't stand it if it had to be like this. Did he have to ask his in-laws where Ajeng went? Did Ajeng tell them?
Forced Ferdian to contact his father-in-law.
“Halo Pa, did Ajeng say where he was going?” ask Ferdian without further ado.
“Yes he went back to your apartment,” replied his father-in-law.
Ferdian sighed. Her father-in-law's answer didn't help at all.
“Fer...” suddenly soft sound from there. That was the voice of her mother-in-law.
“Iya, Ma?”
“Ajeng didn't tell papa. He said he was staying at the Grand Lotus Hotel. You want to follow him?”
“Iya, Ma! Thank you, I'll be there now.”
“Quick solve your problems, good luck everything!”
“Aamiin. Pray for us, Ma! I go first, assalamu’alaikum.”.
Ferdian put his phone in his jeans, then put on his helmet again. After turning on his motor engine, he pulled the gas and drove fast looking for a hotel where his name was not memorized. It was just that he knew where the Lotus Road was located, which was not far from here.
It did not take long, the 4-star hotel was found in a small street that was quiet and dark because it was on a road full of shady trees. Ferdian parked his bike in the hotel basement. Then we headed towards the reception desk.
“Goodnight, how can I help?” ask the receptionist.
“I want to ask, are there any hotel guests by the name of Ajeng Chandra Diningrat tonight?"
“However I check first yes, Mas!”
The male receptionist in a black suit checked the hotel guest list listed on his computer. Ferdian's heart was anxious and agitated awaiting the outcome.
“Mrs Ajeng Chandra Diningrat huh? He just checked in here. Does Mas already have an appointment with him?”
“Ya right! Can you please take me to her room? Or what number is the room?” ask Ferdian fretting.
“Alright, we will later deliver Mas to his room.”
The receptionist called another maid and told her to deliver this young man to the room on behalf of Madam Ajeng. The man in a maroon shirt drove Ferdian to the 3rd floor in an elevator, then stopped at room number 302.
“Please knock on that door first!” tell Ferdian to the waiter. He was worried that Ajeng would not open the door for him.
“Good, Mas!”
The waiter knocked on the door slowly, several times. Ferdian was hiding on the side of the wall. Until finally the door opened, a beautiful woman greeted in wonder.
“What's up?” tanya Ajeng whose hair was wet from just cleaning the body.
“Someone wants to meet Madam,” said the waiter was polite, then glanced to his left.
Ferdian appeared before him with a faint smile. Ajeng's eyes widened in surprise.
“I need to talk to you (I need to talk to you!” said Ferdian to the point, although his voice sounded hesitant because he was worried Ajeng would reject it.
He sighed, then stepped into his room. That door is still open. She let her husband in.
“Still yes, Mas!” said Ferdian gave tips for the waiter who drove him.
With a pounding and anxious heart, Ferdian stepped into his wife's hotel room, then closed the door slowly. Ajeng was sitting on a queen-sized mattress, while drying his hair with a small towel. His body turned to Ferdian who was still behind the door.
The fragrance of his wife's perfume burst out and filled the room. Ferdian's heart was getting nervous because he had just realized that he missed the woman who wouldn't look at him. Ferdian walked slowly toward his wife until he stood before her.
“What's up?” ask without looking at him at all.
Ferdian bowed, then knelt before him while bowed. His face implied deep regret. The teacher looked at him surprised.
“I'm sorry, Honey! I was wrong to blame you for everything that happened to Arsene. I'll pull out all my words this morning. I want us to be together again,” he said softly as he took his wife's hand and grasped it tightly.
Ajeng looked at him with teary eyes, his body started to tremble again.
“Sorry to me, Honey! I don't mean to underestimate you,” said Ferdian lirih.
“I pull all my sayings! I'm sorry. Please forgive me!” he said again now he hugged his wife's trembling body. The smell of the body he always missed was strong. He realized how big his longing was, so when he hugged him like this he wanted to tighten him up again.
Ferdian cupped his wife's cheek, looking at her puffy eyes from days of crying. He realized that his wife was suffering, and this morning he asked to stay away from her, of course, the wound was getting worse.
“I'm sorry for not being able to properly accompany you. I'm sorry I blamed you for all this. Though it is my fault that I too may have ignored you for these few months!”
The witches did not stop shedding their tears. His heart thrashed, begging to be hugged again because it was already too fragile. His lips trembled as his tongue began to speak.
“Please don't ask me to stay away from you again! I always need you!” said Ajeng sobbing, scattering himself in the body of her husband
Ferdian re-embraced his wife's body, this time tighter, creating a sense of warmth that words could not translate. But the word comfortable is enough to describe it. The man gently stroked his wife's hair that felt half-dry and fragrant, making the desire he had been harboring for months, suddenly appear to burst, flow profusely and quickly jerked the center of her body.
He pulled his wife's face to kiss her slowly and gently. Their eyes were closed to each other with skin that touched each other gently.
Hearts and feelings that are turbulent make mutual kisses between them become syahdu. Both breaths felt very tight, moreover they took too long to harbor a deep longing. Ferdian carried his wife's body gently on the bed, pressing her face to a corner on the soft surface of the board, so that she swiftly locked the woman's body with all her heat.
Ajeng could not stop her, she was carried away by the flow of games led by her husband. She still cries between haru and is happy that her husband still wants her. Occasionally a soft sighing sound came out from his mouth when his sensitive area was treated gently. Oral woman called the name of the man who had been filling his mind and heart, making Ferdian increasingly raise the tempo of the game together to reach the peak of world enjoyment, making Ferdian, because both are dissolved in a love that drains energy and feelings.
"I love you all my life (I love you for life)," whispered Ferdian gently in his wife's right ear.
"I love you too, please don't make me far away from your side.(.Me too, please don't keep me away from your side) " said Ajeng lirih.
"i promise.... (I promise)" replied Ferdian.
The union of love and longing is long-lasting, dramatic, and emotional as their feelings mix into one. Everything that was held up all this time, released one by one that night.
Ferdian fixed the child's hair that partially covered his wife's face. He stared at the face of his wife who was sound asleep wrapped in a blanket that covered her body. His cheeks looked thin, there were slight hollows and dark circles around his eyes. He realized his wife was suffering because she was far away. He kissed her forehead, made the woman change her sleeping position and opened her eyes slowly.
“I miss you, Honey!” she said softly stroking the cheeks of her husband who was still looking at her warmly.
Ajeng grabbed her husband's body and put his head on his chest.
“I like your warm body! And I always miss it every night (I love your warm body, and I always miss it every day)!” said slowly.
“I like your scent! And I love everything about you (I love your body fragrance, and I love everything about you)!”
Ajeng smiled tightened his embrace. Ferdian kissed the top of his wife's head, then stroked her again.
“You want to go back to Chicago?” tanya Ajeng looked at her husband who was in front of her
Ferdian returned his wife's gaze.
“You know the answer, Honey!” the answer is a thin smile.
Ajeng. His heart said no, of course.
“We'll take care of Arsene together. You and me. We will try to make Arsene recover and be able to walk again,” said Ferdian took his wife's hand and kissed her.
“What's your plan?” ask Ajeng.
“I'll take Arsene to the best hospital we can work for, then do therapy. We will accompany him and make him a strong boy.”
Ajeng smiled.
“What's your plan, Honey?” ask Ferdian and ask.
Ajeng sighed. He had thought about this even before Arsene's accident. He was silent and took a breath. She took her husband's burly hand, and put a finger between his fingers.
“I will stop working and pursue my career. I will go wherever you go, even to the ends of the world. And as you say, we will make Arsene strong,” Ajeng replied vibrating.
Ferdian. He realized for his wife, let go of the career he built so far is not an easy thing. To say it is not a simple thing either. But he could see his wife's conviction in his eyes that she was serious. Ferdian hugged his wife, giving her strength. They are strengthening each other for an unpredictable future. Here's their plan.
“You're serious, Darling?”
“Yes, I'm serious. I even thought about it before Arsene's accident. I'll stop right in this year,” the bright lady who owns the brown iris eyes.
Ferdian smiled faintly. His heart was happy, the desire he had expressed before had now been decided by his wife.
“Oh yes... I want to tell you that I'm going to give Arsene medical help to Singapore. How do you think?”
Ajeng.
"Alhamdulillah...."
“But we have to move to Singapore and stay there until Arsene is completely recovered. Do you want?” ask Ferdian in doubt.
Ajeng stared at her husband's face. Then he smiled to himself while looking down.
“When do we leave?” ask Ajeng.
Ferdian smiled, this means his wife agreed.
“We will leave as soon as your business on campus is done. You ready?”
“I'll finish the job first as soon as possible.”
Ferdian's heart was floating at this moment. Without interruption, without a long word, his wife immediately agreed to this offer. He realized the change that had happened to his wife. It was just that his face was still harboring a deep sense of sadness.
"I also asked my father not to be placed in his company. We will be able to truly build our family. It's just, you keep asking me to build a business like I do here" Ferdian explained.
"You're asking for it, father?"
Ferdian nodded.
"I will build a culinary business there, because my business experience is enough to be a stock. Even if you keep a close eye on our situation, our lives will remain independent. So we'll fight together, you're ready, right?" tanya Ferdian raised his wife's chin.
"God willing I'm ready, baby. The important thing in my life is always you."
Ferdian smiled and kissed his wife's lips.
“Darling, can I ask you something before leaving?” tanya Ajeng glanced her eyeballs to the left and right.
“What is it?”
“I want to study and wear hijab, what can?” tanyanya doubt.
DEG. Ferdian's heart gasped. Was he wrong to hear his wife?
“You're serious?” asked Ferdian as if in disbelief.
“I thought about this before you came home. I know I put this on hold, after you told me. And after this incident, I feel really sorry. I want to make a salary and wear a hijab, you don't mind right?”
“I don't mind at all. I'm really happy, especially if you want to wear a hijab. Your beauty will never fade in my eyes,” replied Ferdian to make Ajeng's eyes sparkle.
“Sorry to me all this time, can't be a good wife for you yet. Sometimes, I feel more at the top than you, because you're just my student. I know, my tough attitude and ego make it hard for me to follow what you want. Sorry me, Baby!“ said Ajeng Lirih who now drowned her face in her husband's bare chest, and embraced her body.
Ferdian's heart trembled at the words his wife had spoken. He had not expected Ajeng to speak such words, something he had never expected at all. Though all this time, his wife has been good enough even though sometimes his ego makes him stubborn. From the beginning they spoke, he remembered once when the marriage was hidden, as well as the plan to delay the child. The woman also still wants to maintain her career after giving birth to her child and lastly, she is always looking for reasons to delay the study she suggested.
Ferdian carried his female body sitting on a mattress. He looked at her sharply with glittering eyes while holding her shoulder.
“Thank you for being a part of my life. You are the most beautiful gift that God loves for me,” said Ferdian clutching tightly to his wife's body.
“I realize I haven't been able to lead this family well. Sometimes I don't appreciate your efforts. From now on we must fight together for God to be pleased with this family. Will you continue beside me to reach heaven later?”
Ajeng nodded, closing his eyes. His determination is strong and round.
“I want! I will always be by your side. Never get tired of advising and guiding me, huh Darling?”
“Sure aja! You too, remind me if it's wrong and wrong.”
The two hugged each other tightly then kissed, and repeated what they had just done before.
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Quotes:
“He’s not perfect. You are’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold onto him and give him the most you can. He isn’t going to quote poetry, he’s not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don’t hurt him, don’t change him, and don’t expect for more than he can give. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he’s not there. Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect guys don’t exist, but there’s always one guy that is perfect for you.”
― Bob Marley
Translate:
He's not perfect. You too, and you two will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, make you think twice, and if he claims to be human, then makes a mistake, hold on to him and give him what you can give. He won't quote poetry, he can't think of you all the time, but he'll give you a part of himself that he knows you could destroy some time. Don't hurt him, don't change him, and don't expect more than he can give. Smile when he makes you happy, scold him when he makes you angry, and miss him when he's not there. Love is hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect men don't exist, but there's always one man who suits you."
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