
I put myself in bed after all my activities were done. It's been a long day, but it's been pretty good to know Ferdian. At least I'm trying to open my heart to her, even though I'm not sure how I feel about her for now. I tried to close my eyes.
The ringing of the phone under the pillow goes off.
Ah, Ferdian! I've guessed.
"Hello?"
"Good night, Miss! Sorry to interrupt, can I ask you something?" he asked with a hesitant tone.
"Yes, why?"
His voice murmured.
"Hmm... Can I take Miss's meal like that? I mean so that we can get to know each other more closely," he said sounding hesitant.
I rack my brain, actually it doesn't have to be, because we should have known each other before marriage.
"When?" my many.
"Saturday, will you?" bargained for.
"Hang?"
"May, no problem!"
"Alright, I will prepare a schedule," duh why it feels like I'm like a lecturer only.
"Thank you, Miss!"
"Sama-sama," I said.
Then the silence happened. I don't know what to talk about either.
"Miss Ajjeng...!" call him, call him,
"Yes?"
"Ah, well, miss rest, sorry to interrupt" he said gently.
"Thank you, Ferdian! If there's anything please call again yes," I said.
"Yes, have a good rest!"
"You too, good night!" my spoken.
Tut's.
Ferdian, I'm still curious about your persona! Do you have to feel love before you get married? What if I can't love you? Right now I still can't believe we're getting married next month. Can a man marry without love? Hoaaam, I think my head is too heavy to think about that.
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This morning, the weather was very clear. The sun was shining brightly, I prepared my own breakfast. Next month maybe I will be more busy doubling up, preparing my breakfast and husband, preparing my needs and husband, and maybe we will eat together on campus later. Going home can always be together. It feels like time will spin faster if you live together, what if later when you have children? Maybe three times as fast, depending on how many kids you have. Have I been ready with that? How is the future of my career? My dreams since childhood? Will it just crash?
Why do I always feel insecure about this match? I was too worried about the future of my marriage, my career, everything. But I can't cancel this match. Moreover, Ferdian seems to really hope for me. Can I live it well?
Ah, instead of thinking about it, I better finish my breakfast and go to college because at 10 there is a teaching schedule.
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"Jang! You're familiar with Ferdian?" asked Nadya who called me at break time.
"Already, slightly!" my voice is not excited.
"Why does your voice look moody? Sick? Is there a problem with Ferdian?"
"No, really!" answer's short.
"Certain why? How rich aren't you, anyway?" My brother is the best at guessing my mood.
"I don't know why either? I'm afraid of this marriage, brother!"
"Why afraid?"
"What is the love problem? You don't have the same feelings as Ferdian?"
"Not that, brother! It's my personal problem, I want to continue my career and maximize the potential I have, then feel the results! I'm worried that getting married will get in the way of that!"
"You can still make a career, Ajeng darling! As long as you communicate with your future husband, let you understand and understand each other. If you are both open about the issue of principle, this will make it easier for both of you," said Nadya.
"Is that so? But, will Ferdian be able to accept that I'm completely obsessed with my career?" many doubt.
"Just talk about it, besides he's still a student, he might still want you two to enjoy this new relationship. I mean if you're going to have a plan to have children, you can put it off!" his advice made my mind open.
"really?"
"Yes, maybe it's like that if in my opinion, how do you think Ferdian is? Any info on him?" ask Brother Nadya.
"Lumayan, yesterday we talked quite a lot. It turns out he's a lot more mature than I thought. Maybe she's even better prepared to get married than I am. He's prepared everything, he's committed to everything that happens in marriage,"
"Wow, cool dong! Don't waste such a man, let alone he's still young!"
"Yes, I was also amazed when I talked to him. Rich is not a student of his age. He's also very popular, brother!"
"That's right, guess what I am too!" her voice sounded bright.
"She served as student president last year, and she's also a model!"
"Wow, amazing!"
"That's what I just got from him straight away, anyway! I want to try to get opinions from others!" I said.
"Yes great. Brother's advice earlier, talk everything with him, and no one is covered let alone the matter of your wishes. He'll be open-ended! Please, don't back off, Jeng! You got this, okay?!"
"Thank you very much, brother! As if I can get more spirit to continue this matchmaking," I said.
"Interest, Darling! Brother will encourage you continue, so do not hesitate if there is a problem huh?"
"Ready brother! I said yes, there is a clock!"
"Okay, good luck, darling!"
Chatting with Brother Nadya is indeed the most powerful to treat turmoil. I have to be ready. I need to talk to Ferdian again. But before that, I should know the information about him from people, roughly who is it?
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