
Ferdian looked closely at his wife whose face looked somewhat pale, especially after she had vomited earlier. Ajeng asked him to speak seriously although he also still felt hesitant to explain what happened.
"I know it's not sure yet, but I want to know what you think" Ajeng said, his eyes sparkling.
"Clearly, honey!" said Ferdian who was impatient what his wife meant.
"If I were pregnant right now, what would you think?" tanya Ajeng stared intently at Ferdian's eyes.
Ferdian seemed to swallow his saliva. His face stiffened and his jaw hardened. Then he chuckled for a moment.
"What are you pregnant?" tanyanya turned her gaze under the table.
"And I said, if only! Lately I've always felt soy sauce, sore waist, also nausea. That's why I often eat sweet and fresh to reduce my nausea," explained Ajeng panic.
Ferdian smile. His smile felt stiff for Ajeng. He stroked Ajeng's hair.
"But didn't you take the kb pill?" tanya Ferdian made sure that his wife actually took the Pill every day.
"Yes, but I forgot about that time, and we got in touch that night after you shot" Ajeng said.
Ferdian rubbed his face with his right hand. He sighed. Then, he again held Ajeng's face and ate it sharp.
"We have to prepare ourselves!" said Ferdian, making Ajeng's heart feel relieved. He knew that Ferdian would also prepare himself to become a father, sooner or later, even though he still had not graduated from college.
Ajeng hugged her husband's body and rested her head on the husband's broad shoulders. Ferdian returned the hug gently, his hand caressing his wife from the top of his head to his back. Comfort is what Ajeng will always look for wherever he is. Being in the arms of the husband makes him much calmer and more relaxed. Ajeng felt more prepared with the possibility of the presence of his baby this time.
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Ferdian looked at himself in the bathroom mirror after his toothbrush activity was over that night. His heart was anxious and his heart was pounding. Something was troubling his mind after Ajeng said this afternoon. Ferdian let out a long breath, trying to calm himself down. His eyes were closed remembering something that had haunted him for 10 years since he was 5 years old.
There was something his wife had not known all along. Ferdian thought he was ready for this, but hearing Ajeng say like he was hesitating again. Is he really ready? Given the struggle to escape from his nightmare for approximately 10 years is a struggle that is not short and not easy.
Ferdian washed his face with cold water.
"Darling?" call Ajeng from outside.
"Yes?"
"What are you again?"
"Just finished brushing your teeth and washing your face" he replied honestly.
"Yuk's asleep!" bring Ajeng.
"Yes, I'll wipe face for a moment" said Ferdian.
Why is he doubting this way. Whereas when he answered Ajeng's questions before marriage, he steadily said he would be ready to bear all the roles and everything that would happen in a marriage. Supposedly, he is also ready when going to have a baby. Isn't it something that every married couple craves.
Ferdian came out of the bathroom and approached his wife who had been on the bed. He covered his body with a thick blanket.
"Tock your rich face is lethargic anyway?" tanya Ajeng caught her husband's lethargic face.
"I'm just sleepy, honey!" ferdian said a little reasoned.
Ferdian stretched out his right hand so that Ajeng's head could lean there. He kissed his wife's forehead before going to bed, as he had always done. His eyes were closed, yet his heart still felt uneasiness. Although it turned out that his fatigue was able to conquer the anxiety that was in his mind, the man was sound asleep.
Ferdian's body was sweating sweat. His face looked agitated even though he was asleep. His head turned to the right and to the left in quick succession. His hands clenched and stiffened. Suddenly his body was aghast, he woke up with a breath of breath.
"What's wrong with you, honey?" ask the Awakened.
Ferdian did not answer. His breath is still roaring. He rubbed his face full of sweat. Ajeng gave him a tissue and took a glass that had been filled with water on his nightstand.
"Drink first, baby!" said Ajeng gave the glass to her husband.
"Thank you, Honey!" ferdian is weak.
"What dream did you have until you woke up?" tanya Ajeng was curious.
"I don't know, I don't remember!" said Ferdian cover up.
"It's quiet?"
Ferdian nodded and laid his body back. She rubbed her husband's head to make him feel calmer. Ferdian tried to close his eyes. Ajeng continued to rub her husband's head until he fell asleep again.
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That week has arrived. Ajeng feeling of anxious expectation. This week he did not experience nausea, only he was still willing to eat sweet foods and fresh fruits. He also does not taste the meat-meat menu especially beef and goat.
Ajeng took out a testpack from his bag he bought from the pharmacy yesterday. Just in case, he bought two testpacks. That morning, he deliberately woke up early before the dawn of the morning. Because indeed he also plans to put Ferdian supplies to his campus. Walk to the bathroom and check the results of her pregnancy. Two faint red lines are seen on the testpack. It cringes, is this positive? He was still hesitating, it seemed like he should immediately check himself out on Doctor Sita.
Ajeng walked out of the bathroom to his room, he was still holding the testpack he was wearing. She was so surprised when Ferdian was in front of her, because she had left her husband was still sound asleep.
"Where are you going?" tanya Ajeng was a little surprised.
"I mules!" ferdian held his stomach. He looked at the hand of Ajeng who was holding a foreign object.
"That's a fucking spit there!" yelling Ajeng, she knew for sure her husband was about to ask for the thing he was holding.
Ajeng put the testpack in his drawer. He walked to the kitchen to start cooking. Meanwhile Ferdian had finished throwing away his wish. He rubbed his stomach which felt relieved. Then look for the figure of his wife. But he knew his wife was busy in the kitchen. As a result, he tried to find out where the object was held by his wife.
Be met. He noticed two faint red lines. Is this positive? Ask Ferdian inwardly. But he has established his heart if surely Ajeng positive pregnant. Anxiety and anxiety again swept over him. Does he need psychiatric help again to recover his anxiety?
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There's something to be guessed about, what's up with Ferdian?
Hm...
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