Painful Marriage
CHAPTER 71

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At school, Sela and Shasa are currently concerned with the images they are painting. Shasa seemed excited by his coloring activities. It was evidenced by the sweat on his forehead. Either the child was overheated or because of his spirit, which was certain that the sweat really showed his seriousness.

Unlike Shasa, Sela even color her image very slowly. There was something that was currently controlling his mind.

Mother and Father. Two very important people in his life. Two people who now control his mind. Deep down, she still wanted her Father and Mother to unite. However, seeing the determination of her Mother's heart, her hope seemed to just disappear. For him, the happiness of his mother is important to Sela.

"Chaca," call Sela soft.

"Hem," Shasa replied without looking at Sela. The child is very focused on coloring activities.

"Go to the toilet first, yeah. Later if Bu Gulu nanya, Chaca permission Cela, yes," Sela told Shasa.

Shasa stopped his activities. The boy looked at Sela. "Do you want me to go to China?" tawal Shasa's.

Sela shook her head. "Chaca celecaiin is the new game. Cela bica cendili's. Cela pelgi first, yes," said Sela pamit.

"Be careful, Sela" said Shasa.

Sela nodded. The boy got out of his seat and out of class. The boy went to the toilet next to his class. Indeed, at Sela and Shasa schools, each class has a bathroom that is next to the class. This makes it easier for children to get close to the toilet, and makes them self-sufficient to be on their own.

Sela entered the bathroom. The boy didn't really pee. He was just trying to hide the sadness in his heart from his own brother.

Sela was staring herself in the mirror. The boy twirled his body in front of the mirror. Without him asking, a crystal circle just fell from his eyes soaking the round cheeks of the little girl. The boy held his chest that felt tight. Really, he really wanted a complete family.

"So got two eyes, got a nose, a mouthpiece too. Like other friends. But why did Cela not have the old olang cama kayak meleka," muttered Sela mutely with a vibrating tone.

"Cela cama kayak another friend. But why is his family incomplete" muttered Cela who questioned the difference he had with his friends.

Weary. Maybe that's how the boy felt. Convincing his mother was already like an impossible thing for him. He only hoped that his father would not turn to another child other than him. May her mother remain the woman who always fills her father's heart.

"May I don't dig another child in his life" Sela continued in a quivering voice.

Plain, and knowledge is still limited, that's how Sela is today. The fear of losing his father made the boy sad.

Sela held her hands with her face looking up at the bathroom ceiling. "Oh Allah, Cela knows that the bath is a dirty place for prayer. But Cela does not want to pray in the lual, later to know that Cela again sad, hiks. Oh God, don't take Dad, yeah. Even though Mother does not want to return to Dad, but do not make Daddy hate Cela O God, hiks. I didn't ask for much, though. Cela just ask Daddy to be shy Cela. Don't make Cela an orphan again, O God. Aamiin," said Sela rubbing the palm of the hand that had been soaked by the tears onto her face.

Sela again pecked her face in the mirror. The boy turned on the water tap and washed his face a little so as not to be caught. Breathing in a lot of air, the boy neutralized his emotions. After feeling calm, Sela came out of the bathroom and returned to her class.

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Time has shown at nine o'clock. Kenzo's eyes were still faithfully staring at the screen of the phone that displayed every movement of his two angels. The little angel and the queen angel appear to be chatting in the living room which used to be a witness to all the meetings and grief that has spilled over since their meeting.

A smile rose on Kenzo's lips looking at Sela and Zahra's smiles. The mother and son looked very familiar. I don't know what they're talking about, but Kenzo's happy to see it. Both of the people they care about are happy now. But something made the sadness appear in Kenzo's heart.

The laughter of the two women he loved and loved did not come from him. Even he really did not contribute to the laughter and happiness of Sela and Zahra.

"Can I be the source of your laughter and happiness, dear? Just a day, it's been so crowded, how you've been fighting for weeks against my rude and scoundrel attitude, honey. I'm sorry," said Kenzo sincerely.

"But even if it wasn't for me, at least you guys were happy and could laugh loosely" Kenzo said, comforting himself with a genuine smile at the end.

When he remembered something, Kenzo took out the CCTV footage and switched to looking for the contact menu on his phone to contact someone.

"Hello, Arman" said Kenzo after a call with Arman.

"Yes, sir" replied Arman from across the street.

"In two weeks there was no change, prepare the woman I said," Kenzo said firmly with all his convictions.

"A-Are you sure, sir?" arman asked doubtfully.

Kenzo nods confidently in his place even though he knows Arman won't see him. "Very sure. And I'm sure you understand what I mean. In two weeks, if there is no change in Zahra, we use the woman I mean" Kenzo replied convinced.

"Good, Sir. I will do everything" replied Arman.

Without saying a greeting or a closing word, Kenzo disconnected his phone.

"Sorry, honey, but this is necessary so that you are not hypocritical about your feelings to torture our child" Kenzo murmured with all his convictions.

Kenzo took a deep breath. He nodded slowly imagining what would happen later. "Crazy really crazy" muttered Kenzo.

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Inside the small house, Sela and Zahra laughed at each other. The boy seems cool about his activities and friends at school, especially Shasa who is also his brother.

"Is Sela happy to live with Mother, son?" zahra asked in their laughter.

Sela nodded in spirit. Of course the child is happy to live with his mother. If it were not for her Mother, then she would not exist in this world.

Zahra smiled at Sela's sincere reply. "That means Sela just needs Mommy, right?" ask Zahra carefully.

Sela was silent for a while, then the boy nodded. Zahra smiled at Sela's nod. Sela also smiled, but within seconds, the smile turned into a smile of pain. The boy's tears just collapsed staring at his mother.

"Don't make Cela an orphan again, Buna."

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