
...I was crying, not because I couldn't vent my emotions. But I cried because of how wonderful it was that I got when I tried to hold everything to be patient and sincere, when my anger was at its peak, the most sorrowful sorrow is the sorrow that I cannot express in the slightest word....
Vira wiped her tears rough. His body slid to the floor. However, he tried hard, but still could not cover his sadness.
Three years he had gone through the sorrows of the household. What else was Yudha the first man close to her. She loved her husband very much.
Yudha taught Vira how to fall in love. However, it turned out that he was also the one who gave the deepest and heart-wrenching wound.
"There's a time for hope, and there's a time to stop. There is a time to fight, but there is also a time to fight. The deepest wound is when you are unable to see with your eyes, and the pent-up sadness is when you are unable to speak with words.”
Satisfied with crying, Vira fell asleep on the floor. No more feeling cold in his body.
Outside the room, the invited guest had been on his way home. When Weny escorted her parents to the yard, Yudha headed straight for the room.
Yudha went into the room and opened the door. The atmosphere of the room was so dark. The man turned on the lamp and saw his wife sleeping on the floor.
The body of the woman he loved. His body feels light. After putting Vira's body on the bed, Yudha went into the bathroom. Cleaned her body and changed clothes.
After changing his clothes in pajamas, Yudha went up to the bed. He pecked his wife's forehead. Yudha saw that there were tears dripping from the corner of Vira's eyes. Gently wiped it.
"I'm sorry, honey. I can't keep my promise not to make you cry. I often make you hurt. I'm not a good husband to you. But believe me, darling, you still occupy this heart. Unreplaceable" said Yudha in his heart.
Yudha kissed his wife's forehead as well as both of his cheeks. Yudha repeatedly did so, until Vira opened her eyes.
"Mas, why are you here? Are the guests home already?" vira asked quietly, as she was still trying to regain her consciousness from just waking up.
"Everybody's gone home. You must not have eaten. I'll get you some rice, okay?" ask Yudha.
"No need, Mas. I'm not hungry."
"I'm serious, Mom. I'm not hungry. There is no appetite" said Vira.
Yudha pulled his wife's waist closer to her body. Vira can smell her husband's body. The smell he likes the most.
"Can I still smell your body, Mas? I wasn't sure I could hug your body again after I knew another woman had hugged her" Vira said.
Yudha smiled at his wife. Wake up and support Vira's body. Yudha kissed all the parts on his wife's face. His hand slowly unbuttoned the woman's shirt, until it slipped from her body.
Right now all that remains is underwear. Yudha then woke up and opened all the cloth attached to his body to innocence. Then he did the same to Vira until they were both innocent.
Yudha kissed his wife's neck and left a trail of possession. Then the kiss went down to his wife's chest. The man also left behind a lot of ownership traces.
After ten minutes of warming up, Yudha finally began to enter the core of his wife's body. Yudha did the unification for fifteen minutes.
Eventually they both reached their peak. After that, Yudha dropped her body to the side. His wife's forehead. "Thank you, dear," said Yudha.
Yudha closed her eyes until she fell asleep. Vira then cleans her body and goes back to bed. The face of her husband was intense.
"Mas, I'm sorry. Maybe this is the last time I'll do my duty as a wife. I can't possibly have any more relationships with you. I don't want to be in touch with you, after I found out there was another woman you were in contact with before. From tomorrow I will release you completely for Weny" Vira murmured in her heart.
The face of her husband. The face she once admired. From today he will try to forget that face.
"If I survive this moment, it's not because I still love you so much. I've learned to forget and let go of your love since you asked permission to remarry. Right now I am still holding on just to convince my heart if you have truly vanished from this heart. I don't want to if I leave, but my heart is still with you. With you hurting this heart, the easier I'll forget you. Thank you for teaching me to fall in love, but you forgot to teach me how to say goodbye."
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