PENGHALAM
Chapter 36. Forgetting All

...I loved you too much. Until I beg you not to leave me. Until I lower my own pride in front of you. But still I have no meaning in your eyes. It turns out that this pain struggles to love you. Sorry, I'm leaving....

The day after learning that Weny was pregnant, Vira could feel Yudha's attitude toward her. The man seemed to have no concern for Vira anymore and would rather spend time with Weny.

As well as tonight, Vira was watching Yudha sitting on the balcony of the house while busy with her cell phone. Feeling that she had not talked to her husband for a long time, Vira decided to come to Yudha on the grounds of bringing him coffee.

"This is, Mas, the coffee" said Vira, putting a cup of coffee on a small table in front of him.

Yudha only glanced at Vira for a moment then refocused on her phone screen. Vira was finally sitting in a chair next to her husband, it feels like he has not sat in a balcony with her husband. In the past they often did that when they came home from work, Vira was very happy to spend time on the balcony with Yudha, because there are always things they talk about until they forget time.

"Great tumben are you here, Mom? It's been a long time since we've been here." Remember Vira as she looked up at the stars that were shining brightly tonight.

Yudha kept quiet, the man seemed to have heard nothing at all as Vira was too busy with her phone. Realizing that it made Vira to poke a punch, she looked at Yudha deeply, Vira still could not believe that her husband's attitude could change. Whereas Yudha used to be very attentive to him in the slightest thing, especially when Vira spoke Yudha deliberately did not play a mobile phone so that she could listen well to his wife's story. But now everything has changed.

"Mas" call Vira again.

At that moment Yudha looked over. "Yes? You said something?"

It hurt to hear that, but Vira didn't want to argue. "No. I'm just saying hurry up and drink the coffee while it's still warm" Vira replied in the end.

"Ah, yes. I forgot." Yudha immediately put her phone on the table, then she started to lift her coffee cup.

Vira could immediately see that Yudha was looking at the baby equipment in the online store, she thought that since Yudha was busy with her phone it was because of work problems. But it turns out that's the real reason, seeing him makes Vira a little hurt.

Though he was trying to remind Yudha about the past of the two of them so that the man did not forget it, but it seems that at this time Yudha has really been focused on the pregnancy of Weny. He was very happy to be a father soon.

"What the fuck, it feels weird." Yudha suddenly spouted the coffee she had just drank. This made Vira very surprised.

"You know I don't like sweet coffee. How much sugar do you give this spoon?" yudha snapped with a very high tone. Vira had never been yelled at like this by her own husband.

"Three teaspoons as usual, Mas. Sweetness time, anyway?"

"You're rasain yourself. I have no taste for coffee anymore" replied Yudha harshly. In that instant he immediately grabbed his phone on the table, then left.

"Mas, wait. Let me make it again." Vira tries to prevent.

"No need. You've forgotten everything, I'd better sleep now." Yudha stepped back to leave Vira who was still there.

The woman could only give up while staring at her husband's back which was getting away from her sight. Though Vira still remembered very well that the sugar that should be added to Yudha coffee was three teaspoons, but why the man was so angry. Could have been Vira turned around earlier, he could have asked if something related to his habits, surely Yudha had also forgotten a little. But Yudha lightly said that Vira had forgotten everything.

"Why have you changed so much, Mom. I miss the old you, Yudha who always cared for me, who was always there for me. Have you forgotten you for being too happy to get offspring? Does your happiness depend on heredity?" muttered Vira.

Vira then contacted the lawyer who was asked to take care of her divorce. Vira says she wants to meet tomorrow night.

His divorce papers have been registered with Vira without asking for approval from Yudha. Vira was determined to end everything. However, he wanted everything to end up fine. Vira wants to remember her last moment with her husband, but Yudha is even more indifferent.

In his room, Weny was trying to contact a man. He looked upset that he hadn't even picked up his phone.

"Where are you? I can't keep lying to Yudha. Soon my stomach will be enlarged" Weny murmured to herself.

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