PENGHALAM
Chapter 60. Yudha's Regret

"I beg your pardon, Mas Yudha. Let me fix this mistake. I'll do anything as long as you forgive me. Please give me a chance."

Weny wept and begged Yudha. Free, those tears will not make Yudha feel melted. The tears of a liar do not deserve forgiveness. He is convinced that this is the character of Weny, the character will be very difficult to change. Very rarely is there a person who can change himself just for the sake of being able to get the love of others. Yudha was already quite ashamed of herself for being lied to by this woman. His pride is at stake here.

"Don't try to make me feel sorry for you. No matter how you cry now, I will never trust you again, Weny. You've embarrassed me enough. You're just using me for your pleasure. Tomorrow I'll kick you out of here. Get out of this house!" shout Yudha.

Weny felt very ready as soon as she knew that her husband would throw her out of the house. No, he won't let that happen. What will his life be like when he gets out of that house. Don't let him be a beggar after he gets out of there. He did not want to live hard and humiliated on the streets.

Going home to her parents is also impossible. When she gives birth to both her parents will know if she is pregnant out of wedlock and divorced because of it.

"No, Yudha. I don't want to. No one will come out of this house, including me. I won't leave here" said Weny with tears in her eyes.

"Given that the owner of this house is me, I have the right to remove anyone who is not entitled to get comfort in this house. You've been fooling me all this time. Especially mother. You've made me reject Vira, I'm sure now that she's not lying. Vira's the one who's got my son!"

Yudha came out of the room as soon as she said that, she left Weny there crying bitterly.

The next morning Yudha really launched the action, no longer thinking about anything else because the decision was unanimous. He even told his mother about it. Needless to ask, her mother obviously felt very surprised, more surprised than herself.

Yudha understood very well that her mother was really looking forward to the baby. Her mother was happy to learn that Weny was pregnant and would soon give her a grandchild, but after receiving this bad news, her mother could barely control herself. His mother just cried.

"Mom doesn't believe you did this to us at all. I used to trust you so much. But this is your reply?" desy said to her daughter-in-law.

"Mother has succeeded in deceiving you. Don't know what else to say. Fucking loser. You who I have spoiled turned out to be a liar. Where would I put this face if I met Vira!" say Mother again.

Weny didn't know what to say. He knew that he had lost and had no chance to defend himself. There is no point in avoiding it anymore. Soon she had to leave the house and she also had to accept the reality.

"I'm sorry, Mother. I will be responsible for my own behavior. I'm so sorry. I will obey whatever Yudha says. I'll leave this house if it's the best."

"Go! You've had enough of a show. Yuni was right. I was a fool and blinded for wanting to have grandchildren. I've also said Vira lied, when the real liar is you!"

Desy could not even look into Weny's eyes. He was too shocked, still unable to believe what had happened. Not only the hope of his son, his own great expectations have also faded here.

There was nothing more they could hope for.

"Now what are you going to say to Vira? She should be the woman you can trust the most in this. But we wasted his kindness. She's the one who's gonna give birth to a grandchild for me."

Yudha came out of the room carrying a suitcase containing Weny's clothes. Weny took a long breath. Hearing Desy mention the name of the woman, she felt jealous. Now Weny has lost to Vira. He could no longer rival that woman at a time like this. Vira had already won a landslide over him.

"I don't think you have any more business here. You don't have anything important here. So please go."

Weny bowed as the man chased her away firmly. His voice was not high but very deep, implying that Weny would leave immediately if not want something bad to happen.

Weny finally just complied and took her suitcase and left the house without a word. As soon as Weny set foot from there, Yudha returned to her room.

She was eager to cry without being seen by others, especially by her mother. He wanted to blow everything away either by hitting or damaging everything in the room. He just wanted to feel relieved at this moment. Anger has taken hold of him.

Yudha hit the makeup mirror and did not care if her hand was now bleeding. The pain in his hand was nothing compared to the pain in his heart. At least in this kind of way he already felt even more relieved.

He thought back to Vira. Guilt was enveloping him at this moment. Forever and may never be able to forgive himself. He has made others suffer when he has tried to do what is best for him. But because she is too naive, she suspects that Vira is pretending to be pregnant just to get her attention.

Now he really wants to meet that girl. He did not care at all even if Vira said that she was shameless about coming back like this. He just wants to make up for all his mistakes.

He no longer cares about self-esteem if he can be reunited with Vira. He would apologize somehow until the woman forgave him.

Yudha glanced at her mobile phone, looked for Vira's name there and was already unconcerned about her bleeding fingers. He still keeps the woman's phone number, but there is no guarantee that Vira is still using her old phone number.

Yudha was upset when the number could not be reached at all, either because the card was dead or because Vira had changed cards. This made Yudha feel very guilty. It was natural that Vira wanted to stay away from him and completely cut off communication with him. All his mistakes have been unforgivable.

"Please lift up, Vira." Yudha still did not give up at all. He's still trying to call that phone number.

But all his efforts were in vain. I don't know how many times he spent just to call Vira, it's all for free. The woman did not pick up her phone at all. Not ringing either.

If there is no other choice, then tomorrow he is determined to meet Vira directly and to be able to talk to her. He didn't care what Vira would say or however the world ridiculed him, he just wanted to make up for all his mistakes all this time either in any way.

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