PENGHALAM
Chapter 31. Unaccustomed

...Always and always, my struggles and sacrifices have never been seen. But my mistakes and shortcomings are often revealed and seen....

...I'm sorry, I'm lucky I wasn't bored and left, but I'm leaving but I'm leaving if my struggles and my seriousness aren't appreciated....

Vira woke up from her sleep after feeling the heat of the sun shining down on her body that entered through the window slit. He was shocked to see the wall clock that had shown the clock seven past fifteen minutes.

Vira forgets that his leg is injured, so he hastily descends. The woman grimaced. Recollecting the events of yesterday. Seen to the wall, the wedding photo of himself and Yudha has been damaged because there is no more glass.

"Actually I was tired. There are many burdens of mind that I am alone. A lot of complaints that I find hard to tell. Honestly ... Right now I'm very down and want to give up. I can't keep pretending to be strong, but my heart is broken. I can't keep pretending to smile, but my mind is always screaming. I was tired of pretending to laugh just to hide my tears. I want to be happy too."

Back tears fell down the woman's cheeks. His eyes looked puffy, evidence that last night he was crying.

With a slow path Vira headed to the bathroom, after bathing and then changing clothes. Vira dressed up soberly, considering that today there was a meeting with other company co-workers. He will be presenting with Raka.

Vira had just come out of her room, the woman walked in a slightly hasty step. Even because he was so busy, Vira did not pay attention around, when she was outside the room, she did not glance at the dining table, where there was a husband, in-laws, and so on, and the honey that's doing breakfast.

"Let's go to you? It's good to be your life now! There was no need to serve the husband and do any more housework" The rebuke came from his mother-in-law, Desy.

In that instant also Vira's steps instantly came to a halt, she propped up, staring at all of them with a flat gaze. This kind of scene had become commonplace after her husband decided to remarry, it felt like he still could not accept all of this. "Yes, Mom. Today there was an important meeting at the office, so I had to hurry, "Vira replied in the end.

"Hurry up, Vira? Breakfast too? Don't skip breakfast, you'll be sick." This time Yudha asked.

"No, Mas. I'll have breakfast at the office." Vira gave a sober answer, rather she tried to avoid breakfast together with all of them. "Too as soon as I leave first. My presence is not needed either. Just interrupt it later," he continued.

After that, Vira stepped back. He does not care what everyone will think of him, now the most important thing for Vira is his own happiness. All this time she had been too much heartache, now no longer, she would become a tough woman and should not look weak. Especially now that everyone's priorities change to Weny, she added.

Yudha stood up from her seat and chased after Vira. Arrested by the woman's hand so as not to continue her path.

"You still mad at me?" ask Yudha.

"No, Mas. I'm not angry. I'm used to being ignored" said Vira. He let go of Yudha's hand and walked back to leave the man.

Vira has indeed been determined to let go of all about the man. Maybe it was the best way to break up for her marriage.

Vira does not want to think about it continuously, at this time what is more important is his work. Today is a very important day for his company, the article today there will be an important business meeting which if this is successful will be very profitable for the company. That's why Vira does not want to be late and will again check the completeness of all files before the meeting takes place.

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