
Yudha was very happy because Vira allowed her to come back the next day. He knew that Vira would not forget all that, but he could see a sincerity in Vira's eyes when she apologized to him. He could see that Vira had accepted his apology without any coercion from anywhere. It all comes from the bottom of Vira's heart.
The next day, Yudha ventured to return to the hospital. This time he bought porridge for Vira as breakfast or also lunch. Of course, you have asked the gynecologist about the efficacy of the porridge.
When Yudha arrived at the hospital, she was surprised that Raka was already there. Yudha, who is very jealous of Raka, gets hotter when she sees Raka so close to her ex-wife. Raka even looks very close to Yudha's son at this time. Yudha could not imagine what would happen next if Raka continued to be close to her son.
"Oh, Mas Yudha has arrived. I thought Mas would come here this afternoon," said Vira with a smile. She looked at the baby who was currently in Raka's arms.
"Yes, there's just no one I can do at home. So I chose to come here and bring you some porridge. This is also a recommendation from the doctor. So you don't have to worry too much."
Vira smiled then received the parcel. Feeling happy because he finally got back to enjoy chicken porridge, the most important thing is that this porridge is safe for him and his son.
"I didn't see you yesterday at all." Yudha suddenly said to Raka who seemed less concerned about his presence since then. Raka looked busy carrying Vira's child who currently also seemed comfortable in her carry. Raka did not want the man to feel uncomfortable.
Raka immediately raised her head as soon as she realized that the question was aimed at her. He was so happy that he didn't realize there was a great deal of jealousy in Yudha's eyes. He did not realize that at this moment Yudha stared dislikefully at Raka. Even Vira herself was not aware of it even though at this kind of time she was very sensitive and sensitive to circumstances. Raka smiled while still holding the baby Vira.
"Yes, maybe yesterday I was working and did not have time to accompany Vira as usual."
Yudha felt more and more hurt to hear this. That means all this time Raka had always accompanied Vira even before Vira gave birth. Yudha could not imagine what had happened all this time while she did not see what Vira had done without her.
He didn't want to imagine it because he didn't want to hurt himself. He had already burned enough because of that feeling of jealousy. Just get here and don't get any worse.
Yudha did not know what she would do if she lost and in the end would cause chaos even though she had no rights whatsoever to Vira.
"Oh, then I'm very grateful that you've been looking after Vira all this time even until she gives birth. I'm sure the delivery is also very smooth thanks to your help." Yudha was forced to say that.
Raka was flattered by Yudha's praise, still unaware that it was a sign that Yudha was feeling very jealous. He was still insensitive which made Yudha even more upset.
However, no one should be expelled from there. Don't cause a commotion. That is what is embedded in the heart of Yudha today.
"Mas Yudha need not worry too much. Raka took care of me very well. Even he was also the one who was accusing the tiny baby" said Vira.
Yudha never thought that her son was abused by another man. He never expected that. It made him feel like he was a failure to be a man. Yudha was not there when his ex-wife gave birth, did not witness the amazing event, let alone to do something special to her own biological child.
"Oh, as it turned out. Thank you again. Because I have tried my son," Yudha said with great emphasis, all that so that Raka realized if the baby in the arms of the man, his son.
Without understanding Yudha's current feelings, Raka suddenly said something that made Yudha frown. At first he did not understand at all because Raka's words were not very clear to him.
"We had a lot planned a few days ago. We were hoping you'd come, if you didn't mind at all." That's what Raka told Yudha. Not directly saying that the thing he meant was the wedding party with Vira.
"What does that mean? Plan what?" yudha asked while turning to look at Vira, asking her ex-wife to clarify the meaning of Raka's sentence earlier.
Vira only smiled when she realized that Yudha did not understand at all. He also helps to explain all that makes Yudha collapse and lose his whole world.
"Something that is actually common. We planned a wedding a few months ago. Raka said that she would marry me once I gave birth to this child. Raka just waited for my condition to fully recover then the wedding was held," said Vira.
Yudha was still trying to smile and was ordinary. Still capable, he is still able to hold back and also his emotions. He still knows himself. He knows he's nobody here. He no longer had any rights over Vira. There is only one relationship that saves her right now, the responsibility of supporting her child.
"You're getting married any minute?" ask Yudha to make sure. His voice sounded very heavy and stressed, hoping that the two people understood that he was currently feeling extremely hurt and jealous.
However, because it is being hit by happiness, of course Raka and Vira are not aware of it. They focus on their happiness. Vira also felt that Yudha no longer loved her and would no longer be hurt if she remarried after this.
"Yes, that's it. Pray everything smoothly, Mas" said Vira without feeling guilty at all. Yudha tried to smile and control herself. Raka gave the baby to Vira because she was already asleep very tired.
Vira laid her baby right next to her. Yudha herself chose to go from there. He said he wanted to work and had to see his mother first. In fact, he just felt that he could not bear to see the two people were happy with their marriage plans.
Yudha was eager to calm down. He doesn't want to be disturbed at the moment. He did not want his anger to hurt anyone else. Let him cry in silence and be seen by no one so that no one will say he is weak.
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