The Tarnished Holy
Not worth it !!

Bi May's eyebrows tiptoed, as well as fondling something what he wanted to say. " You like the same Ustadzah Nafis, Fikh?" The knot then, took a smile .

Fikhar lowered his head then nodded . Undeniably, the shame that out of nowhere comes his ambush, suksah if only to make his face feel thick. "Indeed, have you ever met her ?"Pursue bi May with a curious twinkle.

"Not yet, but mommy never told me about him. And Fikhar feels, Phikhar is suitable even if just hearing about it !" The answer lies, however, he knows the mistake happened right along with the recitation at his aunt's house.

Bi May nodded in understanding "And, this is what made you come here ?" He said later while returning to throw a smile, deliberately teasing his interlocutor who now looks embarrassed.

"Come bi, don't corner Fikhar like this . Fikhar here did want to ask about him, because the word mami, aibi is quite close to her !"

"Why just say it now ? Though Ustdzah Nafis also often you know to the house of aunty . Your mom even likes to tell her about you,"

Fikhar's heart pinched ,suddenly pumping faster .Either , all of it feels foreign , the feeling is the first time someone can shake his heart like this.

"Mommy-mami?" He was half nervous. That was the impact of Nafisah on him.

"Mommy doesn't talk weird, does she?" Ask her curiously. For some reason, anxiety so enveloped him when his mind flew, imagining the reaction of Nafisah when hearing stories about him.

Bi May was silent for a moment, then shook her head slowly. " Your mother just said she had a handsome bachelor, if Ustdzah pleases, she says she'll get you guys!" Bi May's story is so relaxing.

"Keep...?" Burunya was so curious , the man put his ears well afraid that - lakil no one was missed.

"Clearly how? " Bi May said she didn't understand.

"Yes, what does Ustadzah Nafisah mean in a match with Fikhar ?"

"Jeez Fikhar!" May complained "you're so slow like this !"He exclaimed with a protest.

"Does he say mami wants to mate us, then he wants to be with Fikhar, bi? " Said Fikhar trying to explain. A glimmer of hope appeared, turning on the one that had long died within him .His soul soared high with mortal hopes .He hoped that the woman was also interested in his life.

"Yes there aunty doesn't know . Why don't you ask your mom directly ? Your mother must have had the answer.At the same time aunt thinks your taste is not a model Ustdzah Nafis, during this time you often bring a sexy sexy girlfriend .!"

Bi May seemed to have enough breaths to speak without pause.

"Fikhar thought so too, but lately the name ustadz Nafisah often bothers !" The story, recalling that the model woman Nafisah he had removed in his taste list first. There was a grunts of disappointed breath, when the aunt did not know Nafisah's response to her.

" are you serious ?"

Bi May seemed to be sighing softly "Auntie is happy to hear it. Perhaps, it is a sign that God loves you !" His bare feet then while smiling in relief. The thirty-five year old loves to smile.

" The others are also many Fikhs, not less beautiful than Ustdzah Nafis .Akhlak same naji already can not be doubted anymore , are you interested ? If you want, then aunt knows .Many kok ,later aunt send her photos one-on-one with you !" Bib May bargain with perfectly sparkling eyes, why according to Fikhar mothers are very happy matchmaking .

"The problem is, Fikhar is only interested in the same Ustdzah Nafis bi !" Fikhar complains about his aunt's words.

"Auntie has no cell phone Ustdzah Nafis, Pliss... Fikhar wants to say something to her!" Hopefully with a pleading tone.

Bi May was speechless, staring at her nephew for a moment, she knew that her nephew's heart was currently in trouble, and the main cause was the girl he was touting at this time. "There was, but this one month he was no longer active on social media .The plan is, if there is free time aunty also wants to travel there !" Bi May replied with a sad face.

Fikhar sighed in disappointment .Her heart was so restless, holding back the guilt that was growing every day ,struggling and diverting all her world . .He knows, over time he can go crazy because the Woman has killed all the feelings of his life slowly.Yes, slowly the woman will destroy her .

"Fikhr ...!" Call Bi May .

The man woke up, looked at his aunt and he did not know exactly when a cigarette was on the sidelines of his fingers. "If you can, you don't expect too much to be Nafis's birthday !"

"Indeed, why bi ?"Fikhar looked at the aunt with a disappointed look.At the moment half of his heart had disappeared with the girl, his aunt said . 'Don't expect too much', which is true ! He was almost crazy , considering an hour, semenit he never let go of thinking about it.

"He is the son of a kyai ... Gus Pati who was in Jombang as well, aunt heard to propose himself .And aunty tasa ,sorry yes Fikhar is not the intention of aunty humbling you . But if the aunt is in the position of Nafisah's ustadzah, the aunt knows exactly which man is suitable to be with her!"

It was as if something had been forced into her heart, when she heard her aunt's words just now. His heart dimmed, broken because the hope that had soared was never delivered.He knew, his aunt indirectly said that he did not deserve to be with Ustdzah Nafisah.

"Fikhar just wants to meet and convey the good intentions of Fikhar bi, that's all !" Fikhar Response .There was a disappointed tone implied in her speech just now .Her aunt understood, that this niece of hers had fallen in love.

"It wasn't aunt's intention to hurt your feelings . But ,Auntie doesn't want you to keep expectations so high 'or you will feel pain when it's not that hope you get 'but a bitter reality !"

Fikhar was silent, felt the destruction in there, 'He should not be too hopeful . "But you don't have to be sad either .The soul mate does not know, it is time , you who will God choose to accompany the life of Ustdzah Nafisah!" His aunt said then calmed down, after before her a long pause filled the silence between the two of them.

"Fikhar wants to go home .. thanks bi!" Close it then while sighing , trying to expel the pain for a moment .

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