The Tarnished Holy
I hate you !

"Well, you're here, huh ?

Set*an,bajing*an .. satisfied you've destroyed me,?"Suddenly, the story screams uncontrollably .He shook his head while covering his ears .

"Don't look your rotten face in front of me...I hate you!" I don't know how much the meaning and the name of the animal came out of the mouth of Nafisah. The woman screamed in disrespect as she was, her neutrals aware of my existence.

She rebelled as soon as her mother tried to hold her back and hold her.Her tears were scattered, with a sharp gaze glistening as a knife ready to draw my heart out .I grimaced with the pain, how can I make it like this ?

"Go crazy demon ! Get out of my life!" His screams are still uncontrollable.

"Prophe Naf, patience first .We can talk really well, can't we !" Umi Nafisah who was still in shock buried Nafisah's head into her lap, like trying to make her daughter feel calmer. "why is she here mi ?He's evil, he ruined Nafis' life !"He said with a roaring voice, his words faltered with tears.While his body was now much calmer than before,it's just that the strong grip on the mother's shoulder has given a sign that the girl's anger has not completely disappeared .

"Calm down baby, calm down !" Said Nafisah's mother still while rubbing her daughter's head which was currently hugging her in fear. "Everything will be fine, talk well, what is really going on with you?"

I froze in my place, feeling my world suddenly crumble. Meanwhile, the other expression was not much different from what I had done, staring at the Breath that was currently in his mother's arms with a look of disbelief. They were still shocked by the screams as well as the conduct of Nafisah just now .Only Kyai Hashim looked calmer here, he only took a breath while digesting with an unbridled breath.

Occasionally his gaze was fixed on me who was bowed in.The tears of this eye had also been reminiscing, remembering and calculating the rate of mistakes I had made.Sad, of course .How can I have the heart to destroy the life of a girl who does not know anything.Ironically, at that time I enjoyed it so much as the world belongs to me completely.

I rubbed the wet end of my eyes, then slowly raised my face and looked at Kyai Hashim with an apologetic look. "Sir Kyai, I'm the guilty one here ! Allow me to marry the endadzah of Nafis! I promise to take full responsibility!"My word is steady .Meanwhile, several pairs of eyes were now staring at me with an expression of disbelief.

In a breath like this? Of course they're going to rack their brains, trying to digest my words just now."It's all my fault ! " that's a word that can produce thousands of questions, it should be without explaining even they already understand what I have done, right?

"I know mr. Kyai, I am not the ideal type of future husband Ustadzah Nafis, but I promise I will improve myself _"

"Omong empty what are you saying, huh ? I'm not marrying a rotten demon like you.Be careful, before I kill you! "The eyes of the Breath glitter in anger .Her face flushed red, like I didn't hear my words just now.

My heart is in endless pain, the story hates me .Ah, of course.I'm stupid if all this time I dreamed he would accept my forgiveness and responsibility . My tears pierced sharply, I wept over the destruction I had ruined.

"Go ... Get out of here !"His yells were impatient.

"Naf, dear ,patience ..Patience ! What exactly happened ? Why are you mad at him, huh?"It was the voice of Nafisah who was still trying to calm her.

My eyes were flat, seeing how um it was trying to stare at his daughter's face that was so messed up. He grimaced as his grief, pain, destruction all fused in the lightning of his eyes that stared at his nanar.

"Umi just ask the same baji*Ngan perverted with what he has done to me ? Umi , she destroyed the future of Nafis.She desecrated Nafis while Nafis nginep - nginep - in the hotel . Umi inget - right ? when Nafis wanted to lecture at-in-the residence of Ustadzah May , that time-she was there Umi, in the hotel" The words of the Separation, dashed, faltering with a crying sound was also a pain that might suddenly rush into his memories.While his body was shaking, he cried loudly and roared in his earthly lap.

I cry in my regrets

when he saw his mother's tears drip slowly .He was silent not flinching, hearing his daughter's explanation which must have been very painful.

He was still expressionless in the midst of his daughter's cries, and here I realized that Nafisah was holding this by itself, all this time and I was fully aware, that I was about to make her die.

There was nothing else I did but bow down, when everyone's gaze demanded an explanation. Angry, disappointed and somehow what kind of view is currently demanding for an account of what I have done.

"True Fikhar, with what have you done?" Ask her in a cold voice.

"I'm sorry Fikhar pih !" Answer me while looking down deeply , there is nothing I want to explain here , because everything is clear ! There are no words I want to say, no defense, I really resigned because this is my fault. "I'm sorry, Breath, I was wrong !"

"Awwww.."

"Fikhar !"

Only a few seconds late the sound of ringing from me was also a shout heard in tandem.Gadis with a torn jeans stelan somehow since when was here then press the elbow and bend me from the back . I grimaced with pain in the spinal area.

"Hilaf..lu think you can turn it all around, huh? "Hardic her with eyes glistening furiously..

"Lo has no brain, nyampe ruined my brother's life .Wrong brother I what, huh? "

Bugh..

one kick landed back in my face. I was a little slammed because I wasn't ready . The fishy smell is striking, it is enough to give a sign that my lips have broken.This kind of thing, indeed I have predicted before him even though this pain feels more than what I imagined.

He was just about to lift his foot again but stopped upon hearing the words of the kyai Hashim.

"Enough Zehra !" Kyai Hasyim commemorates the girl who is still fiery, The girl's breathing hunts, her red face holds back anger .

Bugh..

"Enough Zehra !"

"Change ..Why should we be silent?Abah look at Brother Nafis now, he's almost crazy because of this damn*n !"His protest was still with a high tone of voice.

He stared, one by one my family who could only be silent, disappointed with what they just knew. And I found the pain coming back as soon as I saw my mom smothering her mouth with a bated cry.

"Well, you guys are still here, huh? go there! ,sana ...! "The girl's mouth was in a fire-filled voice.

"Sir kyai ...Sungguh_"

"Enough..at the moment I am not willing to hear an explanation for the present !"Kyai Hasyim stops papi speech .My heart aches as soon as I find disappointment so clearly visible from papi's face.

"I'm sorry, but it's best for now that you're going home !" They went back into silence, as if confused as to what they were about to do now.

"Naphees..Breath..Sweetheart! "The panicked voice of Nafisah's mother has turned our eyes away .The woman was seen several times patting the shoulder of her daughter who had no movement.

"Son..!" He looked back at his daughter's face that had fallen.

"Change ...Breath faint!"

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