The Tarnished Holy
Last !

No one asked me about my return home . Umi always avoids having a conversation with me, I know...The woman who has given birth to me has been crying a lot lately.Of course, she must have felt what I felt .Disappointed with Abah's decision, but there's not much that can be done to oppose him.

Earlier this morning, I had heard him talking to umi .Visiting her mom in Jakarta for a few days, just like me .He still fully accepted my husband's existence, remembering he only responded with a nod of his head.

My husband's hand was also reluctantly welcomed, I know ...He's hurt, I know he's hurt with him ."Greetings to your papi mami, son of Fikhar!" Only Abah accepted him unconditionally, she asked him a lot, so I don't think he was so offended by my family's treatment of her .

The most severe Zehra, she can create noise on things when looking at her whereabouts, and I find her uncomfortable face clearly visible in her body language .

He said, he'll be gone for about three days and I don't care three days, you never come back, I don't care at all .If I may, I want him to forever go, not show himself anymore because for whatever sake only the pain I feel when close to him .

"Napus ... Abah look Fikhar has changed a lot !" Abah. I quietly did not respond, only occasionally looking into her eyes that also looked at me .

"She's not doing anything bad anymore either princess Umi, just be aware if something happens to be the same Breath , Abah must be responsible !" Refute umi with a taut voice .

"Name ...Istighfar !" Abah defends, does not agree with Umi's remarks just now . "That Phikhar could change himself, ask him the same Breath, he could not do anything bad ,That believe it !" My heart ached hearing Abah's words just now

It is true, 'It is not wrong at all with his words .All this time , the man was responsible , never sued , never complained.I was anxious to get anger from him , found such an harassing gaze that night , but ...now not a bit I find there.Yang , gaze full of love and loving is , patience and sincerity that I now find in him.

I often think, 'Often my eyes are blind and my mind is crazy, but ...I fully realize that he is not the one I found two months ago.

I just feel relieved , feel free with the burden that I have been holding in my mind.But , the hour needle even just showed three o'clock at that time .He's been back for some reason .Longs... Cih, what things she misses in me. My flat gaze ? my hatred ? screams in my nightmares? or the torture ?

I wanted to cry again when I heard her voice talking to Abah in the living room . "Lha son of Fikh, back again ! He said he'd like three days there?" Abah's question sounded dizzy in my ear .

"Naphees... Your husband has returned home . You take her to eat together, she must not have eaten !"Said . I looked at him who was now looking at my face anxiously, his hands clenched, I realized his heart was uncomfortable at this moment .

"Come son Fikhar, my friend Nafis eat.He just started his meal !" Abah Command .I was hoping that he would refuse, but I had to swallow the hope bitterly as soon as the sound of his footsteps rang out in my ears .

My appetite immediately plunged to zero, as soon as he sat himself right in front of me . Now, what should I do ? These two weeks I've always been served by her, but ...It's at home, in my house and she must feel very awkward.

And with a heavy heart, for the first time I brewed rice, took the side dishes and then pushed by being forced to go in his direction .

He smiled, then muttered thanks which I was so sick of hearing ..

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Hi, not all ... Seeing no increase in readers, his plan for this novel will be overcame . But do not worry , make the curious about the continuation of his , his script will be continued in the new book .So wait yes, next chapter in a new book . Later Salma will tell you if the new book has been released .

Salma only informs 'em, but does not need approval .Because anyway , this is Salma already consider .Among loyal readers also Salma who dying think of the plot and the storyline but can not anything .

so please understand !

happy waiting for the next chapter in the new book, hopefully never disappointed.