The Tarnished Holy
Stupid Man !

The combination of pain also soreness on the soles of my feet just felt so early in the morning greet . I must pray, but I don't know how I worship in this foot condition .

My eyes were heavy with swelling, all night in the man's arms, I cried without a sound and he unceasingly rubbed my head to calm down . And for me, last night was the most painful night of my life after a dark night in that hotel with him.

Now, all windows have opened .But , I did not find him beside me . I had just forced myself to come down, he had already come with a smile that I wanted to eliminate.

"A half six already, you barely slept last night and couldn't bear to wake you up !"

I'm silent not responding, and yet I don't know what to say ."Shut up for a minute, the gold will take off the bandage first !" His words are still insistent. I was still silent not responding, and I only realized once a container of warm water had been brought to this room . I was silent, watching her deftly open the gauze, then fixedly looking at the wound below her .

"It's improved !" He said, looking up at me. Our pair of neutrals met each other, and I found the look in 'sorry I'll look so clear there.

Aawwh...

I grimaced with pain, as soon as I realized he had washed the wound slowly . It should be, is this kind of guy I want, right ? But , why should he so that I still can't accept him .

I felt my body drift, and I was fully aware that it had carried me back . I am powerless, and yet what can happen in times like this. I secretly regret myself, why last night had to get out of control and accidentally hurt myself like this .

"mas are waiting for you outside 'Call the mas when it's done !" He said after he managed to drop me off in the bathroom .Now I find a plastic chair there.I know all that he does to make it easier for me to do activities .He was so understanding, but that understanding then increased my hatred for him.

I painstakingly opened the door after it was finished, and he was already standing there, waiting for me.I just stared at him a glance then tried to force myself to step up and

"M-gold !" Shouted me suddenly .The truth is, I've been sanctified and now he's carrying me .Did he really not know the law of abrogation of ablution, my God, I never thought I could have a husband this stupid .

I had already raised my hand as soon as I came out and found him still standing there. "She just looked down, with guilt so clearly legible in her body language. Again I sigh*ah did not think so thoughtful and prayer that he had prepared the wrong direction . How is this, my God...Does he really not know .I hate talking to her, but with the knowledge I've gained I also can't possibly let her dissolve with her stupidity.

He was still trailing me with an anxious face . "What's wrong again ?" He asked while looking at me for an explanation . My heart aches, between ego and faith is at stake here. For this kind of little thing, I have not been able to accept it let alone when he demands his rights from me .God, you want to make me destroy what else I am.

"Yes !" Answer me in a hoarse tone . "If we pray, we must face the Qibla . And his benchmark was the Kaaba in the country of Mecca. Incidentally our country is positioned towards , where the sun goes down .Go there ! Mas misdirected his as if !" Saying while justifying the safe location .And this is the longest word I have spoken to him. And he just looked down .

"I'm sorry, mas don't know .Yesterday, mas salat with a position as cool as this !" I don't know whether to laugh or be sad, which I certainly never thought of in my life at all God would match me with a priest who didn't know the direction of the Qibla at all .

"I want to pray, can I go ! I ask you to bring the Qur'an here !" Pinta me at the end of her with a flat voice, trying not to make her shy . He left then came back with the Qur'an which I had asked for .

"Thank you !" My words are still flat and he just nodded . Then go out and close the door.

I never thought to Abah, how did he say he was the best ? He's the best, he's the best ? Oh my God, thinking about this all feels dizzy and very painful.

I know that heaven is earned because of the Grace of God, but in order to gain its pleasure too, we must learn its rules and prohibitions . And he, I didn't even know there was a guy like him !

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