The Tarnished Holy
The Nafis Ustadzah is different

Fikhar moved here and there .His heart was enveloped in a feeling of guilt so great, it felt uncomfortable ambush.For the moment, he did not know what he should do.

Fear haunted his mind ,What are the appropriate words to describe his honest feelings he just felt at this time.

"Accident? That's right !!"

He guessed by the thousands of questions that hunted into the head.

"Wasking an ustadzah? Oh my God, how is he feeling right now ? Was he not one who was so afraid of his Lord, then ? si*alan why do not I know this and to the point of ruining it?"His mind monologues with memories that make his head feel dizzy.

He was silent for a moment, looking doubtful when looking at a video on his cellphone. He then pressured Vidio, nothing increased in him other than greater regret, when the voice was also the face was similar to the woman who was slept with Ms. Yes last night . "God, this is wrong, right? Tell me this is wrong, God ! I hope this is completely wrong!"Hope it is in the heart.

"Accident.. ? Oh my God !"

Argh...

Fikhar groaned in frustration, as thoughts came back and forth, with all the threats and interrogations filling his head.

I don't know, she doesn't know what's going on with herself, considering she's never fucked a woman until it's this sorry.

"Fikhar, Jesus.. What have you done to him? He must be really tormented right now. His career ?

Geez, I've ruined everything."Shake her while holding her head dizzy.

Still with the monologues that fill the head .Fikhar slammed his body into the mattress . Stretch out both hands while staring at the ceiling of the room. The glint of the beautiful shadow was present dancing around, but then it quickly changed with a face of fear, tears, empty gazes, shouts and

Arghhh...

"Why do I need to make amends ? I'm ready to marry you, but ..k-you can't possibly accept me? Kyai Hasyim, Your mother, they must have chosen a righteous man as my son-in-law and me!"Shred her while closing her eyes.

Argh...

Again he again groaned in frustration.Trabbing his hair and hope his brain soon stop saying something .

About eleven hours ago he was so enjoying his body, but now ? "Oh my God, where is the relaxed Fikhar ?" His mind is calming.

He was fully aware that this problem could not be solved with money as before .He thought what he would say to his father and mother later if they found out that his son had corrupted the daughter of a kyai.

With a weary face He rose up, descending the steps of the stairs one by one with care.Will to find something ,cold drink he hoped would make a little calm.

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So, here he is now .Sitting on the back porch facing the garden accompanied by a bottle of Pocary swett that he had just taken from the refrigerator. He glanced at the mobile phone, dozens of missed calls from Siera came in but he did not care.

Fikhar opened the yotobe, re-typed his name in the search field,

Dar...

"What the madam,"Fikhar grunted angrily, but the older woman above the three-year-old Fikhar seemed unconcerned considering that he pulled the chair and then faced his sister .Fikhar was sure, he wanted to introgate.

"Who is Ustadzah Nafisah Mumtazah ?"Ledek her while throwing a sinless grin, supported her chin then looked at Fikhar with a full glance.

Fikhar threw his face away, trying to hide something, afraid that Vena might know the contents of his mind at this time.

"What the hell is it !"His words while turning the eyes puffed "by the way mbak kok do not take part in the study ! Is it not far from Yogya to here to njai?"Tanya Fikhar tried to shift the direction of the conversation, attention was also more precisely because he felt uneasy.

"Males mbak, his Nafis Ustadzah is not coming!"Complaining with a rough breath, his lips in the throat confirmed that he was currently feeling disappointed.

"Emang what his speciality is Ustadzah Nafis to mbak Vena willing to fly from Yogya to Jakarta ?"Tanya Fikhar was curious about the point of view of her brother considering he felt dissatisfied over the data that his confidant had obtained.

"What do you not know ? Oh my God, once in a while use His Fikh!. By the way, do you like Ustadzah Nafis?" This time, Fikhar made waves at the question Vena just now.Bena stared at him sharply, like he was looking for the truth with his sister's current reaction. Rush Fikhar sipped a drink to avoid the gaze of Vena who seemed to suspect.

"What the hell is it, not clear !"The eagle won't take it."Not like mbak, but your sister is feeling guilty for having fucked ustazah pride mbak"Racau then in the heart.

"Just relax Fikh, but my handsome brother does not expect to be a match with Ustadzah Nafis, as my mother said , yes!"He said the one in reply with the eyebrows raised.

"Who also wishes for a soul mate with him, not the taste of Fikhar, colot!"Fikhar's pretext with a stern look.

"Pulp..That's you who said Fikh.Don't get it wrong, I met make the heart dislodged.She's beautiful Fikh!" Vein with sparkling eyes.

"The beautiful is a lot of mbak, Siera is also beautiful, beautiful even .His face is dominant to the west-west an."Fikhar did not want to lose . As he needs you to know that there has never been anything that Fikhar kept secret from Vena, including siera who has been his lover for a month.

"But this one is so beautiful, so nice cake! .You haven't met yet, have you ? Later if you meet with mami suru in knowin.Mami will have met several times with Ustadzah Nafis!" Fikhar coughed as soon as he heard the explanation of Vena .If Vein knew instead Vein would have a heart attack like her, considering she was no longer ever met with Nafisah, but had already fucked her.

"Wait a minute, his kayak has vidionya.time at Bi May's house, never mbak Vidion diem-diem."He said while fiddling with his phone like he was looking for something.

"Well, this,!" He said, handing the phone to Fikhar.

There Fikhar saw a woman chatting, smiling once in a while, looking down .

True toad her sister, she is beautiful and natural, more importantly she is attractive .So Fikhar thought.

"Beautiful right?" Vena said to wake up Fikhar's mind who had been cool to pay attention to his Vidio.

He took a breath then threw out his slowly "Beautiful is relatively mbak !.Fikhar go to the room first !" In the end he prefers to avoid.Iam tried to forget her as much as I can, will but the brother instead discussed her.

"Eh Fik, mami already know your relationship with Siera ..?" Ask Vein before Fikhar leaves.

"Not yet mbak , try to say the same mbak Vena aja yes, Fikhar is afraid mami do not agree !"His answer was as if not interested , the man stepped foot was about to leave his.

"Mak also has such thoughts, mami would not agree !"Reply his sister sounded prohatin.Fikhar grunted a disappointed breath, not disappointed about Siera but about Nafisah, he did not know how to deal with her.

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