The Tarnished Holy

The Tarnished Holy
Unusually


Slowly, the eyelids with the lashes belonging to Nafisah move.Once seemed to blink, trying to adjust the light that forces into his eyes.


He stared blankly, when he realized that he was still using his face to this day.The idea re-entered the soul , luring the clear liquid to come out of its hiding.


"Allahs..What is the False Nafis, so that Nafis is so despised in law?"


He thought when he realized the events of a dozen hours ago were real .


"God ..Nafis do not want to blame the taqdir that you have arranged, but Nafis please give strength to the days of Nafis.If through this test you remind that Nafis is dirty, Nafis admit.During this Nafis is dirty.But , 'But 'But 'But 'But ,if Nafis may ask you do not hurt Abah's feelings for Umi just because Nafis failed to keep Marwah Nafis as a woman" Wail her in heart.His empty eyes occasionally blinked .


"Sorry...!!" Umi Dian's call shifted her world.He turned to the door for a moment "Yes mi , a while!" His reply was slow, barely audible.


He limped towards the closet, grabbed the home-made robe and then searched for the hijab to rush to fulfill this call for fear of making him worry.


Nafisah opened the door, revealing a relieved face from her Umi's.


"Why are you?, mummy calls from dawn, why don't you come back?" The question was thrown from his umi mouth in a doubtful voice.


Breath reviews smile & tries as much as possible to look fine. "Nafis please ridho ya from umi!"Nafisah kissed Umi Dian's hand ." No Umi, hungry Nafis, what is it you cook today ? I'm sorry, Breath doesn't help!"His whimper tried to be spoiled but sounded painful because he was impressed when he saw the face of the Umi had been staring at him to demand an answer.


The girl stepped away, showing herself fine but no doubt puffy eyes with a flat expression that was cheerful seemed silent still inviting thousands of questions and concerns.


"Wouldn't Nafis not talk in Jakarta huh ?"Umi Dian asked half in doubt, just as the child had just pulled the chair and sat on it. He glanced at Nafisah , to see the reaction of his daughter at a glance.Nafisah threw away his face to dispel the crying, for whatever question it was considering his will happen last night.


"Not so Umi, Nafis was found to be calamitous.Again, Nafis already told Ustadzah May!" answer while sucking the rice in the hope that the umi no longer asks anything about her.


"Attomans?"


"Yeah,umi. Later Nafis tell me !"The Fast breath.


"Oh,iya .tajwid studies same sorogan new santri suru in badal first for a week same brother Jamil ya Mi. If the books that Nafis studied can be changed first the same umi same Abah .Later, Nafis love his book and the sign that Nafis has studied.!"Nafisah told me .


" Not for long, a week!"Add his reassuring when the umi stared at his doubtful.


No.no..


For a moment the girl's hand pulled the dining chair.Then justify her sitting position there before her eyes refocused on her online game.


"Well.. Kena Lo" murmured her ,while pressing the phone screen is anxious to glance at her glance, without intending to reprimand her.He still looks at the food in front of her without taste. While Umi Dian confronted her daughter astonished, considering that usually Nafisah reprimanded the sister and then ended with a cheque Cok.


"That's good.!"The girl stared one by one at the menu she was cooking. Seconds later Zehra's eyebrows clutched when she realized her brother's whereabouts. But he tried not to care, sucked as much rice as he wanted then chose his favorite side dish. One leg in the bend, while occasionally his eyes steal the view of the brother.


Zehra had almost finished his meal but the rice on the Nafisah plate was still intact untouched.There were only a few times the sound of the clink of the spoon was heard , while the owner of the lentic finger was even daydreaming .Her tears welled up in fact those memories were still not satisfied to dance in her eyes.The idea was gnawing like eating something on her body part.


"God .."


He woke up with a breath to expel the pain out .He seemed to rub the tip of his eyes, shrinking the tears that had already come out. At first glance, a pair of eyes brother sister met, but Nafisah hurriedly avoided her.


He felt ashamed, he often reprimanded and criticized about the clothes that his sister wore that could invite the gaze of shatan from the men but in fact , all that now happens to him .. Here he realized that he was dirty, dirtier than his brother who was lectured every day.


Without a word, she stretched her legs .He was about to go, to cry, to shed his regrets .He was trying to clean his dirty soul .


What's wrong, mi?"Zehra asked as soon as the brother's body had disappeared behind the door.It should be a happy day because without the talk of the brother but discomfort, today should be a happy day,this time it was in his heart.Seeing such a Breath Zehra felt something was missing.


"I don't feel wrong!, I didn't see you yesterday!"Babble the girl with conjectures that almost filled the contents of the head, followed by a sigh from the Umi .


"umi also doesn't know .Zehra will please dry the clothes in the machine, already dry it!" Umi Dian's orders before leaving, hoping her youngest daughter will obey her words even though not expected because the distant personality turned with Breath.


"Just like Nafis, Zehra wants to play !"His speech then went away after previously washing hands.


"Zechra.... Abaghfirullah!" Umi Dian sighed while rubbing her chest .


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