The Tarnished Holy
Not like this !

"Mas, one cottage and one village are heartbroken, because their dream girl has been married to mas .They said, this is a national heartbreak !" I coughed, as soon as Nizam started the conversation suddenly. I grabbed the fresh tea then hurriedly drank it .

"Why is that ?" My chest is soaring, and I know the answer to all this .I then put the glass that had been in my grasp .

"Mas tau itself is Ustdzah Nafis many of her fans.Kata they are ,mas is the luckiest person because it has chosen Abah to be her husband !" Answer her, as I had expected .

"Indeed, Ustdzah Nafis was never close to a man ? After all, I don't really understand why Abah chose me to be her husband instead , while that's much better out there , a lot !"

"To my knowledge no man has ever been close to him .But I don't know for sure either ."Then his error ."But the man who has been chosen Abah must not be a random person according to them, and that makes everyone curious about mas, Phikhar !"Add her up, and I just responded to her with a small laugh .

Not just anyone ? Of course .I'm a delinquent who has desecrated his beloved daughter.

"And what one of them is also you, Nizam? " Hide me then .

And he just smiled in response to my words just now, I know ...He was fully aware that there was a jealous tone as well as the sirat wanted to kill if only the man in front of me said 'Yes'.

"I've got a girlfriend in my village, 'mas!"

"Thank God "My words are relieved.

"tell them not to be sad .Abah has another daughter who is also beautiful !" I said, but it's still cool to eat the food on my plate.

He laughed at my words just now, he rubbed the wet end of his eyes, I don't know what I said just now could be that funny.

"Ning Zehra means mas ?There are also, all men run away if they see her !"Her speech, and the girl's behavior just stopped over in my eyes .

I shuddered, when I remembered her threat earlier as well as her punch on the day we first met.

"The same thing that is different mas, the difference can be up to one hundred and eighty degrees .Just the same beauty !"Obviously with the rest of the laugh . For some reason, I feel that Nizam often laughs when telling her figure .

It's over, I said in the end .I did not expect, even I spent two servings when the first one portion was less. It's delicious, and I take note in my heart to visit her again next time .

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Nizam said, only three kilo meters of travel we took .But my hands and thighs hurt from holding the damn suitcase. Nizam was gone when I said thank him.He said tomorrow after the dawn prayer he will deliver the bike here for my needs, before I have my own motorbike.

And that's what makes me call you Mr. Surya to buy me a motorbike and deliver it at dawn to this address.I can't stand and can't imagine myself riding a noisy motorbike every day I don't know who it belongs to.

I was still staring outside, still trying to control myself to ventured in and put my face in front of my wife.

Really, for whatever reason I'm afraid he's out of control and I don't know how to put him down.

My hands clenched before I finally grabbed the doorknob, said my greetings and opened it .

Not in the key ?

There is a dining table in one room which is also a living room . The room is two, with a size that I don't think much .

One bathroom is also a kitchen that is complete with potluck furniture .I thought, 'Bah buy this house and its contents .

I dragged my suitcase into the room with the next cotton mattress without a bed . There are no cabinets and the semcam, maybe all the items are located in the room that I still dare not check.

I stared at the closed door leaf with a heavy breath .I fully know there is a person inside, my wife .I don't know if he's doing it there .Getting ready for ,ralat...I remember not dreaming about that kind of thing right now.

After taking a shower and changing clothes, I cleaned up all the things I had bought .

Again, I stared at the pregnant milk and secretly hoped that Nafisah was still not sleeping .She needs to drink milk first for our baby to be healthy .

I took a breath and stood up .Long time, staring at the door that made me covered with a feeling of uncertainty .

My hand clenched before I finally ventured to knock it.

Gts ..Geck..

"Lock !"

Degs...

My heart is pounding, as soon as a cold voice greets my hearing . I opened the door and it was frozen .My eyes were all over the room that looked messy. White sheets and also sprinkled rose petals scattered. Fractions of display frames as well as beauty scattered everywhere.

While , the occupant is still with puffy eyes sitting on the edge of the bed with a flat view .I grimaced, feeling for the umpteenth time the destruction felt so real .Really , for whatever reason this isn't a plan I made for the people I love .Not this kind of pain !

Then my gaze seized a color that was familiar to me .Blood ? No, Nafis won't do anything bad to herself, will they ?

Panic invaded, and I realized the broken glass had hurt the soles of his feet .In my panic, I ran then grabbed the body and carried it.

She was silent, when her body was in my lap .He just resigned with his flat gaze but, I found one thing on him .Tears, my woman cried when I just put her body on the chair .

He cried with restraint, and I only grimaced that the clash of pain had invited my soul so intensely.

No, not like this. Really, I have no intention of hurting him !

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