The Tarnished Holy
Talk to Abah

"That he admits his life is almost flawless. He was clever, so do not be surprised at the age of twenty-two Abah had entrusted him to take care of the teaching of the princess santri !" He paused, looked at me briefly then smiled before then he again noticed his wrinkled feet had touched the water .

"She is virtuous, good at pity, generous, loving, good-natured, and do you feel she is beautiful ?" I was stunned to get a question suddenly .

"She's beautiful Abah, of course !" I replied timidly and he smiled again at the answer.

"True, she's also very pretty .And that's what got him in the crowd !" Said later.

"But actually it's not like that 'he's human too .In her there is certainly a selfish side to her, as Abah told her that Abah had chosen you to be her husband !"

I'm focused, at this point no one wants to be missed by my hearing. "He did not argue but he also did not accept, do you understand Abah's intention, Phikhar ?" He then threw a question at me .

"Of course, this is all Fikhar's fault !" I said with regret .

"It's not like that, it's not what Abah wants to talk about here !" His mistakes were quick, like trying to calm me down and not wanting to offend me.

"They always thought Nafis was perfect and Abah was so .But Abah's view changed to him after what happened between you and Nafis !"His resume, of course, sounds like pressing and offending me even though in reality he said no .

"Fikhar is sorry for what has happened !"

My regret again .

"Listen to Abah !.."He returned to work .

"That Nafis know it is clever, its religious knowledge has never been doubted again .Science is high, but after the incident among you Abah only realized that Nafis still failed in the meaning of real life !"He paused and then took his breath out slowly.

"Either, it may be the main trigger in due to his age that is still unstable . So, if there is anything bad in Abah's daughter, please be patient to deal with her .Forgive Abah, before handing over responsibility to you Abah failed to educate Abah's daughter first !" Added .

And I was amazed by his words . When there is a human like me who has a bad temper , on the supervision of the same mommy papi , he still feels that he has failed to form the personality of Nafisah which is almost flawless. What kind of humility is this? Yes, Lord ..reverence for having taught me this precious thing .

"Fikhar fully understood Abah, Phikhar understood because after all this was Fikhar's fault .And Nafis, he's never guilty here !"

He seemed to shed tears before hastily removing them . "You are guilty, and you fully admit you have done wrong, but Nafis ... Why should he fall into a terrible mess he never made? .Why does he not think all of this is Allah's destiny ? why doesn't he think there's no control over all this?" Speak with restrained conditions and emotions

" That is his Fikhar reproach .He has not made peace with what happened .He has not accepted all of this .She still felt devastated, and still often cried from regretting her life this .Forgive Abah, for Abah made you have to fight so that he could accept your existence .Abah chose you, because Abah believes you are the best for Abah's daughter !" His speech then while patting my shoulder cheered .

I was stunned, made to freeze with his words full of meaning . When people will judge that I deserve the law, but he is just the opposite .Gave me the opportunity to fix all of it . There is a drop of tears, I must regret, why am I late to meet a virtuous person like him ?

"Fikhar should do as much as possible, Chronicle .Nafis do deserve to hate Fikhar, please do'a from Abah may this be as soon as it's finished !" I said while wiping away tears .

Beliam nods "The Father always wants the best for the daughters of Abah !" Say it with full emotion .

"One more Fikhar !" He looked at me with a serious look .I focused, trying to hear what he was going to say.

"That you were born of a people, but if Abah may ask you .Don't get used to the breath of life with a pool of treasure, 'That's afraid he'll fall asleep and then forget everything !"

I nodded with tears .The speech is successful if only to shake the soul .How can I, during this time I make a pledge to everyone to boast of the treasure I have .

"All that does not apply to Breath alone, but ...For Abah's grandson too. Don't get used to him with a pomp .Trust them the world if they already understand very well how to use the treasure that God entrusts !"

"Fikhar understands Abah !" Answer me in a tight voice .

"You have bought a house for you to live in, so Nizam will take you there !" Close him and then get up. "Tell me first !"

"Change ..." I paused the steps of him who was about to leave. " Let me buy back the house Abah bought .I want to take full responsibility for her, and just think of this as my living for Abah's daughter !" Please, and he smiled and then nodded.

"We'll talk about this later 'Change first !"

"Okay Abah !"I nodded then, Lamat noticed his steps getting further away.

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My steps stopped as soon as my pair of netra found the mother who had now relaxed her hands and was reviewing a smile .

"Mommy ...!" I said while embracing his body .

"Why is mom so bad ? why didn't mom tell me, you know ..I didn't even prepare anything for my wedding !" I said with a cry held.

I let go of the embrace and found that he had wiped away the tears on both of his cheeks . "Fikhar finally, Mami has a daughter-in-law, thank you and take good care of gem mami .Mami wouldn't be so happy if you hurt her twice !" Say it with tears . I nodded strongly "Fikhar understands mami !"

"Mbak Ven, thank you.Finally I got a better woman than mbak !" My words then grabbed my sister's body. "Basar sister don't know herself, let go !" He said with his lips on the bend .But no doubt, we must have stuck to his cheek as soon as I did he managed to escape from my embrace.

My eyes moved on Papi, he just stared at me expressionlessly .But , from her gaze I found pride , it should be proud not though in a rather extreme way but I managed to make the Ustdzah my wife .

"This ...!"Ma'am Vena handed me a suitcase .

"You guys go straight home?"I asked then with my eyebrows on my tiptoes, only to realize that they were getting ready to go home .

Mami just gave a nod in response .

"Have you met Nafis ?"Pursue me, and they all fall silent .I hurriedly smiled to show it was okay, but no doubt..I still understand all of their gazes.

Now , here , in my life , not okay .

"Mami has said goodbye to Hasyim and Bu nyai . Greetings to your wife, say as soon as possible to visit my mother's house !"

I nodded then re-hugged him, just a moment .like this, understand ..That I need strength to face the woman I love.

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