The Tarnished Holy
Bitter decision

No need to avoid, because by avoiding even a little can not solve the problem is not it ? So , this is where I was, after earlier doing the Ashar prayer first.For the first time took the initiative to gather with my family in the living room . Zehra, the teenage girl who usually does not feel at home and chose to gather with her tongkrongan one friend either for whatever reason was here .

My hands rested on both knees , while staring out a large window with a flat gaze . Somehow , nothing interesting with all the talk .Ah yes, I forgot for a long time that there was nothing interesting in my hearing .

I don't care about their eyes .They understand I'm devastated, they understand I'm hurt and I'm grateful because of it, so they don't offend this it .Only, the form of worry that was entirely fixed on me, made me feel a little uncomfortable .They should not care, be mediocre like before so that I feel that this self is fine .

I don't know how many chat topics they missed .However, there was one thing that I then stared and turned towards Abah in the next second . Say I heard wrong, I beg you to say I heard wrong what he just said.

"Rethink Abah, this concerns the life of Breath !" I caught the protesting tone of Umi, with a disapproving look.

"It is said that Istikharah has prayed and according to Abah Fikhar it is best to live the life of Nafisah !"

I was silent unmoved, feeling my heart slamming hard into the abyss of wounds .My eyes are heating up must now be glassy, feeling pain in the heart of endless, No ... Abah must be kidding to say this all .

"No, umi disagrees with Nafis in marriage with the man who has destroyed her . Umi does not want to oppose destiny, but the Nafisah umi who gave birth and umi does not agree with Abah's decision !" this is for the first time in my hearing, ''umi opposed Abah's decision.

"That I have thought this through .And understand Umi , this is also for the good of Nafisah !" Obviously Abah was not provoked, he still spoke to the woman he loved with a gentle look.

"No Abah ... Breath will still be fine without marrying that man !" Her protest then clasped my hand as it corroborated .

"No dear, it won't happen .Believe the same umi !" Umi looked at me who had not since when these tears had dripped so much .

"I-I mean Abah did you say that ?" I said stamped . How could he say that bastard was the best for me, while he knew he was the one who had destroyed me all along . Is it really ,sehina I if it comes to the pair with her ?"

"Omong empty, don't talk weird again old man . Abah wants to make Nafis' sister die !" Zehra nyolot, usually if you are angry will call abah with the name Old man . "Don't listen to Nafis, 'Bah does like rada rada nyeleneh when you say !" add it then back to his online game.

Abah was seen sighing , looking at me with a gaze asking for understanding . I know, all this time Abah always wanted the best for her daughters .And for whatever reason, in all my life there was no decision Abah ever regretted . Everything is good and always good for my next life .

But for this one, I refused outright . Not like this, not like this . Abah may marry me to someone I do not love ,but I wouldn't want to marry the man who destroyed me and became the man I hate the most on this earth .

What would my paradise be like if this really happened .

"No parent wants his daughter married to the one who has ruined her !" Obviously while looking at me gently .

I threw away my face, not daring to look him in the eye. Unwilling to hear his further words because without guts, I am still sitting here waiting for destruction because there is no power to refute .For the first time I regret this myself for never refuting Abah's words.

"This past week Abah prayed istikharah. Abah knows it is hard for you, for Abah for all of us, but Allah has his own way and answers Abah but marry you !" He spoke with a voice asking for understanding. I wept hard and hugged the earth, hoping this fact was wrong , wishing abah joked by saying God wants me to be a fool with him . "Umi what Nafis is so contemptible that Allah wants Nafis to marry her !" Stare at me while tightening the embrace .

"No dear ...Not so .Don't you know, 'God always wants the best for his servant ? Don't be so bad to God. !" In the end the resigned tone sounded out from the mouth of umi .I know he has no chance to oppose Abah's decision .

"Don't listen to Nafis .Let's just run away from home .Tell that old man who married that goddamn demon !"Cetus Zehra, the girl is indeed a bar-bar . His words sometimes seem abnormal.

"Nafis understand 'Abah did this only for the sake of your kabbikan .Abah only speaks, but doesn't need your consent . Now, Maghrib Abah has arranged your marriage with her , That hope you are ready !"

Duars...

It felt like there was such a great blow to my heart. Now ? maghrib Ba'da ? .My brain suddenly slows down, time seems to stop .

"Now ? Ba'da Maghrib ?" I barely believe it . Umi just grabbed my head back then drowned it in her chest .I know he's trying to calm me down but, why can't this heart calm down .

I was crushed, devastated by the news and the very bitter truth for me to swallow . I don't, you wouldn't be happy if you had to marry a dog*an like .

"Umi Suru Nafis clean up to welcome her husband later . Abah has chosen a place to live for them . After Ishaa , Nafisah will be sent there to resolve the misunderstanding with her husband !" I collapsed, my body collapsed, my body trembled.this is too painful, very painful . I no longer hear the next word but ..

"I'm sorry Abah Nafis, to be honest all this is also hard for Abah !"Add it later while rubbing the top of my head, give a kiss before he passes.

Brakk. !!

"Basar tua Bangka,mutusin children's life as good as jidat . What kind of father are you, anyway I do not agree sister Nafis married to that bastard.I will take sister Nafis run away from here !" Amuk Zehra after previously breaking the table.

I don't know what's going on next .all is dark, all of a sudden, I don't know what to do .

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