Turning My Brother's Destiny into My Husband
CHAPTER 65 ~ Regretting ~

Radian woke up while holding his painful forehead. Look around the room that feels foreign to him. To his surprise and immediately turned his face when the man saw Camelia who was asleep without a thread covering her body.

Radian immediately grabbed the hotel blanket and covered the woman's body. Radian immediately got up from the bed and looked at his body. Radian shook his head as he looked at his own body that had taken off his shirt. The man grabbed his own hair tightly. Shaking his head was unwilling to accept his own thinking.

Nah! Nah! I didn't do anything. I didn't do anything to her, no! I will not betray my wife, Inner Radian.

The man immediately looked for his shirt that was thrown behind the table. Soon the man put on his shirt and left the hotel room. Although feeling not touching Camelia but the fact that the woman was sleeping beside her made Radian's mind become upset.

The man repeatedly, regretting himself who participated in enjoying the drink to finally make him drunk. As much as his mind's energy rejects the reality that is before him. Even to return to his office house, Radian looks moody.

"But! Where were you last night? I thought you were back home but why isn't it here. Stay at home, Bang?" ask Haris in wonder.

Radian was stunned, the man tried to forget the incident that morning. When he found her he fell asleep beside her. But it was asked by Haris. The man did not answer and went straight up to the top floor of the shop. Get in the bathroom to clean up.

So long bowed under the shower. The man shed tears. As hard as thinking what happened but still did not find the answer.

Nah! I think nothing happened. I don't remember anything. But what if I didn't realize I was doing it? Not remembering anything makes me worry. Maybe I really did it? Nah! I'm not gonna betray my wife, I'm not doing it Livia. I wouldn't want to do it other than with you, Inner Radian cried.

Repeatedly refused to believe she had done the deed with Camelia. But Radian his heart still hesitated because it did not remember anything. When he returned to his study, Radian was still pensive. And all that can make Radian talk is Mr. Arif.

"If only you hadn't come home first. If I had banned you from drinking at the time. If I had taken care of you that night, it wouldn't have happened. I'm sorry Radian. Forgive your mistake. You refused to leave, but I encouraged you to come with us. If only you hadn't come then. You are really sorry son, forgive me, Father," said Arif regretted while rubbing the back of Radian.

"Father is not wrong, I am wrong. I'm not being strict with myself. If only I had refused to drink more, I might not have drunk Sir. But in my heart I really want to get drunk because I can't forget my regrets about my wife's passing, sir. I just want to feel a little calm, sir. My head feels like it's going to break every time I remember his departure. I just want to take a break from my regrets, sir. But this is what I got, I made a mistake. How is this sir? What am I supposed to do? How am I going to meet Livia, while I'm the one who has tarnished our marriage" Radian said with tears streaming down.

Haris and Yanto, who wanted to greet them, approached. They actually felt astonished at the attitude of Radian who suddenly cried in front of Mr. Arif.

"We don't know what happened to Radian. We wait for Camelia's explanation" Arif said.

"He must have held me responsible sir. I can't, I don't want to betray my wife. I don't want to lose Livia sir. Parting with him dropped my life off feeling dead. What else if she knew I was doing this, Livia would hate me so much, sir. How can I make it back to me" Radian explained.

"I'm sorry Mr. Radian. You can't do anything, you can't give a solution. Right now just hope Camelia realizes her mistake and doesn't sue you" Arif said. 

A grandiose hope but that was all the father could say. He supports Radian back at his wife. Encouraging men to work more actively in order to catch up with their children and wives.

Suddenly Camelia came and immediately stood in front of the Radian workbench. The woman seemed to have been preparing to launch an attack so that Radian could not evade his responsibility.

...~ Connect ~...