Turning My Brother's Destiny into My Husband
CHAPTER 76 ~ Blank, Hamp and Dark ~

The servant allowed Radian to enter after obtaining permission from his employer. The man was very surprised to find out that the guest who was visiting Leana was Ezra. The two men stared at each other. The jaws of both are simultaneously stiffened. When he heard Radian coming, Ezra hoped that Leana would not accept the arrival of the man.

However, Ezra was finally disappointed that Leana still wanted to meet the man who had left her and married the other woman. While Radian who just found out that Leana's guest is Ezra was immediately shocked because he could not believe Leana still wanted to meet the man who had abused her.

The two men who both loved Livia were staring at each other with their minds. Radian who was astonished, Ezra still dared to meet Leana after what he did and Ezra who was curious for what else Radian came to see Leana after leaving Leana and marrying another woman.

What the hell is going on? Why did they meet? After what Ezra did to her, Livia should have hated him. What now is Livia receiving Ezra, no oh no. Do not let Livia finally receive Ezra, inner Radian is very worried.

Ezra who felt his relationship with Radian was not good finally decided to leave. It was impossible for him to stay in that place. With Radian's permission to see Leana shows that it's time he had to leave the house.

Stay Radian who stares with sadness the woman he loves. Radian misses Leana a lot. The man is desperate to hug his beloved wife but Radian doubts whether Leana still has the same feelings as him.

"I'm sorry to bother you" said Radian, finally opening his voice.

Leana who had been standing staring at Radian finally turned her face. The woman's heart still felt pain over Radian's decision to marry Camelia. Seeing Leana's attitude that turned her face made Radian's heart feel sore but he had to endure to get forgiveness from the woman he always missed.

"I'm .. I want to apologize" Radian said.

Stepping closer hesitantly finally stopped. Decided to get closer and then stopped again. It was obvious that the conflict in his heart was happening. Radian desperately wanted to get closer to Leana even desperately wanted to hug her but felt unsure Leana would accept. Radian understands Leana is hurt by her actions and her mistakes are too much.

"I already know what's going on. I saw the real photo. I just found out that Ezra was harassing you. I just found out that you guys weren't having an affair. I'm …."

Radian tried to come back closer and was fixated on looking into Leana's reddened eyes. It was as if to point out let alone all of those words being spoken. Why tell the truth because now it's too late. Radian has decided to marry Camelia. Like whatever Radian's regret statement is now, it's all meaningless.

Leana turned her face to hide her unstoppable tears. Radian's remorse is meaningless. The man had decided to marry another woman and that was unforgivable. An apology that is no longer useful. If Radian had not betrayed her by marrying Camelia, Leana happily forgave him and returned to him. However, now Leana feels that the man is no longer hers despite her apology.

"Livia, will you forgive me?" ask Radian.

The man finally approached and grabbed Leana's hand. However, the woman pulled her hand immediately.

"Livia?" tanya Radian was astonished by Leana's attitude that refused to be touched by him.

The woman just silently turned her face away. 

"Livia, I'm sorry–"

"I'm sorry Brother" said Leana then left.

"I know I was wrong! I beg you, I'm sorry Livia! Don't stay away from me. Don't run away from me. I beg Livia," said Radian in tears.

"Can't do it, brother! Now Camelia's sister! I can't be with Brother anymore" said Leana, unable to hold back her sobbing cries.

"Don't talk like Livia, I don't belong to Camelia. I just love you, I'm a khilaf. I was drunk to the point of not knowing .. but really Livia. In my heart, in my eyes it is you. Alcohol clouded my view. I thought he was you because I missed you. Being with him was a mistake. I didn't realize I was doing that with him. In my eyes there is only Livia. You're my real wife" Radian said, cupping his wife's face.

"But the truth is she's Big Brother's wife now

. I can't share love with her, I–"

"I don't share Livia's love! From the beginning until this moment I just love you. I have no love for him. My love is all for you Livia. I didn't love him, I never loved him" Radian said.

"But I can't Brother, the fact is that she's now Brother's wife. She is a girl, I am a girl too. I can feel the pain of a loved one being taken away. I don't want to feel guilty for her" Leana said.

"You're not wrong baby, you didn't snatch me from anyone. I'm yours, baby! I just want to be yours. I am your husband, you are still my wife. Livia, to me you are still my wife,. I don't want to part with you" said Radian with tears in his eyes.

The man is frustrated to convince Leana who still rejects him. Radian has no other way to prove his love for Leana. Soon the man buried his lips into Leana's lips. The woman was startled and retreated, with a face drenched in tears, Leana moved away from the place. Leaving the bowed Radian crying. Leana had rejected him, her heart ached.

Looking upstairs where Leana disappeared behind the wall. The man again bowed, but was disturbed when he heard the voice of Revano who had been able to say words even though not much. Radian stood behind the back porch door where several maids were sitting around on the ceramic floor. Radian smiled looking at his handsome son walking in whichever direction the servant called him. 

Throw the ball and take it back. Radian couldn't stand to get close to his son. Sit cross-legged on the ceramic floor of the back porch. A waiter pointed for Revano to walk towards his papa. The boy obediently walked towards the smiling man stretching out his hands.

As soon as he arrived, Radian immediately hugged the child. There was a happy laughter of the man but it did not coincide with the expression on his face. The lowered radian looked at his son who was sitting on his lap. Laughter was heard but she shed tears. The smiles of the expanding servants instantly disappeared. They looked at each other, when they saw the clear circle flowing through his nose pointed.

The bowed servants could not afford to stare at the sight before them. Radian seemed to be indifferent to the tears that were dripping was seen by the servants. Without realizing it, it was not just the waiter who stared at the sight. Leana who decided to go back to see him did not have the heart to see the sad sight.

Radian's laughter sounded hoarse, but he didn't want to cover it up. Fun talking to his son. No matter the surroundings, just assume this world belongs to the two of them.

"Huge fast, son! Let me take care of my mom and sister. If Papa's not around, Reno has to take care of them!" said Radian then kissed the top of the boy's hair for so long.

There was the sound of her crying being held back. Radian immediately handed his son over to his baby sitter. Radian stepped out in haste carrying his cry that he had been painstakingly holding back.

Radian stepped in an indeterminate direction, his gaze blank, his mind empty. I don't know what he was thinking, just walking across the street. No matter the car driving towards him. It was all he felt now empty, hollow and dark.

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