Turning My Brother's Destiny into My Husband
CHAPTER 71 ~ Sorry ~

Radian stared at Leana's ring that the woman had returned. I couldn't look at the ring for longer. The man grasped it firmly and then bowed down to lay his face on the simple desk in his room.

Camelia who had just finished changing her clothes rubbed her husband's back. Radian was startled and immediately woke up from feeling a touch on his back. Immediately stood up from her seat and stared at Camelia sharply.

"Big brother why?" ask Camelia.

"Don't do that again!" radian Benthic.

"What can't I do?" camelia asked, getting closer.

"Close and touch me–"

"Why can't it? Radian's brother is my husband. I'm legitimately a Sister's wife, why can't I approach Brother?" camelia asked with an annoyed look mixed with sadness.

"I don't think of you as my wife. You want me to take responsibility for your pregnancy, so you don't feel ashamed. But I .. can't think of you as a wife. I only had a wife, as long as it was just that one. So don't force me to be your husband" Radian explained and immediately wanted to step outside the room.

"But he has left you! He doesn't love you that much. She's not willing to sacrifice sharing love to stay with you–"

"It is precisely because he loves me too much that he cannot share love. Nah! I don't share love! I don't share love with anyone. My love is whole to her, even if I don't love you. I don't share love with anyone, you understand that? My love is only for my wife. I just love my wife–"

"But I'm your wife, I'm your wife now. She has left you, she is no longer your wife" Camelia said.

The woman tried to persuade Radian and remind him of their marital status.

"I didn't marry you to be my wife. But because of your request in the name of the pregnancy. If ... the boy is my son. I won't avoid admitting it. I'll be responsible for him. But you, still will never be my wife–"

"NO! I DON'T ACCEPT IT! YOU'RE EVIL! YOU'RE SELFISH! You used to ask me to stay away from Leana. After all your wishes come true, you just leave me. I didn't think there was a man as bad as you!" camelia said loudly.

Making Shanty and Monica even hear their quarrel. They were flabbergasted to hear the way Camelia called Radian impolitely. But it seems like Radian doesn't care. For him it would have been preferable if Camelia had been rude to him rather than being spoiled. The call of Camelia's sister made her nauseous.

"I'm sorry! I'm so sorry that day I asked you for help because it turned out .. it was all in vain, as I avoided it I still loved him. No matter how much I try to avoid it, my heart still leads to it. Your help means nothing at all. Just got me tied to a forced relationship. I'm sorry! It turns out you took my request for help seriously. But you should know after that, I .. can't love any woman other than my wife!" said Radian wanted to pass from that room.

"But he doesn't love you anymore! He's already left you. At least he doesn't want to keep you. He's evil! After leaving you, he still rules you. He's evil! He's selfish–"

"CLOSED MOUTH! Again I hear you vilify my wife. I divorced you! I've done my job to cover your disgrace. I've helped you so that the child in your womb can be registered as a result of a marriage. But that doesn't mean you can just coerce me into being your husband–"

"Sir Radian is evil, just want to be good!" camelia said softened and her facial expression sobbed.

"I don't even feel anything. How good would you be? You think I'm lusting after you? As long as I realize I won't be interested in you–"

"Bad brother–"

"I'm sorry! But love cannot be forced. I've loved her since I started to feel love. Until now .. I still love him. I will love him forever. I still love him when he dies. I can't accept another woman in my heart, so .. don't expect this household to run like any other normal household. You're just going to suffer from forcing people who don't love you to stay by your side" Radian explained, taking a pillow and taking it out of the room.

What Radian said was no lie. The man still loves Leana, who is Livia, even though she knows Livia is dead. Keep shutting yourself completely to other girls. Though each time gazing at the tree in the back garden it reminds me of Livia who was gone. But Radian's love remains awake until he meets Leana.

Camelia looked down in tears. Since the beginning Radian has stated that he cannot accept his love but he still forced himself. Camelia thinks that Radian and Leana are living apart, easily turning Radian's love towards her. Coupled with the condition of her who was pregnant, Camelia hoped there was a sense arising in Radian, if the man imagined their lovemaking in the hotel.

Camelia doesn't know, Radian has loved Leana ever since the man knew her as Livia, her half-sister. Camelia does not know, Radian still loves Livia despite being declared dead. Parting like this does not reduce Radian's love for his first love.

"There's a guest, Mr. Madam. Ezra's coming" said a waiter.

Leana breathed a heavy breath. Although the moment of sadness should be accompanied by someone but found Ezra coming to meet, Leana actually felt the burden.

Why did Brother Ezra suddenly come? Does he know about Radian's wedding? What'd you like for Ezra to come here? leana asked in her heart.

Although reluctant to meet, Leana still steps to meet Ezra in the living room. The man was looking at a painting of Shanty's family and his children. Leana didn't even intend to take down the painting. Only now had his father and mother's paintings also been plastered on the other side.

Ezra turned his head as he felt Leana's presence. The man smiled, although he looked hesitant. Since the incident at Leana's office, Ezra has never appeared in front of the woman again. In addition to feeling guilty, he himself felt the need to organize his own heart.

"Sorry! My arrival may be bothering you" said Ezra, starting the conversation.

Leana just smiled then stepped towards the guest chair. Ezra looked at Leana, especially the woman's belly that had grown bigger. Leana let Ezra sit down, the man took a seat next to Leana. The woman did not expect Ezra to sit next to her.

"I'm sorry for what I did to you at the time. Many times I've wanted to come here to apologize to you but .. I think .. don't see my face you like better than hearing my apology" Ezra said with a sad look.

Leana just looked down, somehow she had to behave. What Ezra says is not all wrong. Meeting him was a burden to him. Not wanting to blame Ezra but still what the man did made Radian misunderstand until finally decided to leave him.

But Leana couldn't blame Ezra completely either. Ezra doesn't even know that his behavior benefits Camelia from destroying her household. And if the Radians had more faith in him, any slander would have no effect on their household. Leana feels Radian's great love is not accompanied by a sense of trust that is not big enough.

"Why not answer? Did you not accept my apology?" ezra asked with a sad face.

Leana bowed while smiling faintly. "Why should you answer? Isn't it now that I'm willing to meet with Brother?" leana asked back.

"But I still feel guilty about you. You want to see me because of the kindness of your heart. You don't like to hurt or disappoint people. While my mistake was different. You can't forgive me, can you?" obviously Ezra.

"What did you mean by coming here?" leana asked to switch the conversation.

Ezra bowed, the man realized Leana still could not forgive him.

"I heard Radian got married again? Is that true?" ask Ezra.

Leana was shocked, the thing she really wanted to forget was actually reminded back by Ezra. The woman's tears were immediately unbearable. For some reason in front of Ezra, the woman became very weak. Like a brother complaining to his brother. Ezra grabbed Leana's nape and buried her into the chest of the male field.

Unwittingly the incident when in SMP it crossed back. Although not asked, Ezra always provides his chest for a place to cry for Leana and strangely that attitude does not make Leana objection at all in the past or the present.

Ezra hugged Leana, and let the woman cry. While he rubbed the woman's back and stroked her hair.

This is all you need from me. From long ago until now, just my chest, where you cried. While love, only you expect from Radian, inner Ezra.

Ezra hugged Leana even tighter, making her cry even more so until her body shook. Ezra could feel Leana's sadness. The man understood how Leana felt. The woman tried her hardest to maintain her marriage.

She still loves her husband despite being separated for so long. But unexpectedly, the man she loved so much betrayed their love and marriage. Leana didn't realize she wasn't crying herself. Ezra also cried for his love that never got a welcome.

...~ Connect ~...