Why Should I ?
School holidays

Nadira POV

tok tok tok tok

Kin, please open the door. I'm gonna get some clothes, I'm gonna work "

"Aci ......"

It's been half an hour maybe I heard you say that word over and over again. He only stopped a few minutes ago, repeating the same words. I never use harsh words or high notes, to talk to Mama. Yes always say everything softly . I never knew how Dad would feel if you ignored him. I never knew at all, I just always guessed it, wondering and always guessing from the look in my eyes.

Ah, forget! I don't want to think badly of Mama, someone who has contributed to my life . Well even though, we often fight, get angry, fight. But still she was the woman who had risked her life for me, to introduce me to the world and to give birth to me.

I tried to refrain from approaching my father. I tried to let her calm down in her way, reconciling her heart with her path. If my mother is a love that does not escape her prayers. I'm sure if someday, my mama will melt and turn to love her.

But, I noticed the longer I couldn't bear to see it. The clock is rolling faster, meaning less time for dad to get ready for work. And, Mama was still deep in her dreamland and didn't bully me at all.

"dad this shirt has Nadira ironing.dad want to go to work right "

"huh, fortunately there are clothes that are still outside ...

yes, I went to work first, brother "

Heh, still dad thinks of me as his little princess.he always caresses my hair, rubs it smooth even sincerely. believe me no? I have never felt the same from my mother since I was a child until now.

"Father be careful yeah, don't forget to eat . The rest of the father's salary money, to make the father's body fatter ,hihi"

I tried to tease Dad, make him laugh before he went out to make a living. A little exploding and whispering a jail in his ear .and succeeded! dad laughed at hearing it .

Just try if mom, want to understand and listen to his heart. I'm sure Mama won't need much time to fall in love with you. But unfortunately, it was blind, oh not mama could see but her eyes were closed .Mama is far concerned with her momentary love, that love because of lust.

"Dir, have you started school? "

A voice I was very familiar with, suddenly startled me from behind. I looked at her face that did not look like she had just woken up. She Mama has been very neat and beautiful make up her is also full of clothes already changed.

"mama wasn't she asleep? "

"daddy came to the door from earlier loh mah . and mama did not answer him at all ! why ma?"

"let's just say, why are you so happy to interfere in the affairs of parents ?"

"loh, that's not so much, he just pity me for you."

"already.you just want to look for a storm with mama....

wake up your sisters ! later anterin them school, mama no business !"

I am lazy to answer it . Let it go ! mama assumes what she wants. With everything that makes him feel like he's winning.

I noticed her footsteps, the further away she disappeared from the eyes. Funny, I think my mom is feeling puberty for the umpteenth time.

"Already ! just tell me, I'll take care of the adek-adek !"

kuayun steps me away from the terrace of the house . Whistling though incompatible with conscience .

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"Sir, you wait here, you learn the cool ! can't be naughty !"

"iya sister. But I promise you you can't go home.don't get rich mama "

"emmbhs ? mom likes to leave lena alone ?"

"yes, brother ."

"yes already yes already, alena is already great should dare dong . maybe mama there is a very important business, so forced to leave lena ....

yes, I promise I will stay here! Lena's in class "

I rubbed my little brother's forehead . He was excited to hear my words .he ran without burden, approaching his friends who had been waiting for him .