Why Should I ?
Self Change

Time keeps rolling, the day is getting faster. Month by month has passed. With the persistence of Rama, with the power of prayer in the third of the night, Rama managed to raise money to make the princess happy.

Now, Rama has returned to work with a large salary. He maintains a chicken farm in his hometown. In fact, he is willing to help Rama to realize Nadira's dream. Perhaps, this being the way of God, this was the beginning of the happiness that Rama had always been waiting for. Maybe maybe.....

Meanwhile, Nadira has started to focus on the learning he got. Of all the drama that approached before, making Nadira's passion more real. He wants his dream to be truly achieved, not just limited to wishful thinking.

"Lady..."

"Enek opo, le ?"

"Hugely...."

Rama began to spit. He was like a child who was seducing the mother. Since the incident first, Rama slowly showed a big change. He cares so much about Mom. He is no longer stubborn. In fact, he was very obedient and very affectionate towards his mother.

"What are you doing to le ?"

Mother touched Rama's forehead. Examine him, out of astonishment at the attitude of his eldest son.

"Yes...Mother ! Rama's healthy mom."

"Keep ?"

Rama grimaced as soon as Mother looked at him in wonder. The man, straightened his body, then took a deep breath. He wanted to say something, but still paused with embarrassment.

"Cock even a smile ? Kowe payjian yo ?"

Mother began to guess the origin because Rama continued to stall the conversation. The man did not immediately reveal what he was going through. Her spirit, like a teenage boy in love, but difficulty to express it. More precisely, Rama was misbehaving because of his own thoughts.

"It's not a buk."

Rama is back.

"Keep why ? Talk to Mom quickly ! Kowe iki, what a joy to make you curious."

"Try to see this Mom !"

Rama showed his cell phone to Mom. Inside the screen that was burning, there was a picture of a woman who was quite beautiful. Even more beautiful than Kinanti.

His face is clean white, matching the makeup polish is quite thick. His eyebrows were made sharp, his lips were dazzling red.

Mother looked at him with jelly, then she squinted her eyes. Before the end, Mom threw away her face and reluctantly stared at Rama's phone.

"I'm sopo Ram ?"

"This is what Rama wants to know to Mom. Beautiful, isn't she ?"

She looked at Rama deeply. In the eyes of his son was a line of happiness. He began to hope big on the face of the woman he had just shown to Mother.

As can not bear to say, Mother is still busy preparing the right sentence to advise Rama. I know, maybe this is one of the ways Rama restored his heart. He also knows, Rama is still trying to forget Kinanti until this moment.

"Son..."

Mother rubbed Rama's head, then went down to his shoulders. He still looks faithfully at the child's sad face. I hope Rama understands what he is going to say.

"What's le ?"

"Karina Ma'am. Beautiful, is it mom ?"

"Kowe knows where le ?"

"Facebook book."

"Opo kui ?"

"Social media book. By mobile."

Mother nodded in understanding.

"Not e Mother the value of appearance e yes le. But, I don't like it much. Her makeup...opo kowe sure iso sufficed ? Her clothes, look le, I'm open once. Not polite !"

This time, replace the downed Rama. He is still faithful to observe the image of a beautiful face that makes him tempted. Her sweet smile is so charming. With thin lips and a mole next to his cheek really makes every pair of eyes tempted men once looked.

"Physical beauty, does not guarantee her beautiful heart le. Kowe never failed to marry, so kowe wes nduwe stock. Nduwe sangu made another big decision. Please, Grandma Rama marry again, I will be the soul mate of Rama to death."

She rubbed Rama's back gently. His fingers were loving, although there were already many wrinkles that were unable to hide his old age.

"But all mothers return to Rama. After all, Rama to si undergo ..."

The smile was pure. His gentle rubbing was still faithful. True, holy love belongs only to parents to their children. No matter how bad his son is. No matter how many mistakes your child makes. Parents will continue to show their love to their children.

Rama did not speak. Silence was singing again in the ears of the two. The tiny fingers, keep pressing the phone screen, without a clear purpose. His face was grim, missing the cheerfulness that had coloured earlier. Apparently, Rama is a figure who easily anchors the heart to women. It's easy to fall in love, but it's hard to let go.

"Rama wes eat ?"

Mom tried to divert the conversation. He does not want the harmony that has just been established for several months is again damaged just because of women's affairs. The quarrel that had occurred, was enough to make him realize how important the meaning of mutual acceptance and understanding.

"If you don't like it, Rama will end it."

Mother dumbfounded. He could not believe that his eldest son could think so clearly. The man seemed to be carving smiles at both corners of his lips. Although there was a line of disappointment, he seemed more legowo accept the reality that existed at that time.

Rama, kowe really changed le

Yep. I couldn't bear the crying of her day. In the midst of a smile that signified his pride, he shed tears. Instantly, he grabbed Rama's body and clenched it tightly. Without saying anything, but it is clear how he is very proud of the change in his son's attitude.

"Thank you, le. Thanksmeme it...

Kowe's changed now. Little Rama Mother wes back. Mother's son obedient and loving wes balek.. Thanks le"

"Mother, whatever will make Mom and Nadira happy, Rama will do ma'am."

Mother nodded meaningfully. He was sure that his son had met his identity. Although Rama still difficult to let go of love, but he can think of all with a cold head. No more emotions running. No more looming ego, crashing all the destiny that has happened.

My heart hurts, though. I almost made a mistake, I already loved Karina, although not as much as my love for Kinanti. Her beautiful paras really make me so easily captivated. But, after I thought 2 times, what can I rely on to maintain the beauty of the face. Let alone for him, for myself alone there is still a lot of lack. Thank you, I have been patient until I return to my true self. This is me, this is where I come from, and this is how I am. ~Rama

I understand, you're learning to love Mom son. I understand, you're having trouble taking that woman off.

Son, forgive your mother. I don't want to see you happy, I'm just afraid you're hurt a second time. ~Mother

First time after decades Mother smiled since Rama. It was not about what his son was able to give, but the greatness of his heart that he had never found before. Sincerity, which so involved him.

After the death of her husband, Mother was not attentive. His two children live far apart from him, only a cell phone and sometimes his nephew who is able to be a silent singer who sings cheerfully throughout the day.

Perhaps the farewell of Rama and Kinanti that left a wound, finally met the blessing that Rama and Mother had never before obtained.