Why Should I ?
He's your father !

"Sister ?"

Kinanti knocked on Nadira's room door which she did not close tightly. The girl, still standing in front of the window, stared outside with an erratic look. He was still sad, even though the day went further than the day of the death of Wati's grandmother.

"Yes ma, just come in."

Kinanti smiled faintly, then stepped foot into Nadira's room. He sat on the bed, staring fixedly at the slender back of his daughter.

"So, you're going back to Daddy's this afternoon ?"

"So ma. Why ?"

"There's something you want to talk about, son, before you go."

"Talk ma. Nadira must have listened."

However, Kinanti did not want to talk about it herself. He said he would talk, with Nadira and someone in the living room. Nadira was stunned to hear the statement of the mother.as important as what the conversation was, until Nadira had to meet others to witness their conversation.

With hesitant steps, Nadira walked down the hallway, which separated room one into room another. His foot swing was slow, his ears pulling on the voices of people he was trying to recognize before his eyes looked at the face of someone Kinanti said.

Silent....

As if there was no one in the house but him. There's no talk of anything. In fact, the screams of Allena and Kevin instantly disappeared from his hearing.

Nadira's curiosity led her steps to walk faster. Now, he was standing in the corner of the living room. Stand up, with a view that can not be separated on one figure.

His legs stopped, his mouth gaping, his eyes spinning in disbelief. That guy ? The man who once hurt his heart, in a way that he could not erase. The man who destroyed all the memories. The man who once took away the happiness he always asked the Khalik.

"Why should there be him ma ma ?" Ketus Nadira's. Everyone looks towards him. Including Abbas and Santi. While Wulan, it didn't seem to be there. Maybe he was playing with his two brothers.

"Speak politely Nadira !" Kinanti Sent.

"Why should I be courteous to the man who has already scratched the wound in my father's heart ? What is ma ?"

"That's what your father taught you there ? ha ! away from Mama for years instead of being able to realize, this is even more insolent !"

"So, mama told me to come here, seduce and pretend to love me, because this man ma ? Why ? Mama wants to tell me you want to marry her ? is it ma ?"

"Madira !"

Plakk

A hard slap landed on Nadira's cheek. Kinanti was truly enraged by what Nadira said. His face flushed red, his eyes staring sharply full of anger. I don't know why Nadira was so brave to say that in front of Abbas and the others. Or maybe, because the wound he saved was too painful to be alone.

"Winning ! What are you doing !"

Santi and Abbas stood together. Both rejected Kinanti's harsh treatment of Nadira. The divorce that separated them was enough to hurt his children, Kinanti should not be excessive as it was in response to the rejection from the princess. Nadira is still a girl, who can not think with adults. At a young age, it is too early to accept all the real circumstances.

"Nadira has missed the bus ! He should be more polite to you."

"Why does my mom force me to be good to the same people who are already evil as Nadira ma ? Why ? Why didn't Mama force him to admit his outrageous mistake ? Why should I ? Why should Nadira be blamed ? Why ?"

Like letting out all the disappointments he had been saving, Nadira really threw out all the sentences that made him cry sobbing. He cried, as if blood was flowing profusely. It hints at how broken the heart, melted the soul.

Santi's mother who heard that, could not help but cry. He knows all the stories that happened in that house, even who Nadira really is. While Kinanti, she doesn't care about that. He ignored his daughter's conscience. He grumbled in his anger. He still forced Nadira to be polite to Abbas. Till....

"Kinan !"

Deg ! Like being struck by lightning, Nadira was surprised to hear Kinanti's statement. His heart was jolted violently, his heart was beating faster. Nadira did not believe it at all, but there was a strange feeling that he could not digest.

"So crazy mama with the man, to the point that mama could say such trashy things as Nadira. Rama's father, is Nadira's real father ! Until whenever !"

Nadira did not want to argue with Kinanti any longer. Everything that had happened, was already quite painful for Nadira. He ran to his room, but Kinanti was still not satisfied with the response Nadira gave. He followed where Nadira's footsteps were.

"Why else did you follow me ma ma ?"

"You must trust Dir ! Abbas is your real father !"

"If he's Nadira's real father, why do you say now ? Where were eighteen years ago ?"

"Dira, why the hell are you so hard at just talking well ? Now, it's up to you ! Believe it or not, Abbas is still your real father !"

Nadira dragged his steps faster. He no longer paid attention to the cry of Kinanti who called out her name in a high tone. To him, everything was more than disappointing. Nadira can not think clearly anymore, he seemed to be being played by the situation.

With a cry that could not be held, Nadira packed all her belongings. Putting it quickly into that mini suitcase a few days ago, he brought it to the house.

his mind is upset, Nadira just wants to go home soon to meet his father, Rama. A man who cannot be replaced by any one of his positions. Even if what Kinanti said was the truth, Nadira would not change the feelings that had grown naturally in her. He will always and will continue to love Rama, more than unfortunately to those who never expected his presence.

When she finished, Nadira immediately came out of the room. He carried his bag at a quick pace. Get out, and get away from the house.

"Where are you going, son ?" Abbas approached, making Nadira go further because he was reluctant to get close to the person who had destroyed all his dreams.

"Where are you going ?" Repeated Santi's Mother.

"Sorry aunt, Nadira should be home soon."

"Rome ? This is your house Dir."

"Now, this house is not Nadira's place to go home aunty. Sorry, but Nadira is always disappointed here. Nadira playing Allena and Kevin Tan. Give my darling greetings to them." Nadira says it with tears.

A new Kinanti came from inside her room, pulling Nadira's arm to hold her step.

"Sister, I'm sorry mom.."

"Mama must remember, Nadira always forgives mama's mistakes." said Nadira.

"Stay here, brother. "

"What for ma ? Didn't you expect Nadira's presence ?"

Instantly Kinanti mute. He had hated Nadira's presence, but after Abbas asked about the whereabouts of the baby he had rejected, Kinanti tried to soften with Nadira.

"Nadira..."

"Don't come any closer ! Until whenever, you are the one who destroyed all my dreams !"

Nadira's decision is unanimous. He stepped out and walked quickly. There is nothing else he needs to regret about his second departure, other than Kevin and Allena.