Why Should I ?

Why Should I ?
meet Nadira


This is the second day Rama separated his bed and stayed away with his wife . The woman he loved so much, but dearly could not return his feelings .


Going back to the past, everything that happened was just a coincidence . The accidents that exist, the mistakes that Kinan committed, and the stupidity that Abbas committed are the beginning where the suffering of both begins .


The absence of choice made Rama excited because he was able to have the adoration of his heart, but behind it all would be a heart that had to pretend to cover up his own disgrace .


Rama always thought if everything would fit his estimate . Gradually, the woman will love him and both will live happily .


But wishful thinking remains wishful thinking, shadow remains a shadow . and dream forever a flower of sleep .


The taste that Rama had was only torturing his own inner self . While Kinanti, also had to fall into the pretense that had already started . because in fact, until the seconds turned into decades, Love was not present in his heart .


If it's in value from the outside, maybe Rama suffers more . His love clapped one hand, His wife greatly constrained him, as well as his own in-laws and parents .


But, if our eyes want to open more observant again, Kinan was tormented, he must remain willing to stay, even pretend love to people he did not expect at all .


Now, perhaps separation is the best way, opening happiness to both, becoming the end of all the suffering that had stopped .


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"Ram, spit . Arya's been waiting for that lo ."


The middle-aged woman was heard screaming in front of the door of Rama's room .


"Yes ma'am, back up again "


Rama called Arya this morning . He asked to be escorted to the house of Dira's adoptive mother to meet his eldest girl .


Previously, she did not tell Nadira if she and her mother would be separated . He was afraid that the girl would come to bear problems that he should not have .


"Mom, Rama go first yeah . Ariston ..."


"Wa'alaikum hail...


Arya drives her bike at medium speed . Along the way, Rama just kicked a rhythm of cheerfulness . As if forgotten by yesterday, the tub is losing memory and can begin to grow in a new place .


"Already until Ar . this is his house, , ,"


Indeed, Arya had been confused with the behavior of Rama this time .Like a teenager who wants to see his girlfriend . Rama is like a boy .


tok tok tok tok


"Assynogaic"


There has been no 5 seconds, Rama has repeated the beat and greetings . Perhaps, he was indeed really impatient to meet his daughter . a liver medicine for the next life .


"Wa'alaikum hail...."


The voice of the returning girl made Rama smile .


Slowly the door began to open, behind it, appeared the girl with a black veil . His face, as if shocked as if in disbelief as to what he was looking at .


"Dad ?"


That hug he also moaned . His cries broke instantly, as did Rama . The longing that they had endured for months, was finally channeled as well .


Nadira, very happy with the surprise that Rama gave . Until he realized there was Arya there .


After feeling enough, he invited the two men in, then introduced them to his adoptive parents . Not spared on Anisa and her sisters there .


Crying and laughter color the story both . There are tears that some days Nadira had hidden, finally flowing profusely also on her cheeks .


Her tears broke again when Rama apologized to her for not being able to be a good father to her and her sisters, and also not being able to maintain the integrity of their family .