Why Should I ?
Mother's sincerity

Rama has now arrived again in his hometown . He had also reached the house where he was raised . Home of a woman who deeply regrets the pain of Rama, a woman whose sincere love exceeds her love for herself . The woman, who had always missed her children gathered in that house . A house that is aging but very sturdy .

"So, your wife rejected you ?"

Mother started to open the chat after it was felt Rama had enough rest . He seemed to not care if indeed Rama returned to Kinanti . Putting on a legowo face and not showing any sense of regret .

"Rama hasn't gotten there buk . Already met RT sir, Rama is forbidden ."

I just smiled . He had actually heard this story from Nurin . Even more complete and very clear .

"then ? how do you want ?"

Rama had looked at his mother's face full of question marks . He was long silent on every stripe of the mother's face . The look on her face is getting old and it is time for the children she gave birth to take care of and give her things she likes .

"Rama follow Kinan's wishes. How about it again. Rama's efforts are more than enough for the defense of the Rama household . Now, it's hard time for Rama to give up ."

"It's good that you can think that ."

Mother again played her spoon with rice and vegetables on her plate . He enjoyed dinner with a menu that was very fond of Rama before he married .

"thud ?"

Rama closed the spoon . There were still a few more rice spoons waiting for him to spend there . But, the man was instead interested in looking at his mother's face without pause .

"Yes ?"

The two eyes are clashing against each other . Describe the contents of each heart and mind .

"Are you happy with Rama's divorce ? are you satisfied ?"

The gaze did not move from the source of the voice that seemed to be grabbing his heart . One sentence that tore his wound . Draining out every word for him to prepare for more peace received Rama .

" Kid , please ,

a mother no one is happy to see the suffering of her children .Want as bad as his son . So does mother, in the heart of the deepest mother . There's not a single shred of desire to get you divorced . If indeed you are happy with someone, who even though the person does not like the mother, the mother will definitely rewind the sense of the mother's ego . With the happiness that you feel, I am happy son . . .

But if for your case now, I think you're an adult to judge ."

Mom closed the spoon . Either because he was already full, or was heartbroken by the question Rama asked . What was clear, finished saying such a gentle thing, he immediately moved on and cleaned up his former meal .

Rama is still shackled by his mother's long words . He never thought, if what he did all with himself . Who had not appreciated her at all .

"Whatever love I confess cannot match a mother's sincere love for her children even without recognition .

If many say my love only hunts lust and a big ego to have, apparently it is true . And foolishly, I still hold firmly my aimless firmness . . .

This time, I am very aware of this, do not know how later and tomorrow . . .

I am a volatile soul, even a second from now my thinking is still often fickle ." ~Rama