Why Should I ?
Family dispute

"What's different about Nadira ? Why do you hate him so much ? You gave birth to her too, didn't you ?"

Santi's mother who accidentally flashed and heard Kinanti's anger immediately opened her voice. He asks about the attitude of Kinanti that distinguishes Nadira, his first child. A child born from a forbidden relationship between himself and Abbas.

"I also love Nadira. What do you know about educating children ? Mbak has never known how to educate girls so as not to neko-neko !"

"So, even though you have given birth to her, you most understand how to educate her ? You know how your daughter feels ? You got it ?"

Kinanti was silent, her heart indeed admitted how much she disliked when she saw Nadira. The girl did not have anything wrong with her, but when she was pregnant, everything changed. The path of suffering began to open wide. Chaos began to occur. And again, he was forced to marry Rama, a man he saw was very unattractive.

"Stupid !"

Kinanti is really stupid. If he wants to hate, he should leave that feeling to Abbas. Men b e j a t it is necessary to hate. Not Nadira, he was just a child born without sin. He was a victim of his parents' mistakes. And grew up with a burden that stifled his chest.

"Why do you keep quiet, Kinan ? Nadira's birth, it's because of your own stupidity, why don't you like it ? Everything he did was wrong in your eyes ?"

"Nadira is indeed the time to be educated to be more disciplined and polite to parents Mbak ! "

"Have you thought about that sentence ? You've been like that since Nadira was born, you haven't forgotten memories ?"

"If there were no Nadira, I wouldn't be as miserable right now ! He was the beginning of all the bad things that happened in my life !" The Kinanti's anger has peaked. He emphasized every word that came out of his mouth. Expressing hatred that is easily smelled by people around.

"He ? " Santi's round eyes are perfectly rounded. Staring at Kinanti with an unhappy look. "All your fault and men b a j i n g a n that's Kinan ! If you don't....."

"Already ! already ! It's all happened, what's with you guys noisily going back to what it used to be ?"

Wulan's brother began to be disturbed by the commotion of Kinanti and Santi. The voices of the two siblings echoed throughout the corner of the room, until it was completely clear from Wulan's room.

"You guys, you really want mommy to die, huh ? "

The silent atmosphere greeted, though not yet satisfied with the word throw. Ms. Wati who started crying had sat her body back down. Hearing the voices clashing in front of him made him limp. His heart rate is beating faster. Anger Santi, he never expected from the beginning. His second son who seemed silent, although often defended Rama. Santi's mother rarely vented what she felt. She was also never as angry now when Ms. Wati forced her to part with her husband first.

Mbak Wulan who feels proud because he managed to make the house back quiet, re-twisting the body and stepped into the room. The stomping of his feet sounded rough, his babbling voice was still loud in the ears of the three women who were guessing with their dreams.

"I don't understand Kin, what exactly are you after ! Your heart is dead !"

With an increasingly piled up annoyance, Santi's mother moved from the dining room.

He went into the room to pick up his phone and his bag. Not long after, he went back out of the room and left without excuse.

Meanwhile, Kinanti and Bu Wati who were still living in the dining room threw eyes at each other. The gazes of the two were still fierce, like an enemy ready to fight back.

Allena pulled Kinanti's arm from the side. His voice was slow, like holding back a cry. Maybe he did not understand what he heard, but he could feel the discomfort and fear of hearing loud voices that were simple.

"Yes, son, I'll take a bag for a second."

Kinanti got up from the chair to reach for the bag she had placed in the tv cabinet.

Just like Santi's mother, he stepped out of the house without permission, even if just a pleasantries with Wati's mother.

No vehicle can ease Kinanti's footsteps. He continued to move his feet even though the distance was far enough. Many public transport alternately stopped beside her, but she just shook her head and stepped back in her arms with Allena.

Usually, he always invites his youngest daughter to joke in the street. But not this time. He just kept silent with an annoyed face. Every now and then, Kinan was heard breathing heavily, not because he was tired, but because of the life he was living.

He felt like he wanted to scream. However, it is still controlled because of the traffic around people who will definitely assume his has gone crazy.

After arriving, Kinanti lowered Allena from the sling. Let the little princess play in the garden beside the canteen. A lot of kids look at it. Not even a few of them who often approach Allena and invite him to play.

At first, Lena looked timid. However, after often understanding, he felt comfortable and happy to play with them. Therefore, every time she heard the bell go off, Allena immediately whined and cried. He asked to join the student who he considered his new friends.

"Allena, don't make your mama angry ! You know, mama's busy right now."

"But ma...."

"Are you sitting down, or is mommy angry ?"

Kinanti raised her voice. Flinch at Allena with one sentence. The little princess ducked, hiding the tears that began to drip down her cheeks.

Kinanti did not care that, she was again busy with her work. Although the owner of the canteen gave her time to gently persuade Allena, Kinan easily hurt her little daughter. He knew, Allena turned away from before him in disappointment. The impact he equipped with the threat was quite sharp hurt Allena's heart. Stupidly, Kinanti was indifferent to her daughter's feelings.

"Kin, poor Lena. You shut him down first." The owner of the canteen was concerned about Allena. He constantly rubbed his face, although there was no sound of crying.

"Leave it buk. He will also be quiet himself. Allena was just as rich her brother, crybaby. "

"Just hug once, Lena must understand Kin."

"Sorry ma'am, my goal is to come here to work. So, my business and my mother's only limited to work. Lena that's my responsibility."

Kinanti is a very stubborn woman. It's very difficult to advise, by whoever it is. His heart was hard, and so was his attitude. Not a few people who initially pity, but ended up upset because of Kinan's arbitrary answer.