Why Should I ?
Returnees

" where are you going to Ram ? "

the voice asked in a sad tone that stopped the activities of Rama's hand . although he did not turn to the source of the voice, but he knew if his mother had cried behind him .

"Want to cost ma'am ."

"don't you feel sorry for Ram's mother ?"

"Nurin will also rarely go home, mbok yes you are here aja nemenin mother ."

"sorry Rama buk, but this is also for our good."

Kinanti comes to both of them, she does not want Rama to be affected by her mother's tears . He quickly said that he really did not feel at home in that house .

And again, Rama just stood there. He did not have the courage to shout so that Kinanti would no longer speak .

If he wants to be honest, actually his heart is very broken and sick to see his mother feel left out in front of him .But back again, he would only cause new trouble if he defended his mother .

With a heavy heart, but he still looks strong in the eyes of his three children . Likewise, when he refused clearly the whimper of his mother and also his eldest daughter .they asked, to stay in the old house .

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"sister, the sister who rented her room yesterday, is still available? "

Kinanti broke the silence between them . With an irregular breath, they took shelter under the terminal fringe tree .

Nadira stared in wonder at Kinanti, he was able to imagine a small room jjka that his friends rented would they occupy the five .

"do not look at it . Mama just wants you to stay there . Your father, mother and sisters will return to Surabaya "

His tone did not show the slightest sadness .'heh, it seems like mama had arranged this before' that was the sentence Nadira had thought of .

Nadira looked down again, he wiggled his hanging legs because the place he was sitting in was too high .

There was no answer, as if he had mentally prepared not to be surprised by the stability of his mother .

"Sir ..."

Nadira tried to smile on top of the implied disappointment . He was indeed upset by Kinanti's immature decision . Age cannot guarantee a person's mindset and behavior .But, this time Kinanti's behavior really makes Dira very disappointed . In fact, he felt he was not considered the eldest child .

"Dad to be sure you're actually living with your friend !"

'i hope, Dad can be more assertive after this' Inner Nadira screamed again . His eyes wrote in soft language, only he and his heart knew .

"Dira, go to the toilet first "

He turned and walked back to his family . Not deliberately being indifferent and brash, Dira just wanted to hide her tears in front of Father and mother .He didn't want to, if they saw how weak he was then .

In front of the dusty glass, it was seen that if the girl's cheeks began to get wet, her eyes were very difficult to guess . He tried to straighten his body and took many long breaths .

Perhaps, the hope at that time was only one, that is strong .He just wanted to be strong in the midst of a family that he could not read the situation .

Sa, I'm going to host you . Can you pick me up now at the terminal ?

The short message was successful and read by Anisa, a close friend of Nadira . not long ago, the girl said she was ready with a happy welcome .

Not long is the conversation of the two, because before they had discussed it . And Dira just answered will think of this after the state of the house is calm .and in fact ? like this happened .

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"Hey Dir . You're so impromptu as to say it , I haven't done it yet room ."

Anisa protests a little, but she still warmly welcomes Nadira .

"are you crying, huh ?"

back, he was suspicious of his best friend's puffy eyes .She knew Nadira, the beautiful girl who was cheerful .It will not look moody if the problem is not very heavy .

"My father wants to talk to you "

Nadira swung his legs, he did not touch Anisa's question at all . his steps were fast and sure, followed by Anisa who was still trying to break her sense of curiosity .