Why Should I ?
Lowest Point

Nothing has changed about Kinanti .She remains a woman, who is very lazy with the activity of waking up early. Especially if Rama does not have a job. Of course, he will become increasingly lazy because there is Rama who takes care of all the needs of Kevin's school. With Allena? she will follow Kinanti faithfully with her mattress and pillows.

"Ram, Kinanti hasn't woken up yet ?"

"he is like a Buk. Come on, then wake up by himself. "

"you are Ram's husband ! you should be, can be more assertive to manage it. It will also be for you and him, for the future of you and your children."

"This mother, just a few days of living together.it's been chatty! "

"Rama! you are getting more insolent with mom! mom just told you . About the livelihood of the male envoy, keep that nice woman ? You are the example of that, you are ! si Nurin ! "

"ahhh, this mother is! from the time before until now it made no difference! each child has its own advantages . so stop bandingin Rama with Nurin !"

"the mother doesn't appeal-banding you Ram , but look ! your sister is richer, more than you, but is she lazy ? heughh ?"

Maybe it has been the fate of Rama, wherever he is there is always someone who is not pro with him . there is always someone who rejects his way. In fact, her own birth mother was very disliked Kinanti . Just like Kinanti's mother who really disliked her .just the difference, Rama always defended Kinanti, while Kinanti was very ignorant when Rama was judged by her mother .

Rama back in room , he felt real sadness against his mother.But, Iya also do not like if Kinanti maki by his mother. He did not want if later Kinanti felt uncomfortable living with her mother.

Kinanti blinked, he was troubled by the noise. Laze, he woke up from his sleep and sat watching Rama who still looked upset.

"What the hell is Ram? early in the morning is it a storm? "

"mmmmmb ..nothing Kin? are you awake?"

"yes because you are noisy! if not, I haven't woken up yet "

In his small heart, actually Rama felt agreed and justified what his mother said . but, he felt weak if he had to advise or reprimand Kinanti. had a lot of debate between them, but, he felt weak if he had to advise or rebuke Kinanti, there have been many problems between the two, so only with a long time problem does not want to argue it back .

Only a little dishonesty Rama can later rampage. Yes, even if it is also for the good of Kinanti so that she does not feel hurt or upset with her in-laws .

time continues to roll, no seconds can be stopped even just to rest . everything flows as time passes.

As the day slows down, the digested world becomes narrower.The logic increasingly stirring hints at discomfort.

The more he became, the more arrogant he became, the temperament even no true words were spoken from his mouth. All useless, meaningless and deeply hurt .

although Rama wrongly tried to try as hard and as capable as his energy . his brain has tired thinking, his body has tired of working . and for later? that doesn't mean, it doesn't mean .

until the end of the year and the peak of all problems.the peak of all patience and the peak of fatigue are in the opposite position with calmness of heart .

Rama, had lived a profession as a traveling vegetable trader he did not know how to market and introduce his business with consumers. all he did was go around carrying his vegetable entourage without stopping at one point of denial .

he was saturated, he was tired, he felt bored with the path of life that for him only revolved at the bottom .

" Your mother is old to Ram . You yo kudu can understand him . Kinan can you nasehatin slowly so as not to be too serve your mother !"

this may be the weakest point in Rama's life . He was really crying over the course of his life, He was actually in the lowest phase with nothing.

the need that increasingly drained his mind . the commotion between mother and his wife that increasingly torment his inner self .

"but but bulek , the mother was really outrageous.he was the same with my children. I did not forbid him to hate Kinan because Kinan hated him too. but at least, at least, if the same kids mbok yes more understand ."

"Mana may to Ram . mbakyu does not hate the same Kinanti, he just does not like his behavior ...

try, grandma Kinan Iku iso is more polite, better , your mother must be seneng ."

"heugh, how can to bu lek . wong have food just pumped-upetin ."

"your wife, if you buy food, don't think it ?"

Rama looked down, there was a new wound he hid again . He did not dare to answer the question of his mother .Even , just looking at him he felt stiff .