Why Should I ?

Why Should I ?
Harmonious Family


"How is Dir, still inactive ?"


Mother who suddenly entered the room, surprised Nadira with her question .


The girl shook her head weakly, then returned to focus with the phone screen in her hand .


"Your mom didn't say where did you go ? or ...try asking your aunt . "


I don't know why Nadira didn't think about it. In the city, there was aunty Nurin who would want to help her father, if indeed she needed to .


"Hello auntie ?"


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Nurin is not the closest person in Nadira's life . This brother of his father sometimes hates him for whatever reason . The parasites are sometimes complemented by his ketusnya attitude if Nadira is greeting . 'yes maybe because he does not like the same mama' good words that Nadira always put in her head so that she does not get upset responding to Nurin .


At first it feels cold conversation of the two, Dira was even more unwell to immediately ask his interests .


There are many reasons he said before the phrase 'tan, can you know about dad ?'


To make Nurin open his voice about everything he knew, there , in different places, through the news of the wind and only heard the sound of them gushing each other . Emitting all the turmoil of the taste that torments each .


Uniquely, there is another side that Nadira did not know from Nurin, behind the toughness of his face and attitude, stored a very soft heart in it . Nurin cried along to shoulder the grief that Rama had felt all this time .


So did Nadira, her crying increasingly broke when she heard the sobs of Nurin that she had been holding back from earlier .


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Love that grows excessively will cause deep hurt and disappointment, in fact we are always taught to behave appropriately .


The mind is distressed and hates more and more, withstanding wounds that cannot be blotted out . True love cannot always have each other . Let the prayer continue Rama's struggle, it's time he gave up and let go of all the nightmares in his sleep .


It would be inappropriate if he continued to beg the woman who chanted the name of another man in each of his dreams and prayer stanzas .


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"Eat a lot of children, calm your heart . believe me, God will take care of your father wherever he is .he is a good man, a patient man "


Her shady face had always been the cure of all Nadira's heartbreak .a steadfast woman she found after she grew up . I don't know what makes the two love each other, even if there was no previous blood relationship .'Perhaps, this is how God told Nadira, if there are still many human beings who care about him very much'


"Thank you ma'am ..


Mother never distinguish Nadira here . whereas Dira only numpang and ngrepotin mother"


The girl tightly hugged the waist of the woman who was still busy preparing the dinner . He stopped his hand and then turned to rub Nadira's hand .


"You're still my son's mother . Don't talk like that "


As if understanding the situation, Everyone at the dining table fell silent and lowered their heads . They understand Nadira very well, even this time seeing this girl as weak .


"Ah, already . we eat bu "


Trying hard, and not wanting to make everyone sad . Nadira again wiped her tears and bribed the rice that mother had prepared .


Truly, a happiness in itself is in the midst of this harmonious family . Sometimes his little heart was always envious to see him, even he always wondered if in front of his eyes this was his father and mother .