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Mom kept talking alone. He grumbled full of frustration.He was not happy if Rama constantly obeyed what Nadira wanted. There is nothing wrong with Nadira's wishes, but the fault lies in the way Rama educated his daughter. He never taught if all desires must be balanced with availability. Especially with the big choices that Nadira will take.

Not a few are disappointed with the same choice as Nadira. Not a few stories that I've ever told about it. They had incurred considerable expenses, but had to curl up with their own expectations. They failed to set foot in the land of Sakura. They cannot leave for the reasons given. And I don't want Nadira to experience the same thing.

"Oh, please Buk, help Rama buk ..."

Rama came pleading. He was under Mom's feet. Crouch down and continue to persuade Mother to allow Nurin to give her a loan. Rama did not want to disappoint Nadira, whatever he would do for the happiness of his eldest daughter .

While Nadira, he only dared to hide behind the bedroom door. He did not dare to go out, afraid to see the fierce gaze of the grandmother. He was afraid to see a fight debating his name.

Indeed, Nadira did not intend to make Rama and Mother quarrel. He just wants to raise his family by working abroad. But maybe he was wrong in making the decision. He is too high in hope. He shouldn't have said what he was thinking from the beginning. He should not speak as he did with a hopeful look in front of Rama. Ah, how else ? It's all over.

"Please buk ! Don't you love Dira Buk ?"

"In fact, iki mergo I ki ki love Dira Ram ! We understand not to ?"

"If you love me, I should do what Dira wants buk. Not like this, Dira will be disappointed with Mom."

Just now I can breathe a sigh of relief because Rama can be separated from Kinan, now he has started to pamper Nadira more than himself. Whatever the child says is like an obligation that he must fulfill immediately. Just like when he was with Kinanti first. No one can dispute that. Rama had insisted on what was in his brain.

"Nadira was not disappointed with Yah."

Nadira was standing by the dining table. I don't know when he was there. I don't know how long he mustered his courage to come out to appear on the sidelines of the grandmother's anger.

"Nadira was just kidding, Dad. Nadira is not serious about going to Japan. Later if Nadira kangen, so difficult. Hehe..."

Nadira tried to melt the atmosphere. He tried to find an excuse so that Rama would no longer force Mother to allow Nurin to give him a loan. Her sister has not yet answered. Not necessarily he wants to give what he asks for.

"Sorry, Grandma, sorry. I didn't mean for Grandma to fight."

"So, no, not...."

Nadira immediately cut off Rama's speech. Stopped so that he no longer discussed the same thing.

This house is already hot enough because of the debate that never ends. If Nadira still imposes the will, he just wants to complicate the existing problems.

"Dad just wait outside !" Nadira's orders to Rama, who is greeted with a doubtful nod by Rama.

Nadira refocused on vegetables on the table. He helped his grandmother prepare food for their dinner. Awkward indeed, because grandma behaved differently to Dira. Every sentence that was thrown, impressed. However, Nadira realized because it started from his mistake.

"Dira, grandma wants nothing to see the condition of Daddy yo nduk. Look at your father's body, he's not very strong. You can't work hard, but you can't work in an office. Kowe understands what Grandma meant ?"

Nadira's hand stopped cutting vegetables. He digested what his grandmother said, then carved a slick smile on both corners of his lips.

"I'm sorry Nadira Nek." Only three words Nadira said. Honestly, his heart could not accept if his wish was a mistake. However, he tried to agree and comply with what Grandma said.

"Grandmother knows, Dira pingin is a successful wong. Help the family economy, help Dad, help mom there raise sisters. Grandma knew Nadira's intentions well. But nduk, kabeh iku needs capital, and iku is quite large. Your father has no income, your aunt e yo attitude so, you understand yourself. What if Nadira has not worked, then Aunt Nurin has collected the money ? Do you have any pity on your father ?"

Deg ! Grandma's words succeeded in jolting Nadira's heart. Narrowing, even to the deepest cavity. If you think back, what Grandma said was true, but Nadira still not saggy to realize his dream. Somehow, how will it be. Clearly, he did not want to trouble Rama and his Grandmother.

Some of the menu is finished. Nadira was busy serving and taking her to the dining table. Prepare three dishes, and also a glass that he has filled with water.

"Grandma call your dad yo first, you take his food to the dinner table all yo !"

"Yes my grandma."

Nadira said he did what his grandmother asked. As for Grandma, she walked out of the kitchen. He was looking for Rama to take him to eat together. Like her, it's the right reason for Mother and Rama to get better over the misunderstanding that occurred some time ago.

"Astaghfirullah al - adzim ! Rama, what are you doing ?"