Why Should I ?
Until In The Village

"Sir, sorry Dira yes ..if Dira often bothers grandma ."

Nadira hugged Wati who began to shed tears . haru pilu mixed signifies displeased farewell. Perhaps, Wati was often insistent towards Dira, but seeing that time the old woman also harbored love for her eldest granddaughter .

"Grandmother, we'll be here again .don't cry"

Allena, the youngest daughter who is still very innocent . He really did not understand the existing conditions . All he knows is, just he's going on vacation and back to that house .

Everyone looked at each other to hear his tone speak .As if, being a sedative for them .

"Your base .The crybaby "

Santi who was also shedding tears, she pulled Nadira's nose to comfort her . The two embrace each other , breaking up all the more irrational feelings .

*Nadira POV*

goodbye my hometown, goodbye friends. The more time I could not feel its tranquility . It all seemed to judge me, forced and this was more bitter than being kicked out .

I am no longer accepted, nor am I a piece of trash that flies in the wind . I am a place, a container that is unfortunately stored for thousands of garbage, and that is my problem, the problem is even the problem of everything that exists .

I'll enjoy , the days that pass to be the reservoir, even the last banishment . For me, this is a process .There will be many surprises that I myself do not know the location .

This trip was short, but it seemed a long time in my mind . I'm bored, tired of all the drama that's becoming . huh, why should I ? yes, because I am strong ! Maybe, like that .

"Sister, you don't eat from morning . this is bread "

This father is still an entertainer even though his own heart is wounded . She is, worthy of being a fortune teller .because very good at guessing my heart .

"thank you yeah .But Dira is not hungry "~Nadira

"a bitten by my brother . Later sick loh " ~Rama

"Udah is Dir .eat ! don't get more nicotine " ~Kinanti

For mama, whatever Dira says or does is wrong . In fact, if he could hear my breath it would be wrong that he always fussed .

By grabbing bread, and devouring it forcefully could certainly silence him to not get even harder nagging me .

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"Well, this has entered the village of grandmother, right ?"

"iyah .tuh, grandma's house is already deket "

Rama pointed ahead .every time, he kissed Kevin's blackened cheeks for being too happy to play under the heat .

The speed of the car is getting slower, even its position is getting to the edge . Right in front of the house facing a public elementary school the car stopped .

Many children who pay attention, even parents who wait for their children to whisper to each other .either, what they are humming is not clearly read .

Nadira let out a long sigh.His eyes also increasingly intensely looked around.None of the corners were separated from the guerrilla of his eyes .

Maybe, his heart was begging, or just thinking about his school in the future . he did not meet public transportation that passed earlier In fact, he also did not find a private vehicle at his grandmother's house .

"All of them sir .I said first "

sayup-sayup is heard though not clear , the fathers who helped him move away with a goodbye . He bought all the things he had. Not left behind mattresses and other sleeping equipment .

"Tomorrow, stay away from school for brother ." ~Pinance

" Kevin's school here, right ?" ~Kevin.

" Lena wants to be surabaya "

Not even an hour ,Allena has made a new drama . He said he would attend school in Surabaya . Really, his understanding is still very minimal about this .

"Dek, we are now living in grandma's house .so the school is looking for a deket here yes " ~ Nadira .

"we're just here playing Dira ...

tomorrow will you go back to the house of Grandma Surabaya.iya right ma ?" ~Allena

"Have .have ..we come in, take a shower keep eating yaa .granny has cooked good for all of you "

Rama's mother tries to break the tension . She did not like Kinan inwardly, but the children were still grandchildren to her .

he also does not want to look different even though he understands that Nadira is not the son of Rama .

Rama cradles Lena, and makes her forget with a whimper that might be an alarm for the next few days .