Why Should I ?
Should love
...Nadhira still hopes his sister did not hear and see the incident earlier. He tried to distract Allena, forgetting what he might have caught before....
...Allena was still silently glued, not daring to look at Nadhira. He brushed aside Nadhira's hand that was about to touch him. While Nadhira was still trying to seduce and squat in front of him, Allena actually ran over to Kinanti who was still 'pretending' crying in the room....
...Allena wiped Kinanti's cheeks, she kissed and hugged him repeatedly....
..."Mama's okay ?" ask Allena to worry....
...The bad thing Nadhira was afraid of happened. Allena saw him when he accidentally pushed Kinanti to fall. More precisely a made fall....
..."Allena said hungry, we cook yuk ?" ajar Nadhira still trying to seduce....
..."Lena hates it too big sister ! Bad sister same mom !" Allena shouted out loud....
..."Deck, the brothers didn't mean it."...
..."Lying !"...
...Nadhira's heart was sliced, it was so painful. He cried, not finished with one problem, now a new problem has appeared again. There is no hope in this house anymore. Everything is too hard to fight. As Kinanti grew more intelligent, the barbaric man who ruined everything was free to go in and out of this house, and the worst was Allena who now hated herself....
...Nadhira squeezes her backpack in annoyance. He came out of the room carrying a disappointment and an inner wound....
...Nadhira passed Abbas as he was about to leave the house. He put on a sour face, annoyed and hated to be one....
..."Nadhira, where are you going ?" greet Abbas without feeling guilty. The man held Nadhira's arm....
..."Release !" Nadhira brushed it off violently. "You have no right to touch me !" his bluff was full of emotion....
...Allena's hatred affected her emotions. Nadhira could not take for granted Kinanti's treatment today....
..."Sis, speak politely to your father !" kinanti's new orders came with Allena. He spoke more softly than before. My face, he deliberately put to get Allena's attention....
...Nadhira smirked, there was no proper sentence to answer Kinanti's orders....
..."Kevin's coming with brother, right ?"...
...In the midst of the tempest that occurred, Kevin came out of the room with difficulty because he had to walk with a stick. He carried a backpack, and carried a small bag....
...Kevin's appearance made all eyes towards him....
..."Vin, where are you going ?" ask Kinanti panic....
..."Kevin wants to come with my brother to stay at my dad's house !" reply Kevin jutek....
..."Kevin, don't be stupid !" Kinanti who instantly forgot the drama. He forgot to play a soft princess....
..."Let it be if Kevin wants to join Nadhira, Kin ." said Abbas mediated. Kevin, smiled, and Kinanti was surprised....
..."No, no ! I don't let Kevin come with Nadhira." Said Kinanti firmly. He held up his index finger and moved it to the right and to the left....
..."You won't lose Kevin Kin. Any time you miss, you can ask him to come to this house." Said Abbas....
...Although Abbas was kind and defended himself, Nadhira still did not accept and hated the man. He thought Abbas's good treatment was just a mask to let him melt and accept him as his biological father.huh, impossible ! that's never gonna happen....
..."I don't need your kindness."...
...Ah, it's too lazy to have to talk to this guy.Nadhira...
..."Brother !" sentak Kinanti's....
..."What ? Still want to continue the mama's play in front of all ? what is ma for ? in order for everyone to hate Nadhira z like how you felt when I was born ?" Nadhira pressed down on every word....
..."Nadhira never asked to be born by Mama, Nadhira never begged to be in the womb when mama's condition is not okay. Ma, Nadhira beg for the first time, and maybe for one thing for the rest of Nadhira's life, please don't hate Nadhira, Nadhira love Mama." Nadhira sobbed in his tears. It was the first time he expressed the greatest hope of his life. It reveals all that is buried in the heart....
...Nadhira rubbed his face, then turned his body towards the main door....
..."Sis, Kevin's coming." asked Kevin....
...Nadhira came back to a standstill, but refused to look again. The faces behind her would only deepen her wound, after coming home from here Nadhira was determined to erase all the bad memories, and forget the events after events that he had obtained all this time....
"So don't pick up on Kevin tomorrow. Brother promise. " said Nadhira before finally really stepping out of the house. Out of the hell of the world, a dwelling that never promised him happiness. Forever.....
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...Rama cursed himself. He regretted forcing Nadhira to return to visit Kinanti's house. He had wanted to unite the mother and child who had been cold to each other for a long time, but apparently he was wrong. After yesterday's incident, Nadhira appeared to be more silent and shut himself in the room....
..."You are lo Ram ! Already warned not to interfere with the problems of Kinan and Dhira even maksa children enter the lion's den !" Nurin's touch on Rama who sat on the porch of the house while thinking about the big problems he was facing....
...Rama sipped a cup of coffee that had started to cool. ...
..."Still wishing Nadhira in love with Kinan ?" sengak Nurin again. He used to hate Nadhira because it was not the flesh of Rama. However, Nadhira's sincerity in Rama, even though he is not his biological father, made Nurin aware that the family relationship should not have blood ties. Nurin now loves Nadhira very much, just as she loves her own biological child. ...
..."Salah Nadhira. It was a pity for his fate since he was still in the stomach. " Rama is weakened. Not feeling his eyes began to sink because of crying. " Kinan should hate Abbas, not Nadhira" Rama said. He finds it increasingly difficult to break the mindset of Kinanti who is too bucolic, even too crazy to respond to all the twists and turns of her life. ...
..."Yes Ram, he should love Nadhira. Especially now that he is the same Abbas, and Abbas also seems to have a problem with Nadhira. He's just fucking on it." Sahut Nurin thought. ...
..."Ah already. Why do I follow the dizziness thinking about their problems ? What matters now is that you are doing well with Nadhira. Stop getting involved with the same problem. Dizzy to hear it !" Nurin shook her hand. He moved, not to sit with Rama. ...
Rama just stared blankly at the back of Nurin's mother who was further away leaving him, who disappeared behind the main door.