Why Should I ?

Why Should I ?
back to the Village


"I know how you are feeling right now . But imagine that mas still continues with mbak Kinan . Mas, won't have any more family, all the mas responsibility alone . without his support . ..


from the beginning, Nurin had already rejected him .but Mas still chuckled, even sampe mas opposites for the sake of such a woman ...


I know he's not really, I know he's crazy, I know he's cheating . But , my heart's eyes are closed with a lust to have...


maybe this is the right time, to learn about real love . believe me, love does sometimes not have to have ... "


This time, Nurin spoke to the adult, without the tone of anger as before . Whether, heard or not Nurin just wants to advise, actually like this is a better thing .


"But mas love deck "


"Mas happy ?"


"mas cannot live without Kinanti and children"


"i asked, Are you happy ?"


Rama came back crying, he couldn't be sure of his own feelings . All he understood at that moment was the overwhelming sadness, the immense destruction, and the death of life .


"Just can't answer, I don't know how my own heart is "


Nurin continued to speak, he stormed Rama with sentences that he had prepared .


After all, he is a brother . He won't be able to see Rama as pathetic as this, he can't possibly let Rama hang on the streets .


He gave her a meal, and then she booked a ticket for Rama to return to the village to calm down . Thinking all with a clean mind, with a holy heart .


stocked with several pieces of money 100 thousand . really, so care Nurin against Rama . However, it had always been covered with her hatred towards Kinan .


"Mas, that's Nurin's subscription project . Mas, be careful on the road yaah . rearrange his mind, do not neko-neko"


As if she was more mature, Nurin continued to give directions . He was a little worried this time, afraid that if Rama did something silly while on the road . But, what would be said, He himself could not if he had to deliver Rama to the yard .


"i'll go back to the deck . Qabarin mas if the children why-not "


"Please be calm . Nurin will be watching "


His heart was not willing to leave the city . The city of millions of memories, likes and sorrows he has gone through decades, with people he loves so much, but unfortunately his love stopped in his own heart . That feeling, does not get the same reply from the idol of the heart .


The woman he flattered wherever he was, now chose to praise another man . Yes of course, the man who once colored his day in youth .


Perhaps, Kinan forgot .that man too who had ruined his future, ruined his youth, even killed all the dreams he had built.


' Nevermind ! ' Rama shook his head violently, casting out the shadows that appeared without asking . Beautiful and bad memories that had coloring .


For whatever reason, Rama must rise . He's a man, which may have long languished just because of love .heh, can't be imagined if it is like that.


"Mas, it's arrived . The bus is going to walk ...


mas ...."


"yes sir, sorry sorry..."


Rama realized, all is not a nightmare . it's a process of a little story of his life . He immediately got off the motorcycle and rushed on the bus that was ready to leave.