Why Should I ?
I gave him the name Nadira

Kinanti always looks beautiful in the eyes of Rama. Although, his weight has been very high. The original is also an advantage, but the word Rama is sexy. What's more, when he was silent, his heart was immediately pumped up with a fast. Really, looking at the woman now was still the same at the beginning of the meeting. Thrilling.

That day, Kinanti looked back and forth to the bathroom, she said her stomach was heartburn. He feels addicted to urinating.

"better, you take your wife to the midwife, afraid she might have something to do with the baby"

Wulan has never been pregnant, let alone given birth. He only guessed because it was indeed an estimate that the midwife said was only two days away.

At home, the situation is quiet, there are only Rama, Kinanti and mbak Wulan. Ms. Wati is going to follow her passion, shopping with the monthly money her children love. Including from Rama.

Frantically, Rama runs out, asking for help from a neighbor who owns a car. When he returned home, he found his wife wailing in pain. He tried to get his wife, embrace her from the side and take her in the car.

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Rama POV

During the journey Kinan continued to scream and cry. He said he couldn't stand it. Well since I'm inexperienced, I don't understand what to do other than calm him down with a hug.

To be honest, I cried and felt sorry for her. It had been nine months of unwell sleep, and now he had to feel infinite pain.

When I arrived at the clinic, the nurses on duty were very alert. They brought her a wheelchair and pushed her quickly to the delivery room. It might also be because they are used to it, and almost every day they do this.

"already already! You just wait outside. Let Anna's same mother who nemenin Kinan inside"

"but buk, Rama also wants to nemenin Kinan, she's Rama's wife"

"already Ram. Kinan also didn't expect you to be inside. You're just gonna piss him off and annoy him"

Not only mother, Anna who had just come also forbade me from accompanying Kinan. He said he was the one Kinan asked to make the birth process.

It's so sad it feels. I as a man and a husband really have no price in their eyes. Like my drinking bottle is just a lid so that the water in the bottle does not spill. Already, that's it!

For over an hour, I could not hear my son's cries. No midwives or nurses came out either. How many hundred times was the door I looked at, still closed. There was no sign of anyone approaching.

"it's Ram, coffee. Let's just be quieter"

Don't know why! Sister Wulan this day is very good with me. He was more respectful and not rude anymore. From the start he did look more indifferent than the others.

"thank you mbak"

"was calm. Just like God, prayer is important"

"yes, I'm just worried about Kinan"

"why didn't you come in?"

"get the same mother. Said Kinan didn't want me there"

"if that's the case, I can't help Ram either"

Back, I was confused by his words. He said that by standing up and then coming out of the waiting room.

My eyes are still staring at his back which is disappearing. Strange as it feels, does Mbak Wulan also feel depressed with mother's attitude? Ah, what the hell? I can't be so prejudiced.

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Pov Winsticks

"buuuk, this hurts a lot. Kinanti not strong"

I kept pulling everything around me. I bit the end of the pillow to relieve the pain of my baby's path. The cutout that the doctor did was very pronounced. Grinding, paining, ah all taste so one.

I heard the cry of a baby that a midwife had just picked up from under me. Very quiet. His voice was hypnotizing, until the stitches on my lower body were not felt at all.

"good mother, her son is beautiful and healthy"

Straight away, the baby was given to me. And she immediately crept into me gently. Before long, the midwife took it again to clean.

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From outside the room, it was so loud that the baby cried. His voice was tight as if shouting calling his father. 'forgive me father son, father is not inside with you' his inner scream although now his lips show a glimpse of a smile.

Rama ducked, dropping the body on the tile. He repeatedly gave thanks and prostrated himself on the blessings God had given him.

After the midwife and nurse came out, Rama rushed into the room to meet his son and wife.

"Winat, thank God everything went well?"

"just the same, it hurts too"

"but at least we can see our son, right?"

Kinanti still felt pain, she nodded resignedly as she was reluctant to speak. While Bu Wati, he was busy commenting on every movement Rama did.

"Kinan, what do you want your daughter to name? She's beautiful, just like me"

Anna showed off her face. He felt proud because many praised the beauty of his face.

"you could have. I want to give her name Nadira Zulfa secha, what do you think? How's mas?"

The effect is like asking for scales from Rama. But, believe me when Rama threw his opinion he will be judged by Kinan and Bu Wati. Moreover, there was Anna there, Rama just chose to nod his ass.