Getting Married for Lying
192 - Doubt

Vaya was dumbstruck, her eyes still staring into Vier's eyes. Their gazes still locked onto each other. Vier's hand was felt stronger by Vaya.

Vaya felt her hands begin to get wet and sweat. His heart was working madly to pump blood throughout the body.

Vaya really did not know what to react to all of Vier's statements that surprised him so much.

Vaya really did not expect that the man, Vier, a man who never even dared to dream, it turned out that he had been saving his taste for her all this time.

The man who used to bully, taunt, and insult Vaya, making Vaya's school days really the darkest times of his life.

Years later the man finally marries Vaya and then commits another act of bullying once Vaya is tied to a bondage contract.

The man who made Vaya's life was completely turned upside down for all his deeds which in the end made Vaya completely fall into the man's arms.

Vaya, who initially insists on avoiding him, is trapped in Vier's life.

"What's up, Vaya?" ask Vier to throw Vaya's daydream.

"Do you really not want to be with me anymore?"

Vier looked at Vaya who seemed unfocused as if the woman's mind was floating out of nowhere even though their gazes were still locked onto each other.

"Vaya, are you really worried about my mom?"

Vier asked again, Vaya bit her lower lip, still thinking hard.

"Vaya, really! You don't have to worry about that. Didn't I tell you that I will protect you and Vero?"

"I will take responsibility for your life, for the rest of my life" Vier said.

"What are you worried about, Vaya?" ask Vier.

Vaya took a lot of breaths while exhaling slowly.

"Vier, I don't think I believe in any of this. I wondered if this was only happening in my dreams" Vaya said in the end, ending her silence.

Slowly Vier got up from his knees, looking at Vaya with a look full of astonishment.

"What do you mean, Vaya?" ask Vier. "I really don't understand."

Vaya looked at Vier fixedly.

"Vier, really, I almost can't believe your story. That all this time you've liked me and even harbored love for me" said Vaya.

"Vaya," Vier clutched Vaya's hand on his chest.

"Don't I tell you? I also do not understand, and do not realize my own feelings," said Vier full of earnestness.

Vaya could feel Vier's heart beating crazily. Maybe the speech on the lips can lie, but for the heartbeat is an honesty.

"Vier, I..," said Vaya.

Vier was still staring at Vaya, for some reason at the moment he could feel that Vaya still seemed so stubborn. Vaya must still insist on asking for farewell.

"Vaya, don't you really want to come back with me? Do you really want us to separate?"

Vier's eyes dimmed, the radiance of disappointment clearly reflected in his black eye bead.

"Vier," Vaya clasped Vier's palm tightly.

Vier was still staring at Vaya with a dim look in his eyes.

"Let's go back, I'm afraid Vero wakes up and cries for me" Vaya said.

Vier's heart felt melos hear Vaya's words.

Vaya did not give him the answer he wanted. 

I don't know why Vier really can't accept how stubborn Vaya is. As if nothing can shake Vaya's determination to the decision he has set.

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Vaya takes the elevator which leads her to the floor where Vier's apartment is. 

The man did not even say a word. The ever-brilliant eyes dimmed as if the man had just swallowed a bitter pill named reality.

At this time Vaya's feelings were completely uncertain. There was a sense of shock mixed with happiness, but also a very great fear now entered his mind.

Vier still insists on asking her to start a life together again. Started a happy life as a small, well-rounded family. 

But on the other hand, Vaya really felt afraid of the shadow of the threat of Bu Cintami who could at any time again damage Vaya's happiness because the middle-aged woman had not lowered her blessing.

Moreover, Vaya still could not believe a hundred percent in Vier. Everything told by Vier sounds like a flirtation and seduction to make Vaya's heart waver.

Vaya was really scared. What if in the future there would be another Selena ruining her happiness?

Then Miss Cintami came back to destroy the integrity of her small family?

All those questions raged in Vaya's mind.

Vaya stared at the reflection of Vier's face from the elevator wall. The expression of disappointment was completely painted clearly on the man's face.

Can I trust Vier?

"Vier" said Vaya.

"Hmm," Vier replied briefly.

"Vier, I don't want to be back with you, but there are so many things that still hold up in my heart" Vaya said.

"Hmm, yes, I understand" said Vier.

"Vier, do you know, I've wanted another man when I was with you" Vaya said.

"Hmm, yes, I know," Vier replied.

Vaya bit her lower lip. It was only natural that Vier was really mad at him.

"And I understood it, because you didn't want me at the time" continued Vier.

"Did you ever want another woman with me?" ask Vaya.

Vier rolled his eyeballs hearing a question from Vaya.

"Vaya, how many times do I have to tell you to really understand?" ask Vier.

"When I'm with you, I never want another woman. Why so? Because the woman I want is already by my side," Vier said with full decisiveness.

"At that time all I could do was force you to follow everything I wanted" Vier continued.

"You may say that I am such a selfish man. But the thing is, you can't understand if I don't force it!"

Vier takes Vaya's unraveling hair and kisses her.

With a very slow movement, he took off Vaya's hair which slipped between his fingers.

"Therefore, I think it's better that I don't have to force you because you're getting stubborn and against me" Vier said.

Vaya grinned wryly seeing Vier smiling thinly.

As soon as the elevator doors opened, the two of them immediately exited the elevator and walked down the completely silent corridor.

Vier opens the door of his apartment, suddenly Vaya holds Vier in front of the door.

Vaya instantly pulls Vier's shirt collar and kisses the man along with the door closed.

Vier was completely shocked by the kiss Vaya gave him. Slowly Vaya removed her lips from Vier's lips.

With a breath of breath their eyes again poked at each other.

"Vier, can I really trust you completely?" ask Vaya.

"Vaya, if you don't believe me, I will prove to you that you can trust me completely" Vier replied.

...*****...