Getting Married for Lying
088 - The Wrong Time

Vaya ate his lunch without taste, there was a feeling of anxiety that he had felt earlier. Ever since the threat from Vier, Vaya feels that Vier may have deployed an army of spies to scout her.

If you remember the past, Vier even managed to find Vaya as Selena's bully. Especially to spy on Vaya like this, surely many cctv runs are ready to lurk Vaya. It could be that the spy is disguised as a waiter, gardener, or security guard of this restaurant.

"What's up, Vaya? Does the food make you taste less?" ask Yoran.

Vaya shook her head as the answer form for Yoran. Right now what Vaya is worried about is Yoran.

What if Vier finds out that the man Vaya recently met is Yoran?

The threats thrown by Vier certainly can not only be heard next to the ear. Although most of what Vier said more often sounded like a joke, a joke, but the man claimed to never joke with his life.

The shadow of Yoran who died with a body drenched in blood haunted Vaya's mind. Vaya really does not want all the shadows that pollute his mind that someday will come true.

"Yoran," said Vaya in a tone full of bitterness.

"Hmm, what's up, Vaya?" ask Yoran.

"Yoran, I don't know why I've been thinking about one thing lately and that really bothers me" Vaya replied.

"What is that, Vaya?" ask Yoran.

Vaya put down her spoon and fork, her eyes locked onto Yoran's gaze with an expression full of despair.

"I thought what if Grace knew about our meetings one day?" ask Vaya.

"Imagining it was already very frightening to me, Yoran!"

Vaya looked at Yoran with a nanar expression.

Tears had appeared to pool in Vaya's eye pelupukan and it made Yoran instantly speechless.

"I really don't mean that my presence will be a problem for you and Grace" Vaya said in a tone full of bitterness.

"I don't want you to get hurt, Yoran," Vaya said.

Yoran was completely stunned to hear Vaya's words. He was completely unaware of the side effects created by their current closeness. Because for Yoran, she just follows her feelings.

The feeling of someone who has been feeling empty and lonely. The warmth and comfort provided by Vaya in an instant drove away all that emptiness and loneliness.

Yoran's life really felt much more passionate than she had been all along. If he regarded Vaya as an escape, that was exactly what Yoran was currently doing. He was running and hiding to get comfort that he did not get even from his wife.

"Vaya" said Yoran. "You better not worry about that."

Yoran looked into Vaya's eyes deeply.

"What will happen between me and Grace will be my business" Yoran said.

"Agrace never loved me at all like you loved me, Vaya" Yoran said.

Vaya shook her head quickly.

"No, Yoran! I really don't want you to get in trouble because of my presence. I don't want to be the one to ruin someone else's household!" said Vaya.

"'I don't want my love for you to end up hurting you, Yoran."

Tears poured down Vaya's cheeks, tearing Yoran's heart to shreds.

"Vaya, please, stop crying" Yoran said.

"I'm sure there will be a way for both of us" Yoran said.

Vaya held back her cries, she looked at Yoran with a broken feeling.

As long as there was still Vier, there was only a dead end for the two of them, that was what Vaya currently had in mind.

Yoran let out a heavy sigh, she took Vaya's hand and grasped it.

"Well, Vaya, I get it, I understand what you're worried about" Yoran said.

Yoran tightened her hand.

"I understand and I understand that our current situation is very difficult" Yoran said.

"Yoran, for the next I hope we don't have to meet like this again" Vaya said.

Yoran's expression stiffened instantly, the man seemed to lose his ability to speak.

Vaya must do this, he must stop the relationship they have started before they go too far and end up endangering Yoran.

Vaya is unlikely to let the Yoran she loves so much get death threats from Vier.

"Vaya, do you mean, I have to separate from Grace so you can be with me?" ask Yoran.

Vaya shook her head slowly.

"Yoran, I'm really sorry about you. I really don't mean to burden you with my feelings. I also do not want to complicate your position, strengthen your relationship with your wife. I shouldn't be among you" said Vaya.

Slowly Vaya let go of Yoran's hand.

"Yoran, I just want you to be happy" Vaya said.

Happy and safe from the threat of death.

"Because to me, loving you and seeing you happy, it's a happy thing for me."

Vaya's vision again blurred, he felt a deep pain. When he has just tasted the sweetness of having a special relationship with Yoran, he must end that relationship for the good and safety of Yoran.

Yes, Vaya must sacrifice her love for Yoran to protect the man.

Sacrifice is one form of love, which is what Vaya has always understood.

Yoran was silent, but a few minutes later, the man's smile grew full of bitterness.

"Vaya, thank you, I appreciate your wish" Yoran said.

Vaya nodded while wiping her tears.

"But Vaya, can we still remain friends?" ask Yoran.

"Are you still willing to be my listener?" ask Yoran.

Their current lunch will probably be the last lunch for the two of them.

...*****...

"Vaya."

Yoran curbed Vaya's departure as soon as Vaya said goodbye to return to her office. Yoran again reached into the pocket of the suit, handing Vaya a small black envelope.

"Take it," said Yoran.

Vaya's forehead frowned in astonishment.

"What else is this, Yoran?"

"Another gift for you," Yoran replied with a friendly smile.

"Another gift?" ask Vaya.

Yoran nodded slowly.

"You can open it and I want to hear your opinion, but not now" Yoran replied.

"Yoran, I'm really bad, I didn't even prepare any gifts for you" Vaya said.

"Vaya, for me, you can come here and accompany me to lunch really makes me feel happy" Yoran said.

Yoran extended her hand to Vaya, Vaya welcomed Yoran's helping hand.

"See you later, Vaya."

"Yes, take care of yourself, Yoran."

They clasped each other and both let go of the interlocked hands.

Vaya gets out of the restaurant, enters the car online that picks her up. He sat in the back seat, then immediately rested his head on the car window as soon as the car moved away from the restaurant.

Tears immediately inundated the back of Vaya's eye pelupuk.

Vaya really had to close the story with Yoran.

His love for Yoran was not wrong, only now was not the right time for the two of them.

Likewise with Yoran who is currently still silent on the doorstep of the restaurant. The man's mind was suddenly empty along with the disappearance of the car that took Vaya away.

Don't ask me how I feel

If you can't switch either

The past that haunts you

Because this is really unfair

Not that I mean to hurt you

But it's not easy to forget

Long story I've been through

Please convince my body

Just leave you away from me

Let me kill feelings for you

Though heavy steps my heart

Just not ready to get hurt

Give our story a little time

The universe sent you for me

We are the right taste

At the wrong time

Life is a choice

But the heart is not chosen

When only half of you are present

And half for him

This is not what I want

Then what did you come for

The miss cannot be arranged

We never understood

You and I hurt.

Songs from singer Fiersa Besari who airs on online car radio accompanied Vaya's journey to return home.

Burying all of Vaya's memories, dreams, and feelings for Yoran.

Vaya clearly felt great regret. Why did he and Yoran have to meet at the wrong time?

Vaya let her tears flow as hard as possible.

We are the right taste.

At the wrong time.

...*****...