
We arrived at the nearest hospital for about twenty minutes. Rey's face is completely pale. In fact, the man vaguely almost closed his eyes.
A gurney was removed from the Emergency Unit room, and the nurses helped Rey get out of the police car to lie on the bed. Although my body was shaking and shocked by the incident that just happened, but I still took Kak Rey to the front of the operating room.
I sat there, where the iron chairs lined up sideways. I immediately shed my body on the chair, waiting with mixed feelings. My lips are unceasingly praying, pleading with the Powerful for Brother Rey to be given salvation.
I'd like to call Kak Rena, but there's no number for Kak Rena on my new phone. I finally chose silence while waiting, staring worriedly at the operating room door that was still closed with the emergency lights burning red on the top.
Don't ask me how I'm doing now. Really messy. My white hoodie was full of blood, disheveled hair, and a dirty face filled with tears. I don't give a shit about any of that. It's like Rey's safety distracts me.
Anger spreads to the deepest heart. Hope the man who is now struggling to maintain his life is safe from the death that had been blocked.
Recollecting the moment she gave me the choice, which was when I asked her to save Rindi. The man said that, he would help Rindi if I agreed to marry him. I think that choice was so hard for me. On one side Rindi is in danger. I know very well how he feels when faced with a helplessness.
Rindi's heavy burden bears, having a family that really needs her help. He became the backbone of the family must be faced with things that make him depressed. He could do nothing when the old man wanted to harass her.
However, on the other hand I do not want to be the third person for Kak Rena. I was afraid of hurting my brother. Although I have to bear the decision to leave the life of Rey by taking away my future son.
However, Rey offers a difficult choice. The choice that made me have to agree to his request, defeated all my principles and decisiveness not to enter into his personal life. Whether my decision was right or wrong, which was obvious after I agreed to marry her, she ended up here.
Although I put forward a condition to him that I would not be kept away from my son in the future, he gladly agreed. I hesitated when she carelessly said she wouldn't take this child from me if I didn't allow it.
So, if it wasn't for the child, why would she insist on marrying me?
Rey didn't demand any physical contact with me. Nor did he ask for the child I was holding to be his custody. Moreover, clearly and clearly the man said that he only loved Kak Rena.
So, what's all this doing for?
I'm getting confused by the way Rey thinks. He's so complicated and hard to guess. In fact, I don't know why that guy can be close to me every time I get into trouble.
A lot of questions shackled my head about Rey. That man is very mysterious. He was stingy and didn't want to say anything to me. I'm getting confused about it.
And now, I'm here in a dilemma. Feeling a deep regret for making Rey hurt.
My hands clenched with each other, clasping firmly to whiten my knuckles. If something bad happens to Rey, I can't forgive myself. Maybe I haven't been able to tolerate his depraved behavior on my birthday night. The nothing but the scene was still in the shadows in my head. However, I can't hate him after the many things he's done for me.
Rey said that night she was in an unconscious condition. An accident where I was the only one who felt and realized how sick it was. Like a real nightmare, I got pregnant even though I only did it once.
My eyes were fixed on the door that was still closed there. The curlicue of the clock that coiled around my wrist. It's been an hour since they were in the room, but there's no word on the progress of the bullet removal on Rey's body.
The clock is rotating very fast. Either because of the condition of my body that is tired or caused so tired I accidentally fell asleep.
A hand rubbing my shoulder made the drowsiness that had approached me disappear for a moment. My eyelids blinked quickly, realizing that I was still in the operating room waiting chair. My eyes were fixed on the emergency lights that had been extinguished, indicating that the operation had been completed. I immediately turned to look at the person who had awakened me.
He was one of the police officers who helped bring Rey to the hospital.
"Miss, can you help us identify the incident?" The policeman said to me.
"Sir, is ... Rey ... congratulations?" Not heeding Mr. Police's question, I asked Rey instead.
A thin line of smile was seen on that stern face. He nodded his signal. "He's been transferred to the treatment room. Is there a connection between the victim and you?"
I nodded in doubt, then said, "He's my future husband."
***
Kak Rey's treatment room is not an upper-class treatment room. He was treated in a simple room with a policeman standing guard in front. I waited for him to sit in a plastic chair provided by the hospital. Rey is still asleep with her eyes tightly closed.
In a position like this, I could clearly see the shape of his face. I don't deny that the man in front of me is very handsome. His nose is pointed with a jaw firmly framing the face that always looks cold and haughty. White skin tends to be reddish. Probably dropped off from his father who wasn't a native local. His hazel eyes are certainly because of the mixture of blue eyeballs belonging to the father with brownish black belonging to his mother. A perfect combination owned by a man.
I shook my head strongly. How can I admire my brother's husband? Even though she's going to marry me, that doesn't mean I can have her. She's still my sister-in-law, sister Rena's husband.
There was a slight pain sneaking in the recesses of my heart the deepest aware of it all. However, I immediately pushed aside the taste strongly so that immediately get out of there. I made it very clear that our relationship in the future is just a status. No more than that.
Too overwhelmed with daydreams, I did not realize that hazel eyes had opened without my knowledge. I was still pensive with a blank look towards him, but in that second also his hoarse voice surprised me.
"What do you see?"
"Eh, I ...." I suddenly floundered. Stupidly I who was caught continued to look at the man's face without blinking. Damn, I'm not a woman who lies.
"Eh, what? Pocket ... pants?"
I was obviously surprised by his request. How am I a woman with a sassy reach into her pants pocket?
"Can't, huh?" He looks disappointed. "I'm having trouble reaching it."
Kak Rey's hand was embedded with an infusion needle, while the other hand was in a bandage wrapped around her chest. I nodded in understanding after dispelling the dirty thoughts that suddenly seeped into my head.
"I .. try. Please, don't misunderstand me!" I purposely said that before helping Rey grab her cell phone in her pants pocket.
"Heem." He just put his shoulder to me. However, his relaxed attitude actually made me nervous.
Slowly my hand stretched out, pointing at the pocket of the pants to the left of Kak Rey's thigh. A little gulp, I was finally able to get the phone in question. Immediately I took out the phone and gave it to Rey.
"It!" I said after putting the phone over Rey's stomach.
"Heem, thank you." He looked at me afterwards. "Why is your face red?"
I felt like I wanted to hide under a gurney. I can't even manipulate feelings.
"It's none of your business."
Rey didn't prolong the problem. I looked away when he contacted someone who knew who. I didn't want to hear her talk of standing up from a plastic chair to look out the window after pressing the emergency button on top of Rey's bed for the doctor to come check on her condition.
"Alea!" He called. Coinciding with that, a white-nelled male doctor with a circular stethoscope around his neck walked into the room.
"Why are you here?" Rey's question surprised me.
"Huh?" What question is that? Of course I'm here as a family representative, in charge of looking after him.
"You should go back to the hotel. Pregnant women are prohibited from being in the hospital. Here susceptible to infectious diseases. You should go home soon." Rey looked at the doctor who had just entered. "Dok, please check on him!"
"But, ..." The doctor looked confused.
"He's pregnant. Just look! He's not wearing footwear. I'm sure if his leg's hurt."
My vision dropped down where both of my legs were treading on the hospital floor. In fact, I just realized that I haven't had time to put my shoes back on. There clearly saw my feet blistering and bleeding. I should have felt the pain down there.
But, ... Rey, why does she know all the things that even I didn't realize?
***
FY. The novel uses POV 1 Alea. (Point of View \= Point of View) first person Alea. So, what was written was in accordance with Alea's feelings and point of view.
Thor, how is Pov 1 different from your other novels?
Other sy novels and novels scattered in Noveltoon more use POV 3 where all characters have a role in showing feelings. While PoV 1, only the character "me" is authorized to show feelings and points of view.
Very ribet, Thor! Why not change it, after PoV Alea, then PoV Rey, replace Pov Rena again. I often find novels that replace Pov.
Actually there is no prohibition if you want to change PoV. It's just that in the aesthetics of a work of writing will affect its uniqueness and distinctive characteristics..
Pov 1 has a limited scope. So, here the reader will guess how Rey feels, what Rey and Rena do, etc because everything is still a mystery. If I decide to change PoV, then the mystery that has been painstakingly created will disappear after the presence of another character PoV.
Instead of changing PoV like that, mending me back to the initial stelan, which uses PoV 3 as usual.
So, until anytime we won't know what Rey's been doing and what Rey's been doing all this time?
Of course the plot will evolve, yes. We'll know how Rey feels and Rey does if she says/admits to Alea herself. Or it could be that Alea found out from other people's stories about Rey.
If there is still a chance, after the "Ternoda before Akad" ends, I will continue with a new book that carries PoV Rey. Here will be a complete peeling, how could Rey to rape Alea, how did Rey feel after finding Alea's uniform that had been torn along with blood spots in the hotel bed sheet, and how did she feel, and whatever Rey does behind Alea so he always comes when Alea is in trouble.
Oh, bye, Thor! Not much cincong, makarken!
Okay, get here first.
Bye-bye...